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不放弃....为了成就心中的爱♥♥♥ ^^

2012-02-21T18:22:00.000+08:00

她就在你身边，却总是想着别人～这是最遥远的爱情♥

明知道他不爱你，你还是爱他～这是最孤独的爱情♥

有人爱你，你却不爱他～这是最沉重的爱情♥

有人爱你，你却不敢爱他～这是最压抑的爱情♥

无法确定他会不会爱上你，就先付出～这是最勇敢的爱情♥

不管她爱不爱不，都决定要爱她～这是最宽容的爱情♥

得不到她的爱，就收回你的～这是最怕受伤的爱情♥

因为失去，才想拥有的爱～这是最后知后觉的爱情♥

(Credit to rightful owner)

L♥.

In the midst of uncertainty

2012-02-17T23:17:00.001+08:00

The choice you make serves as an exchange to the alternatives that were not chosen. Such a touching phrase. We knew the right answer but everyone keeps on hesitating and making up excuses so as to be regarded as a good person..I think it's the right answer.

선택이란 선택하지않은것에 대한 지불이다~참 와 닿는말 우린 이미 답을 알고있지만 모두가 착한사람만이 되기위해 그결정을 망설이며 온갖변명들을 늘어놓는다..정답인거 같다
~ -LeeTeuk

**********************************************************************
I have learnt Guzheng for 10 years, gave up after secondary 4 :D
After watching a few videos, it brings back the passion I have for Guzheng~~

10 yrs isn't short~~
I have just started practicing again :DD

L♥.

小資-ing♥

2012-02-07T18:43:00.012+08:00

郁可唯-微加幸福♥

城市像一座迷宮但我不服
誰說一個人不能走出
與你相愛迷糊讓步到你退出
再多分岔路回憶很清楚
我慢慢重組
每一天我和我的影子散步在朋友面前堅持不哭
曾經他們和我一樣相信幸福 ♥
這一刻孤獨賴在房裏住
我怎麼驅逐

怎麼在愛裡微加幸福少一點自由就變負
太多了你說我的關心是一種束縛
怎麼在愛裡微加幸福再多的微笑也比不上
一滴眼淚的苦無心犯得錯誤

每一天我和我的影子散步在朋友面前堅持不哭
曾經他們和我一樣相信幸福♥
一次的痛苦換一次領悟
我就能走出

怎麼在愛裡微加幸福少一點自由就變負
太多了你說我的關心是一種束縛
怎麼在愛裡微加幸福再多的微笑也比不上
一滴眼淚的苦無心犯得錯誤

從一開始的陌生到後來沉默無聲
誰能想像我們當初愛那麼深♥
想假裝你是路人想再一次變陌生
但我愛過你我承認

怎麼在愛裡微加幸福少一點自由就變負
太多了你說我的關心是一種束縛
怎麼在愛裡微加幸福再多的微笑也比不上
一滴眼淚的苦無心犯得錯誤
是誰犯的錯誤
你也不在乎♥
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Nice show! ~~ Final Episode this Sun! :DD

-小資-ing~~~

L♥.

So lacking in all aspects :x

2012-02-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

Finally ,Journals & Report submitted!

I have no lessons for 2 days, Tue & Wed.
However, I'm still gonna stay at home to do some revision esp for comm-skills test this Sat :X
Why must it always always always be on a Sat? Why.
&
I have to edit my resume and research on interviews related info to prepare for the interview role play next week.
While editing my resume, I realized that I'm lacked of achievements in Poly as compared to sec. Well.

One thing I'm most relieved about is that this Friday marks the end of the 8 weeks of trading session.
I have been starting counting down since the semester break :D
No more free labour ^^
I can't wait for Sem 2.2 to be over really soon.

Recently, I have been so moody~ Can't help it~ so many things to do,so little time.
All my Korean notes are stacking up high, but I have no time to revise D:
I can't miss out on the exam this year.
Once a year exam, if I miss it again I have to wait for another year.
I really need the KLPT cert :OO

Oh ya~ this few days twitter trending on the legal sparring tournament between Steven Lim & Aaron Tan.
I have got so many re-tweets on my twitter timeline~
What's with that unnecessary legal fight? Attention seekers? OR marketing campaign for "Big Fish"? HAHA!
Frankly, Ppl are just wasting their time watching those videos. :X

L♥.

No more reports and Journals♥ Hopefully no more late nights! ^^

2012-02-05T01:24:00.000+08:00

I'm finally Done with RP2 Individual Journal!
Though it is only 15%, I have to crack my head to think of what to write.
Limited things to write on.

Next is to prepare for comm skills summative test on 11 Feb, Next Sat!
Also my mum's birthday!^^

I really wonder how I managed to survive through this semester. Perhaps this is the sem I hated the most :X

Gonna turn in soon! ^o^ 안녕히 주무세요♥

14 MORE DAYS TO SS4 S'PORE! I WANNA SEE RYEOWOOK! THAT'S MY MOTIVATION FOR FEB! HAHAHAHA! ♥♥♥

L♥.

Breakaway from Projects & Journals

2012-02-02T21:23:00.001+08:00

Second last week trading at 1st Avenue! :D
All reports and journal submission deadline nearing :x
Exhaustion. Not enough sleep D:

1 more year to the end of my poly life. Can't wait.
I wanna secure my own internship but I have not start searching :O

Can't wait to meet BFFLs♥!

L♥.

Towards a new beginning♥

2011-12-30T21:56:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's the last day of 2011.
I believe that I have gone through a lot in this whole year, gain a sense of maturity in my thinking, straighten my goals in life.

Some people come into our life for a reason; as a blessing; bringing us an experience; teach us things that we have never done or do not have to courage to do; giving us an unbelievable of joy.

2012 will be a better year.
1 year & 4 months to the end of my tertiary education.
I don't expect awesome GPA but a GPA that I'm satisfied with.
Because I know that I won't be able to reach the requirements for NUS/NTU/SMU.
By having a satisfactory GPA, this is more than enough.

And also not to forget to prepare for KLPT Oct 2012.
Since I have stop taking Korean lessons, shall self study. However, the weakness in me is inconsistency.
Consistency. Consistency. Consistency.

4 levels to my success in learning foreign language..Beginner, Intermediate, Advanced, Business Level.
I will probably plan to further study Korean or also other foreign language overseas after uni.

So I should put my effort in my studies and nothing else from now on ^_^.

Lastly, wish my family & friends the best of everything♥

L♥.

Van Ness Wu吳建豪 feat. Ryan Tedder [Is This All]官方高畫質HD完整版MV

2011-11-30T19:26:00.002+08:00

Is This All- Vanness feat Ryan Tedder Lyrics

一天一天重覆上演奔跑著卻沒有終點
付出一切拼湊一片
我期待生活有所改變
可笑的他們冷漠的臉
事不關己的語言
我拼了命奮力向前
把明天都實現
我祈禱我能遇見
所謂完美的世界

Is this all I’ve been waiting for
Is this all I’ve been searching for
我在追尋甚麼東西
原來不過都只是空氣

So is this all I’ve been waiting for
Waiting for , waiting for…
半開的眼半醒的眠
思緒被困在夢裡面
我想看見卻看不見
是否已經到了極限
我祈禱我能遇見
所謂完美的世界
Is this all I’ve been waiting for
Is this all I’ve been searching for

我在追尋甚麼東西
原來不過都只是空氣
So is this all I’ve been waiting for
Waiting for ,waiting for…
Is this all I’ve been waiting for
Is this all I’ve been searching for
我在追尋甚麼東西
原來不過都只是空氣

So is this all I’ve been waiting for ,Waiting for , waiting for… Is this all I’ve been waiting for

Is this all I’ve been searching for
我在追尋甚麼東西
原來不過都只是空氣

So is this all I’ve been waiting for, Waiting for , waiting for…

L♥.

Taeyang(sol) Live! Wedding Dress (2)

2011-11-06T10:08:00.002+08:00

I would argue

Eng ver.:

Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

———————

KOREAN:

니가 그와 다투고

때론 그 땜에 울고

힘들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고
니작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
니가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐

알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐

난 숨을 죽여

또 입술을 깨물어

제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마 Cuz you should be my Lady

오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
노래가 울리면 이제 너는

그와 평생을 함께하죠

오늘이 오지 않기를

그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데

네가 입은 웨딩드레스

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
내 맘을 몰라줬던

네가 너무 미워서

가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어

이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난

이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라

난 눈을 감아
끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마

Cuz you should be my Lady

오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
노래가 울리면 이제 너는

그와 평생을 함께하죠
오늘이 오지 않기를
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
네가 입은 웨딩드레스

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
부디 그와 행복해

너를 잊을 수 있게
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘

비록 한동안은
나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만
너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에 홀로 바보처럼 살았죠

아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고
새 하얗게 웃고 있는데
네가 입은 웨딩드레스

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
네가 입은 웨딩드레스

L♥

2011-10-22T09:31:00.001+08:00

Everybody, Dreams Come True
우린 Dreams Come True
하나가 되어 어두운 세상을 비춰요.
우리 손을 잡고서 함께 가요.

아이들의 환한 웃음소리 지켜주고 싶어.
빛나는 두 눈, 빛을 잃어버리지 않게 생각을파란 하늘 눈부신 태양이 날 감싸 안으면
평화의 노래 온 세상에 울려 퍼져요.

모진 바람 불어올 때도 우린 견뎌낼 수 있어요.
함께 할 수 있단 믿음이 우릴 지켜주니까.

Everybody, Dreams Come True
우린 Dreams Come True
하나가 되어 어두운 세상을 비춰요.
우리 손을 잡고서 함께 가요.

하나 되어 노랠 불러요. 서로가 같은 마음으로..
아시아의 축제를 열어 가슴이 뛰는걸요.

Everybody, Dreams Come True!
우린 Dreams Come True!
하나가 되어 어두운 세상을 비춰요.
우리 손을 잡고서 발걸음을 맞춰요.

함께해요! Fly With You
우리 Fly With You
아름다워요. 세상에 뿌려진 마음이...
같은 꿈을 꾸어요. 같은 생각을 해요.
이젠 웃어보아요... With You!

L♥.

2011-10-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

Back from Korea! :D
I have an Fun & enjoyable study trip!
& Spent my 18th birthday in korea (:

Through this trip I experience quite alot & l acquired new knowledge! A fruitful study trip :D

BTW , Thanks Luanne | Yilin | Eileen for my birthday present. 감사합니다. Kamsahamnida! ♥♥♥

Bought lots of stuffs especially snacks & facial stuffs. I should have brought more spare cash :<
Cos I have to restrict myself from spending too much so I will have sufficient for the last few days :D
I cnt resist the temptation to buy the bears. The one below.

& my Super Junior stuffs [Eunhyuk's cover + Poster]

Also not forgetting about grace's BELATED Birthday present, but It will be a VERY late gift.

& BFFLs souvenirs.

BFFLs have started sch. No time to meet up D:

I learnt my lesson becos I get conned by the woman selling food!

After that incident, I must really brush up my korean.

Unforgettable bad memories.

However, nice memories I'm gonna miss it.

All of us spending time together to source for merchandise, shopping , overnight gathering playing card games till late night, Lotte world rides.

& 5 girls squeezing in a room.

We have lots of fun together♥.

Grp♥

Evelyn & I ♥

DMC staffs, Yilin & I ♥

Me & Yilin ♥

Luanne & I ♥

Lingzi & I ♥

Group ♥

Yi Lin, Eileen & I ♥

I'm gonna miss those times & the cold weather.

L♥.

2011-09-09T20:52:00.003+08:00

It's almost the end of this week :DD

I can't wait for Oct!!

Exams are finally over,though I have only 3 paper to take,

it seems like the exam self study period is so lengthy.

Hopefully I can achieve good grade this semester.

I'm not having a high expectation of getting an excellent GPA, cos I know that I can't reach the requirement criteria for NUS /NTU.

SMU is not where I want to go.

Hence, for the rest of my semesters, I intend to just try my best.

Recently, Sis's university lessons have commenced.

After looking through the modules she's gonna to study, it's interesting & enriching! (:

However, it's stressful.

" The way we live our days, is the way we live our lives."

L♥.

* I can't wait to receive my package. Super Junior,Mr Simple Version B! :DD

2011-09-07T14:18:00.000+08:00

Heart String OST : MinHyuk (Star)

Star

하늘에 빛나던 별이

저 멀리 빛나던 별이

내 맘에 내려왔나봐

가슴에 새겨진 별이
가슴에 빛나던 별이
아마 너인 것 같아

떨리는 소리가 들리니
oh star
뜨거운 심장을 느끼니
you’re my star

아주 오랜 먼 옛날부터
나 꿈꿔왔던 사랑이 너인걸 알아
언제나 함께 해줘
아주 오랜 시간 흘러도
늘 같은 자리에서 빛나주길
내 맘, 너에게만 빌려줄게

가슴에 새겨진 별이
가슴에 빛나던 별이
아마 너인 것 같아

떨리는 소리가 들리니
oh star
뜨거운 심장을 느끼니
you’re my star

아주 오랜 먼 옛날부터
나 꿈꿔왔던 사랑이 너인걸 알아
언제나 함께 해줘
아주 오랜 시간 흘러도
늘 같은 자리에서 빛나주길
내 맘, 너에게만 줄게

니 맘 속에 새겨진 별도
니 맘 속 빛나는 별도 나이길 바래
영원히 널 사랑해
내 눈 너만 바라볼 거야
oh 너도 나만을 바라봐줄래
우리 서로의 별이 되주길

내가 듣기는 그랬음

Star that shines in the sky

Star that shines far away from me
Seems like you came down to my heart

Star engraved in my heart
Star that shines in my heart
I think that might be you

Can you hear a quavering voice?
Oh star
Can you feel my passionate heart?
you’re my star

From a very long time ago
I know that you are the love I’ve been dreaming of
Let us always be together
Even if time passes
(hope that you)
Always shine on the same place
My heart, will only be given to you

Star engraved in my heart
Star that shines in my heart
I think that might be you

Can you hear a quavering voice?
Oh star
Can you feel my passionate heart?
you’re my star

From a long time ago
I know that you are the love I’ve been dreaming of
Let us always be together
Even if time passes
(hope that you)
Always shine on the same place
My heart, will only be given to you

The star engraved in your heart
The star that shines in your heart, I hope that is me
Forever I will love you

My eyes will only look at you oh
oh will you only look at me too
Let us be each other’s star

L♥.

[HD]110807 Super Junior-Mr. Simple Live

2011-08-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

Goodnight! :DD

L♥.

Accept it :D

2011-08-09T00:45:00.001+08:00

Gonna do some updates.
Recently, busily rushing projects and presentations.
RBB presentation over.
However, my grp was chosen as the top 2.
So gonna present to the client (next week if I'm not wrong)

This wednesday,TNS & MR presentation.
(One in the noon, another in the evening)
Seriously, why must there be so many presentations? :<

*Stage Fright*

Recently alot of things change, friendship etc.
It's so obvious.
Well,Accept it :DDD
I will and I Am. :DDDD

**Got info via twitter that SS4 gonna be in Singapore before the boys get enlisted :DD & SS3 gonna be released.
*Anticipating*

It's national day.
Yet I'm gonna stay at home to prepare for my presentations and do revision for my korean :>

&&& Mummy went to Malacca for 2 days 1 night.
I have to settle my own dinner and do all the housechore :<
L♥.

Ryeowook- 더 사랑한다면 (If You Love Me More)♥♥♥

2011-07-24T00:30:00.001+08:00

어디서든 떠 올라
무얼하든 생각 나
너의 향기가 내게 불어 와
멍 하니 걸어 가다가
너를 만날 때마다
내 입술이 굳어가
아무도 아무도 아무도 모르는 말
하루도 하루도 하지 못 한 말
사랑해 사랑해
내가 아는 다른 누구보다
언제나 그리운 사람
그 사람은 너였다
하지만 나만 들리는 슬픈 혼잣말
사랑하고 더 사랑한다
스쳐가는 눈길에
지나치는 손길에
느린 심장이 서둘러 뛰고
나를 안 보아줄 땐
말을 안 걸어줄 땐
가슴 먹먹해지고
그래도 그래도 그래도 웃어 본다
그러다 그러다 눈물이 난다
사랑해 사랑해
내가 아는 다른 누구보다
언제나 그리운 사람
그 사람은 너였다
하지만 나만 들리는
슬픈 혼잣말
사랑하고 더 사랑한다면
이런 내 맘 알게 되는 날
그땐 너도 나처럼
사랑한다 말할까
조금 더 조금만
니가 다가오길 기다리다
언제나 외로운 사람
그 사람은 나였다
오늘도 너의 뒤에서 서 있는 내가
내일이면 니 옆에 있을까
사랑하고 더 사랑한다면

Eng translation :
Wherever I am, I think of you
Whatever I do, I think of you
Your scent blows over to me
Whenever I thoughtlessly walk and meet you
My mouth hardens

No one no one no one knows these words
Day by day by day I can't say these words
I love you I love you
More than anyone I know

The person I'm always missing
That person is you
But these sad whispers can only be heard by you
If I love you and love you more

With each passing look
With each passing touch
My slow heart jumps to a start
When you do not look at me
When you don't talk to me
My heart becomes heavy

But still but still but still I laugh
And then and then tears come
I love you I love you
More than anyone I know

The person I'm always missing
That person is you
But these sad whispers can only be heard by you
If I love you and love you more

The day when you come to know my heart
Then I wonder if you will say you love me too
I will wait just a little more until you will come to me

The person that is always lonely,
That person is me
Though I am standing behind you today.
I wonder if I will stand next to you tomorrow.
If I love you and love you more.

L♥.

2011-07-13T23:58:00.007+08:00

말하자면♥ You're my endless love (:

Wednesday.
I don't skip lecture unnecessarily :D but I skipped marketing research lecture today.
I'm really tired recently.너무피곤해요!

However, I did not skipped TNS lesson in the evening :DD
And I completely slipped off my mind that I'm supposed to hand up reflective journal entry 3 which is due today. :>
What's happening to me nowadays?
Keep sending the wrong files to project mates. Forget this,forget that.

Lesson ended at around 8pm.
When I board bus 8,I was sitting at the front row near to the bus driver.
This bus uncle in his sixties or seventies chatted with me.HAHA!
I remembered he told me that we are lucky to be able to study so much because during his time he hardly have any chance to study (:

Count your blessings instead of your crosses;
Count your gains instead of your losses.

I still have to go to campus tmr for my cds ,2.5 hrs.
ONLY.

Goodnight!♥

"I always wonder what crosses your mind when your eyes meet mine."
(RT @ispeakquote)

L♥.

2011-07-11T22:34:00.002+08:00

I will be there- Ryeo wook (:

Projects rushing week.
Mummy's sick today ,lesson starts at 10am today so I helped to do house chore before leaving :DD
Hope she get well soon♥♥

Got back my results, better than what I expected though it's not a A grade. :DD
Most expected was Marketing Research, I actually pass when I did not managed to complete a part of Q1.
I really really regret that I have not done well in year 1 :<

Recently, I have started to revise for my korean Grammar & vocabulary.
I MUST achieve a KLPT (Korean Language Profiency Test) cert within next year.
KLTP exam is only held once a year during September in Singapore so I can't miss it or I have to wait for another year.

Sis had her JLPT exam twice & she found her desire job at a Japanese School though it is only a temporary job.
So i must buck up :DDD

#Something random :
I applied for TPSC with Yi lin, Eileen & her friend, I don't know why I would make their decision. HAHA! Anyway, it benefits me too :DD

I can't wait for all my cds to be over. No more TNS & Colour n composition lessons.
I'm getting sick and tired of it.
Presentations. Worse, rehearsal presentation before the actual presentation :<<<
Why can't it be all over at once? :<

Tmr is the SPSS test :3
Hope I won't use the wrong data to answer the questions.

Gonna do my part for FARM & RBB project now.
Goodnight~~잘자 !! :DDD

*Going campus early tmr morning to bind all my korean notes :DDDDDD

L♥.

2011-07-02T01:25:00.001+08:00

F.T ISLAND---- I HOPE♥

Stressful Friday I had D:

Accessories Department Manager.Briefing & debriefing. At the same time being graded.

Headache throughout the whole afternoon >_<

However, I was given a second chance to do my briefing again.

I'm really really very grateful to Ms.Jaclyn Tan. Or else I will be really getting a D Grade :DD

Though my department did not managed to sell any merchandise,but from today's trading I really learnt alot.
Hope I can improve overtime :DD

Recently, my sis was troubled over the SIM school fees. $60 000 and above for 9 semesters(3 years).

However,loaning from bank also can't solve the problem.

My dad's income doesn't meet the criteria for loaning such a large amount.

So my sis was considering to work first ,when she have sufficient money then she will intend to go back to study.

What I think is that,when you start working will you even have the passion to study?

To me,I don't think so.

My dad told me to wait for my sis to complete her studies in uni before I enroll into uni.
I don't want. I really don't want to wait for 1year+.
Financial status or GPA.Hard to make decision.
As i have always wanted to study media marketing,but after browsing through the brochure and websites.
Another alternative I can consider is SIM Global-Bachelor in Business(Marketing).
RMIT University (Australia)
Maybe Further study after that?
Loaning a large amount from the bank will be a heavy burden.

I will have a hard time paying back with the current interest rate of 4.78%(Maybank), 6.94% (OCBC).

Shall stop here & continue the nxt time.
Gonna turn in soon.I need a good rest after such a exhausting day >_*

Goodnight!안녕히 주무십시요!

L♥.

WISH-TVXQ FT RYEO WOOK & KYUHYUN

2011-06-28T23:39:00.001+08:00

I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG:DDD

Wish-TVXQ ft Ryeo wook & Kyuhyun♥♥

이젠 내 안에 그 소원 담아서 그대 힘들어 지면 작은 손 잡아 줄게요
그대의 마음엔 내가 없죠 험한 세상이 원하듯이 또 혼자라 믿죠

So Easily 맘놓아 시린 가슴 보이면
위로가 돼 줄게요. 괜찮나요? (두렵진 않게)

Oh Love is strong놀라진 마요 믿어요 어느새 (어느새)
말도 못할 세상이 다가오는데

너를 버려둔 그 어두운 길 속에 헤매다 이겨 낸다면 조금씩
그대 삶은 또 달라지겠죠
때론 지쳐 쓰러져가도 언제나 머물 수 있게
앞에 서 있는 내가 보이나요?

거센 빗속에 사라진 그대 아침도 (그대 괜찮을 테죠)
빠져 버렸던 그 절망도 그댈 위한 삶의 약인걸요

So Easily 돌아 갈 수 없는 길 Far away
두렵긴 해도 둘이선 다 할 수 있죠 (눈이 멀어도)

곁에 서 있는 내가 보이나요?
기억 속에 그 마음 안에 그대 어린 꿈속에
미로 속에 빠져 버려도 날개 펼쳤던 꿈

느낀 이 세상 상처도 울기도 했던 시간도
가슴에 담아둬, 참아 언젠간 웃어줘 버리면 돼

잘 할거라 난 믿었었죠 지울 수도 없는 바램인걸요
손 잡아요 밝게 빛날 수 있게

닫혀진 그 어두운 길 속에 헤매다 이겨 낸다면 조금씩
그대 삶은 또 달라지겠죠

때론 지쳐 쓰러져 가도 언제나 머물 수 있게
앞에 서 있는 날 볼 수 있나요

L♥.

Super Junior Kyuhyun - Listen ....To You [ PASTA OST ]

2011-06-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

Listen to you ♥♥
아닌데 나는 아닌데 정말 이건 말이 안되는데
밥을 먹어도 잠이 들 때도 미쳤는지 그대만 보여요
언제나 나를 종일 나만을 못살게해 미웠는데
어떻게 내가 어떻게 그댈 사랑하게 됐는지 이상하죠

내 마음은 그대를 듣죠 머리부터 발끝까지
친구들 나를 놀려도 내 가슴은 모두 그대만 들려요
하나둘셋 그대가 웃죠 숨이 멎을 것만 같죠
그대 미소를 담아서 매일 사랑이란 요리하죠 영원히

왜 그댄 나를 잠시도 나를 가만두지 않는 건지
기가 막히고 어이 없어도 내 가슴은 그대만 불러요
그댈 위해서 요릴 하는 난 휘파람에 신이 나죠
환하게 웃을 그대 모습에 손을 베도 내 맘은 행복하죠

내 마음은 그대를 듣죠 머리부터 발끝까지
친구들 나를 놀려도 내 가슴은 모두 그대만 들려요

하나둘셋 그대가 웃죠 숨이 멎을 것만 같죠
그대 미소를 담아서 매일 사랑이란 요리하죠 영원히

언젠가 밤이 지나가고 또 밤이 지나가고 또 밤이 지나 나 기억이 희미
해져도
언제나 내 맘은 미소짓는 내 눈은 떠나지 않겠다고 그댈 영원히

내 마음은 그대를 듣죠 머리부터 발끝까지
세상이 모두 웃어도 내 가슴은 모두 그대만 들려요

하나둘셋 그대가 웃죠 숨이 멎을 것만 같죠
그대의 기를 담아서 매일 사랑한다 키스하죠 영원히

L♥.

2011-06-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

I'm back here again.
Just to post a few pictures..
I wanna have a doggyyyy~~ :DD

L♥.

2011-06-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

2PM- Put your hands up~~

Last week of holiday.
Finally completed all my 3 paintings for my cds,I spent my whole day doing it.
Too much of colour makes me crazy .
I'm still short of 5 person for my Marketing Research Breakfast Survey.
AGE 30-39 & 60.(Those I know, Don't speak eng) :((
Hopefully I can approach my mum's friends tomorrow morning.
Please. Let me complete all the survey by tomorrow!!
My business idea proposal is still halfway done. Procrastinating.
TNS reflective entry 2 still not done. DDD:

Shall stop updating here.Annyeong!

L♥.

2011-06-12T15:31:00.001+08:00

Kasio - Taru♥ . My current blog song.

Mid Sem tests over.
But I somehow screwed up my marketing research paper.Open-book test.
Insufficient time to complete all the questions.
For the 1st question part c, 6 marks & I just wrote ONLY one sentence >_<

Anyway,it's over. What's done cannot be undone.
This holiday is not a relaxing one,it is one that I will be buried in projects,proposal,reflection,painting.
Woah. I have not started on any D:

Helping mummy to load korean drama :DD
While loading, I were sitting in front of my lappy watching all day long.
So those who message me or chat with me on MSN, PS. I'm too engross in the drama.
HAHA!

I can't wait for 16 June!!! :DD Going out with BFFLs.
After that project day on Friday. Projects spoil the mood.
However, It's better to get all the projects done!! Esp for marketing research! JYJY! (:

I wanna watch the broadcast of SM Town Paris :DDD
& also Ryeo wook's Musical in July (but that's impossible).
I watched SS2 over & over again. 진짜대박♥!
Gonna stop here. Annyeong!

L♥.

2011-05-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling down now.It hurts.
This post is for a particular person.You should know who you are.
I do treasure our friendship ever since the first day we came together as friends,as a clique.
But because I always felt that I owed you because you really helped me through the difficult times I faced in my poly yr 1.
I really appreciate it.
I always fear that what I say, what I do will make angry.
This is the first time I had a fear feeling in a friendship.
I have never ever feel this way in my other friendships.
Joking can sometimes becomes a serious problem between us.
Apologising occurs too often.

I cannot deny the fact that You changed me, changed the way I think, the way I do things and alot.

Though you are a rara person,I am almost like opposite of you. It's rare that we can be friends.
So I cherished this friendship alot like how I treasure my friendship with my BFFLs.
Though BFFLs we quarrel, have different opinion,but we are still able to be close friends for so many years & counting.
So I truthly believe that even ppl with different personality & characteristics that are still able to be good friends.

You are always asking if I'm okay.
After asking for upmteen time, you will be sick & tired of asking.
Me myself know that I dunno how to express myself well , so that why you always feel that I'm not feeling alright.
However, this is my flaw. I couldn't do anything abt it.
One thing I can promise, I will tell you if I'm not really feeling alright.
So you don't have to always ensure that I'm okay.

Personally, I can foresee that I will have fewer true friends in poly after graduating compared to secondary school.
But I hope you can be one of those friends,which we can still gather together even though we would be going on a different path in future.

I know that what you said in the morning during lunch confirm to have something to do with me.

After seeing all those tweets by you (though you didn't mention me), I understand how you feel.

I broke down while typing this post. I won't feel this way if you are not important to me.
I REALLY REALLY HOPE THAT THIS FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST
& WON'T BE SO FRAGILE.

I shall stop here. My mind is in a mess.
L♥.

2011-05-28T23:43:00.001+08:00

David Archuleta - Something 'Bout Love♥

I'M FINALLY BACK HOME! :DD FINALLY FINALLY!!! :DDDDD

Actually wanted to blog on the last night of the stay,but TP-Secure just dun work on my lappy.

Almost Every night,I have no internet connection D:

My 1 week stay at Temasek Green made me miss home ALOT though it was REALLY FUN!! (:

1 week there, Not enough sleep. DD:

Conclusion : HOME is still the best & most comfortable place♥.

Mid sem Exams in 1 week time.

Though there are only 4 papers, I still need to work hard to achieve a good grade to compensate for my year 1 GPA.

I have already given up hope to be able to enroll into NUS/NTU or even SMU.

Hence, my goal is SIM global~

--Bachelor in COMMUNICATION :DD (Esp Media Marketing)

This reminds me of something.What wendy the bunny told me regarding her future career.

I can only advise you :

Pursue what you DESIRE. Instead of a job that have Stable income but not your DREAM job. What is the most important is do something You WANT rather than REGRET in the future (:

This is what I really really think. YA. (Y) ^^...However, the decision still lies with you.

Today went out with mummy to BUGIS & ORCHARD.

After the stay at Temasek Green for 1 week, my relationship with my mummy seems to have become closer.That's a good thing. (:

Subsequently, DINNER at Chinatown.

I wanna change my Hp & my mummy say if i get a new phone,give her my current phone :P

But after reconsidering,I decided to save up the money for other purpose.

Getting a new Hp when my current hp is working perfectly well.What a waste of money!

I'm a spendthrift. HAHA!

After dinner,waited for sis 's guitar lesson to end at 9PM.

Dad GAVE me $50 to get all my material for my cds colour & composition. So NICE.HAHA!

I need to redo my assignment esp for the colour scheme. I must get a A for this cds!

Just happen ,dad mentioned that my grandma is suffering from depressive disorder.

Maybe she still unable to accept the fact that she couldn't walk on her own, hearing impairment.

Hope her situation won't worsen.

Had a long,nice chat with mummy at the macdonalds :DD

It had been a long time ever since I have the opportunity to sit down & speak my mind with mum.

Shall complete my tutorial by tonight.No dragging :D

Tutorial. SPSS. Revision . Project.

I wanna a hiatus.

I have that feeling that this sem's project grade will not be like the last sem.

I have no idea how the project should be done.Completely lost.

Meh meh~ I'm a Lost sheep D:

There's something I have kept to myself.

Nothing to do with relationship nor sch matters. Not even any of my close friend know.

I don't think if I say it, It will not change anything though.

So I shall continue to keep it to myself :DDD

A long post.HAHA! Cos I'm not gonna blog till end of mid sem test :DD

"Don't just speak.Don't just promise. & nothing done. Live up to what you promise."

L♥.

2011-05-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

Ice Cream- Joo ft SJ Lee Teuk♥

Today's a public Holiday.
Went out with my cousin & her daughter.
Photos are uploaded to FB,the rest is not with me :< A short getaway for a day.
Away from tutorial,projects,enjoying myself.
Quite exhausted though.

Gonna get back to work,projects,revisions.
Lessons at 12 tomorrow,and I will end everything only at 9PM.
A long day.
However,I feel that this is worthy.
Since I chose to take up 2 CDS,I pay for the price.
(Staying back while others go home) :< Everything will soon be over.
CCN Day this Friday. I m not anticipating it.
Cos Friday it's 2R04's First trading at 1ST AVENUE.
It had been a year since the last CCN I participate(:
Time flies.
My sis gonna attend her graduation ceromony next Friday.So envy of her.
I wanna attend but I gt lessons on Friday.SAD.
I still have a long way in TP.

And next week I gonna move into Temasek Green for TNS 1 week stay.
Room mates with Clara♥♥
Can't wait.

Today seems to be a sat for me. &&&..... Super junior "Bijin" will be out today!!!(:
Shall stop here,gonna turn in soon or else I will not be able to wake up early tomorrow. 안녕히 주무십시요! 돼지꿈 꾸세요!♥♥ zzzzzzZZZZZZZ~

L♥.

"No longer anticipate." Just let it be.

2011-05-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

K.R.Y (SJ)- Fly...RW is ♥(:

I'M BACK HERE.
1st- I lose weight! ^^ HAHA!
I somehow prefer my yr 2 class compared to yr 1.That's a good thing(:
Taking 2 CDS (TNS & CO & CO) at the same isn't easy.
But I believe I can cope.
Just completed my week 3 Assignment for CO & CO- Colour Scheme.
I took 4-5 hrs to paint.Testing my patience.
But overall quite satisfied.haha(:

I need to get myself prepare for all the presentions.
I need courage to make a difference.

Recently too busy with tutorials, Reflective journal etc, I neglected my korean notes,books :<
How am I gonna take KLPT?..At this rate.
The verfified certificate is so important as it can change my life.
Learnt Korean language for about 10 mths,not much improvement.
Esp for Grammar & Vocabulary. Arghh.
Lack of time management & self discipline.That's me.
Shall STOP here.Will update again when I m free.

The word of the day:
The 10 letter.An important word---Initiative.
Taking initiative,not waiting for others to come to us.

The lyrics of the day:
♥어느샌가 너의 모든 게좋아졌어 너의 모든 게살며시 더 살며시 내가 다가갈거야
Before I know it, everything of you.I’ve grown fond of everything of you.Silently, more silently, I will come closer to you ♥.
(Credit : When falling in love with a friend- Beign ft SJ RYEO WOOK)

L♥

"We're face to face,but we don't see eye to eye.We're Venus and Mars. We're like different stars♥. " ^^

2011-04-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

♫소문났어요 - G.NA♫

1ST week of school.
Though the modules are difficult,but it looks appealing to me ^^. Esp marketing.
Looking forward to TNS lessons too~
Tomorrow is the 1st tutorial for my second CDS--Colour & Composition.
Lec in the morning, break from 11AM till 3PM.
Gonna be another long day again.

Today before going to campus for marketing research lecture, I went to do a part time job.
Giving out tuition flyers at Junyuan Primary School while my mum was at East View Primary School.
It's not fun at all. ~~Mosquito bites~~ :<
Lunch with mum at whitesands,went to library to borrow books.
Chinese Books &
Catherine Lim 2011 Published book-- Miss Seetoh in the world.♥

I wanna to sell my textbooks tomorrow but I gotta attend CDS at 3PM-6PM.~

Shall stop here for the time being. 안녕!!! 나는이 돌아올거야 !!

L♥.

2011-04-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

간미연 - 미쳐가(feat. MBLAQ미르)

Timetable gonna be out tmr morning?
I am so desperate to know my timetable & class...
Hope that there will be no long breaks in between tutorials & lectures.!! ^^
4 more days to start of the new term! A new start.(:
New classmates.

I rather to have lessons now than staying at home to slack..being unproductive.
My sis is now trying to work to earn more $$ for university fee.
It is more costly as she choose to go to a private uni.
I can foresee that I will also go to a private uni.
My parents said that if they are able to afford, they can send me to overseas to further study.
However, I think I shld finish my education in s'pore before thinking about going overseas study.
Well.

L♥.

2011-04-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

나 아직도 너를 지울 수 없어

자꾸자꾸 니가 생각나

니가 너무 보고 싶어

밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어

♥♥♥♥♥♥

L♥.

2011-04-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

Firework-Katy Perry
"You don't have to feel like a waste of space.
You're original, cannot be replaced."
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Last week went out with BFFLs.
We watched movie(Red Riding hood)♥.
Ate at Pasta Mania & also took Neo prints♥.
It had been so long since the last time I see Grace before X'MAS!!HAHA!(:

Just ended my 2 DAYS of work @ MOE Excel Fest.Though the pay is not alot:(
But overall quite interesting job.

Today went back to PSS to coach the sec 1 guzheng.
& The current batch are practising hard for the SYF on 18 April.Goodluck(:
Should I go on 18 Apr??
The new In charge teacher said I don't look like a poly student.I look like a student not yet graduated from sec sch.HAHA!(:

Recently I browse through the websites of the different S'pore Universities, I have a rough idea of what I want to achieve afer poly.
So let's all work hard.

Shall update soon.안녕!잘자♥!
L♥.

"What are words? If you really don't mean them when you say them."

2011-03-25T20:19:00.002+08:00

Super Junior♥♥ - Too Perfect Korea ver.
17th March
Got back my result.
Though the GPA is sort of disappointment,I managed to improve some of the Grades.
Still I need to put in more effort.
A GPA of 2+, Isn't gonna get me anywheree.
None of the Universities in Singapore.
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Slacking at home like a lazy bum
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25 March
Having cold & Sore Throat nowww after ytd Luanne's Birthday Celebration.
I think is because of the air conditioner at the KTV.
I'm feeling terrible noww.

Ytd went to Teo Heng with my clique ,thereafter dinner @ Swensens.
I searched for Luanne's birthday gift 1 day before.
I have a hard time thinking of what to get.
But hope u still like it♥

I went to shop alone at Marina Square.
Thus, having my own free time to look around at my own pace.
Went to Grandma's house after that.

Another Grandma gonna get a brain Operation.Hope everything goes well.

Today, I went to Vivo City with sis for her interview.
She's having lots of interviews for at least 1 month by now.
I think so.HAHA!

=======================================================
Tomorrow while browsing through the internet, I came across a forum post.
Are Singapore Girls getting more & more materialistic?
True Story

Check it out!(Click on the True Story, I have attached the link)

I shall update again soon.
The photos I will upload on FB soon.

L♥.

Super Junior - No Other [Music Bank 100716]

2011-03-18T22:15:00.001+08:00

Super Junior- NO other♥

너 같은 사람 또 없어 주위를 둘러봐도 그저 그렇던 걸
어디서 찾니 너같이 좋은 사람 너같이 좋은 사람 너같이 좋은 마음 너같이 좋은 선물
너무 다행이야 애써 너를 지켜줄 그 사람이 바로 나라서
어디서 찾니 나같이 행복한 놈 나같이 행복한 놈 나같이 웃는 그런 최고로 행복한 놈

너의 따뜻한 그 두 손이 차갑게, 차갑게 식어 있을 때 너의 강했던 그 마음이 날카롭게 상처 받았을 때
내가 잡아줄게 안아줄게 살며시, 그것으로 작은 위로만 된다면 좋겠어
언제나 더 많은 걸 해주고 싶은 내 맘 넌 다 몰라도 돼

가슴이 소리쳐 말해 자유로운 내 영혼
언제나 처음의 이 마음으로 너를 사랑해 걸어왔던 시간보다 남은 날이 더 많아

나의 가난했던 마음이 눈부시게 점점 변해갈 때 작은 욕심들이 더는 넘치지 않게 내 맘의 그릇 커져갈 때
알고 있어 그 모든 이유는 분명히 네가 있어주었다는 것, 그것 딱 하나 뿐
언제나 감사해. 내가 너만큼 그리 잘 할 수 있겠니

가슴이 소리쳐 말해 자유로운 내 영혼
언제나 처음의 이 마음으로 너를 사랑해 걸어왔던 시간보다 남은 날이 더 많아

Rap> 있잖아 조금 아주 조금 나 수줍지만 넌 몰라 속은 태양보다 뜨거워 내 맘 좀 알아줘
TV쇼에 나오는 Girl들은 무대에서 빛이 난데도 넌 언제나 눈부셔 (내가 미쳐 미쳐 Baby)
사랑한단 너의 말에 세상을 다 가진 난 You & I, You’re so fine너 같은 사람 있을까
사랑해 오, 내게는 오직 너뿐이란 걸 바보 같은 나에게는 전부라는 걸 알아줘

같은 길을 걸어왔어 우린 서로 닮아가고 있잖아 놀라울 뿐이야 고마울 뿐이야 사랑할 뿐이야

[English Translation]

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me

Your two warm hands get cold when I’m cold, your heart which used to be strong gets sensitive when I’m hurt
To silently take my hands, to silently hold me, I only wish for those small comforts
You don’t know this heart of mine, which always wants to do more for you

My heart, say it out loud, my free soul
The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time

When my greedy heart gradually looks to other directions, when my greeds grow more than my mind can handle
To understand, to tell me clearly after all those excuses “I’m here”, only that one thing
I’m always thankful. Will I ever act that well just like you

My heart, say it out loud, my free soul
The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time

Rap> You know what, little much little even though I’m shy, you don’t know it but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my heart
Even though those girls appearing on TV shows are sparkling, I always look at you (I’m crazy crazy Baby)
Hearing you tell me “I love you”, I have everything in this world You & I, You’re so fine, Is there even anyone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, that to me there’s only you, that I foolishly see you as my everything

We came on the same road, we are just like each other, how surprising, how thankful, it’s just love

There’s no one like you♥.

L♥.

2011-03-15T15:27:00.001+08:00

15 March.My dad's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAD!!
(Though sometimes u are very naggy & sometimes childish to the max)

Recently lots of things happen.
Why does everything always happen together & everything twisted & screwed up?
I realised there is nothing as 100% Trust. Nothing.
Be it the person is your best friend,your classmates,your polymates etc.
A person can be very nice at this moment and becomes into a changed person at the next moment.
Sometimes what we personally say,think or feel may mean nothing to them at all.
They just appear to be just a PASSER-BY in my life.
Some however make me feel that they cherish the value of our friendship & they really take what I say seriously.
I am really thankful that they came into my life and made a difference to it.
고마워!
I always thought that when I treat someone nicely,they will able to do the same.
Actually not.

In my 17 years, I hae met lots of friends,but those who are really close to me are very few.
Though,those close friends we have gone through a lot together.
Upset, Disappointment,Anger,Quarrelling.
In the end, we are still able to keep our friendship long & strong because we have all made the effort♥

In my own opinion from what I observed :
If u are afraid of he/she because she seems powerful or can easily make your life difficult.
If u follow everything what he/she says without own opinion.
If u easily say sorry for a very trivial matter.
If u are always putting a fake smile.

The friendship is VULNERABLE.

Honestly, I hate being a pushover.
I am not a toy,when u are bored u come to me. I REALLY HATE THAT FEELING.
I am not a substitute.I am a human.I have feelings.

(Note:
I am not referring to any particular person or what. & Pls do not bombard with lots of questions if you happens to read this post.)

I think my BLOG is now the only place, I can let down my guard & write my true feelings without having to worry whether what I write will lead to any misunderstandings compare to Twitter or FaceBook.
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Last Friday, went out to apply for a event job (MOE Excel Fest) with my secondary sch friends which is on 1st & 2nd of April.
2 months of holiday I shall stay at home & even if I wanna work now,which company will employ someone who will be able to work only 1 month?
Nah.Forget it.

Yesterday,I went out with sis to Suntec Tower 2 for an interview.
I was not even nervous for that interview.Quite fun.
Before that, we went to Kinokuniya @Orchard to buy Korean Dictionary.
The price..is quite costly but it is worthy(:
After all the interviews, I went to Tampines to trim my fringe.
Oh gosh, It became bangs. The moment the hairdresser cut my fringe,I started to regret.
In conclusion, now I look weird.

My sis kept saying,it looks nicer than before.
Before going back home,we went to Whitesand to order my dad's birthday cake & I met Jocelyn there.
Tomorrow going out again.
This time I gonna get back the deposit from Suntec Singapore(Banquet Server job).
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Japan Just went through Earthquake & Tsunami.
From this happening, I felt the importance of life.
I should be satisfied with what I have compare to those casualties who are experiencing the pain losing their love ones.
#Pray for Japan♥

L♥.

2011-03-15T14:12:00.000+08:00

고백하던 날 by 조권♥

어떻게 말할까 수백번 생각하느라

잠 을 설쳐서 얼굴도 엉망이고

오늘따 라 머리까지 맘에 안들어

하루종일 안절부절

어느새 너를 만나기 한 시간전

꽃집에 들러 꽃을 좀사려는데
장밀살까 다른꽃살까
에라 모르겟다 아줌마 이쁘게 해주세요

오늘은 널 만나면 이쁘다고 말하려 했는데
얼굴보자마자 내가 꽃샀으니까 니가 밥사
어쩜 이런 말만 나와

도대체 멍청한건지 아님 순진한건지
이렇 게 한심한 말만 튀어나와
사실은 내가 하려했던 말은 말야

난 널 사랑해

밤새워 연습했던말 다 잊어버리고

멋없이 그냥 건넨 꽃다발에도

밝게 웃어주던 많이 좋아하던 넌 천사야

밥먹고 이런 저런 얘길나누며

언제 말할까 기회만 엿보다가

지금할까 지금이야 사실 나 이젠 아무것도 안들려

내맘은 너 아니면 안된다고 말하려 하는데

둘 다 외로운데 한번 만나볼래

계속이런말만 나와

도 대체 멍청한 건지 아님 순진한건지
이렇게 한심한 말만 튀어나와
사실은 내가하려 했던 말은 말야
난 널 사랑해

밤 새워 연습했던 말 다 잊어버리고
멋 없이 그냥 건넨 내 고백에도
밝게 웃어주며 고갤 끄덕여준 넌 천사야

널 사랑해 널 사랑해 밤새 연습하고 하지 못한말
널 좋아해 널 사랑해 꼭 해주고 싶던 말

oh 도대체 멍청한 건지 아님 순진한 건지
이렇게 한심한 말만 튀어나와
사실은 내가 하려 했던 말은 말야
난 널 사랑해

밤 새워 연습했던 말 다 잊어버리고
멋 없이 그냥 건넨 내 고백에도
밝게 웃어주며 고갤 끄덕여준 넌 천사야

내가 더 잘할게

L♥.

2011-03-04T15:34:00.003+08:00

꿈...
I was looking at my dream that is being deemed far away,
저 멀리 희미해지는 나의꿈을 바라보며
And I was standing blankly.
멍하니 서있었죠
I don’t have anything left any more
더 이상 남은게 없어
I thought about giving up everything, but….
모두 포기할까 했었지만
I am standing up again
다시 일어나요

Even today step by step,
한 걸음 한 걸음 오늘도
I step forward carefully
조심스럽게 내딛어요
My heart is full of fears
가슴 가득히 두려움과
but it’s an excitement I’m embracing
설레임을 안은 체
I am staggering and shaking
비틀거리고 흔들려도
But, I step forward towards…
난 또 한걸음을 내딛어요
the dream that I am going to meet some day.
언젠가 만날 내 꿈을 향해

As I’m thinking if it’s going to end like this,
이대로 끝내는건 아닐지
A fear constantly comes.
두려움이 날 자꾸만
I’m hesitating but….
망설이게 하지만
Deep inside my heart,
가슴속 깊은 곳에서
There’s an unstoppable beating.
멈추지 않은 울림이 날
that drags me forward.
앞으로 이끌죠

Towards the dream that I am going to meet some day.
언젠가 만날 내 꿈을 향해

L♥.

2011-03-03T20:21:00.002+08:00

Finally it's the end of the exams!(:
However I am still brooding over the marks I lost in Bstats paper.
Though I know I can pass,but it is the grade that make me T_T.
Well, since I have already hand up the papers,I can't make any changes.
Results out in 2 weeks time :3

I am still considering wheither to work or not to work this holiday? Should I?
But I want to earn money$$$!!
Maybe I should relax for 1 more week?
I wanna meet up with BFFL!!!(:
The last time we gathered together--before Xmas.
Today I had lunch with wendy at whitesand after her last paper(:

I shall stop updating now.Gonna revise for my koreannn.
Korean Language ROCKS♥!!!화이팅!!

L♥.

2011-03-03T20:09:00.001+08:00

기다리다 지친다 U Know
기다리다가 지친다 음
U Know 넌 넌 내맘아니 우
기다리다가 또 지친다 음
너는 아직도 날 기억하니
하루가 지나도
난 너를 못 잊어
한달이 지나도
난 너를 못 놔줘
아직도 널 원한
내 맘을 아니 oh Know
너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고

L♥.

2011-02-18T19:24:00.003+08:00

Dream High *Can't I love you♥ --Soo Hyun & IU

Hey People! I'm back!!!
After those tiring projects!
However, it was worth the effort because my overall results for all the modules are mostly A & Bs((:
Much better than sem 1.1.
*ecstatic*

1 MORE week to the main exams.
Macroecons,Bstats,RA2,Principle of Retail Management.
HWAITING!!
Today the last day of all lectures & Tutorials ♥180211♥
Gonna miss my clique.
I don't wanna to change class,but too bad.Business school):

Today after PORM LEC,my clique went to Tampines Mall to buy JX's birthday present,Birthday cake, & steamboat ingredients.
JX's birthday celebration & Steamboat with clique tomorrow♥
but I gonna miss the first part of the celebration :Bowling.
PS I got something to attend to in the afternoon,will go at night:\

Will update after the exams.
L♥.

"When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us."

2011-02-04T14:33:00.003+08:00

110128 Gavy NJ (ft. Zinger Burger) -- A Cup of Latte @musicbank

2nd day of Chinese New Year.
Yet I am revising for the coming test.
Counting down to French Speaking test : 5 more days.(:
I am not in the mood of CNY.
Just hoping I can finish my revision before next week.

Why does the feeling of envy exist?
Envy those around me :\
Always thinking why can they be in this way, how did they do it?
Envy.Envy.Envy.

Is it because of the lack of confidence?
or the remarks made by others sway my thinking easily?
I am easily affected.

~Envy shoots at others and wounds itself~

L♥.

2011-01-31T15:29:00.006+08:00

Taecyeon&Wooyoung♥(2PM)+Suzy(Miss A)+김수현+IU♥+JOO Dream High OST

*recommendation*-Dream High,Nice drama.Ep.8 Tonight♥..

Recently have been rushing projects.
Left with Macroecons submission tomorrow,Bstats,Commskills presetation.
Then come the EXAMS.
Not yet started with REVISIONS.
This semester seems to pass so fast(:

Comskills1 ended pretty early today, bstats project discussion aft that.Then home.
I have to really get prepared for the french speaking test right after this week.

*Nervousness*.
Today's the last day of January.
I have missed out lots of fun this month.Esp on 29/30th(I regretted not going).
:(((
However,I believe there will still be chance♥ SJ♥.IF THERE'S SS4♥.

~Hope has been and always will be safe. It's inside every one of us.~

L♥.

PS.
Happened to came across this blog.Family warmth.Warmth of our parents' love.
The blessed feeling.
*Check this out!♥*

2AM - Can't Let You Go Even If I Die [romanization + english subs]

2011-01-22T22:26:00.001+08:00

2AM - Can't Let You Go Even If I Die

L♥

2011-01-18T20:26:00.004+08:00

BONAMANA(♥♥ the lyrics)

Hectic semester.I'm worn out.
Dozing off in front my lappy & have to force myself to sch every single day etc.
Projects are killers.
Crashing of project submission date.
CS project,Econs group project,Retail Accounting project,Preparation for French Speaking test.
I must get over it (:

I'm envious of my sis,she's gotta graduate from TP this April.That's fast.
Back to rushing of projects,파이팅!!
이 엽서 정말로 이길 수 있도록 나는 티켓!!!
슈퍼 주니어 사랑해요♥♥

Follow me on Twitter : http://twitter.com/lillianwookie

L♥.

2011-01-11T00:29:00.001+08:00

Time flies.
L♥

2011-01-06T14:30:00.008+08:00

IU & Seulong - Nagging @KBS Music Festival

Some incident that happen recently made me reflect on what I have or rather everyone had experienced it before.
What is the world around us looks like?
How we feel about the people around us are?
In this practical world ,we will meet and know different type of people.
Different people have different tastes and temperaments and hence make different types of friends.
WE tend to bond with some and stay away from some.
There's a saying : "A friend to all is a friend to none".
WE tend to be friends with only those who share some similar traits or attitudes.

With time and growing trust, some people get really close to each other and remain true friends. They stand up for each other in times of need and provide full support when you lose confidence in yourself.

However,some people get close to each other just because they want an accompany.Freidnship means nothing to them.

Personally,I feel blessed that my surrounding close friends are true.

A Listener.
Everyone needs a shoulder to lean on sometimes,all human are vulnerable in some way. Not every friend is cut out to sit quietly and let us vent our spleen without getting judgmental or offering too much advice
If we find a friend that can do that for you, treasure them well.

A Twin.
Having someone who share every similar interest.The moment you connect with this kind of friend, all kinds of sparks fly.

The opposite.
Life perspective is limited when your friends are all the same. Friedns with different personality from us can teach you to have a new perspective. This kind of friend is not only horizon broadening, but can often earn your respect in ways no one else can.

The Motivator.
By right friends would just accept us for exactly who we are, but sometimes it's better to have the kind of friends who motivate us to change and love us even if we don't. Who doesn't wants to have someone that prompts you to write a list of everything you want to accomplish in life, and dares you every so often to do it. Motivators are great friends to have, and they should be tolerated even when their frenetic pace gets on your nerves.

L♥.

2010-12-20T12:57:00.002+08:00

슈퍼주니어(Super Junior)-Marry U♥

그댄 나의 전부 눈부시게 아름다운
나의 신부 신이 주신 선물
행복한가요 그대의 까만 눈에서 눈물이 흐르죠
까만 머리 파뿌리 될 때까지도
나의 사랑 나의 그대 사랑할 것을 나 맹세할게요

그대를 사랑한다는 말 평생 매일 해주고 싶어
Would you marry me? 널 사랑하고 아끼며 살아가고 싶어

그대가 잠이 들 때마다 내 팔에 재워주고 싶어
Would you marry me? 이런 나의 마음 허락해줄래?

평생 곁에 있을게 (I do) 널 사랑하는 걸 (I do)
눈과 비가 와도 아껴주면서 (I do)
너를 지켜줄게 (My love)

하얀 드레스를 입은 그대 턱시도를 입은 나의 모습
발걸음을 맞추며 걷는 우리 저 달님과 별에
I swear 거짓말 싫어 의심싫어
사랑하는 나의 공주 Stay with me

우리가 나이를 먹어도 웃으며 살아가고 싶어
Would you marry me? 나의 모든 날을 함께 해줄래?

힘들고 어려워도 (I do) 늘 내가 있을게 (I do)
우리 함께하는 많은 날 동안 (I do) 매일 감사할게 (My love)

오래 전부터 너를 위해 준비한
내 손에 빛나는 반지를 받아줘
오늘과 같은 맘으로 지금의 약속 기억할게
Would you marry me?

평생 곁에 있을게 (I do) 널 사랑하는 걸 (I do)
눈과 비가 와도 아껴주면서 (I do) 너를 지켜줄게 (I do)

힘들고 어려워도 ( I do) 늘 내가 있을게 ( I do)
우리 함께하는 많은 날동안 ( I do) 매일 감사할게 (My love)

내가 그대에게 드릴 것은 사랑밖에 없죠
그저 그뿐인걸 보잘것없죠
서툴러보이고 많이 부족해도 나의 사랑
나의 그대 지켜줄게요
한가지만 약속해줄래? 무슨일 있어도
우리 서로 사랑하기로... 그뿐이야
나와 결혼해줄래? I do

I LOVE THIS SONG(:
L♥

2010-12-20T00:54:00.002+08:00

It's the 20th Dec.
Yesterday was Clara's Birthday,Clara,JiaHui,Jun Xian,Yee Beng and I went to WWW and Timbre.

Have lots of FUN though it is quite tiring..
Once again,HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY,CLARA!!
The photos taken I will upload to FB ltr..(:

There will be project discussion @TP on this thursday after that going out with BFFL and the rest of the gals.
Christmas gift exchange with clique and BFFL.I am looking forward to it!!!
It has been so long I have seen BFFL excluding WENDY THE BUNNY.haha XD..
MISS THEM♥

Okkayyy,shall stop here and continue nxt time,n GONNA turn in nowww!!Nights.

L♥.

2010-12-01T17:25:00.001+08:00

Our LOVE♥Super Junior

Today's already 1st of December.It's scary that 2010 is about to go into an end in 1 month time.
I believe that whatever I met in my poly life is a learning experience and future preparation for me.(:

Sometimes,we tend to hurt the feelings of the ones around us unintentionally.
Since I know U are not on purpose,so I will not mind(:
Still,I hate the existence of "Comparison".
Anyway,I should have gotten used to it as it is not my first time going through this.Thinking back,I have lived for 17 years so it should not affect me so greatly.
Saying Sorry so many times doesn't make up to everything.Everyone knows.
However,let's work hard to keep this friendship going.
I wouldn't want to lose a great friend like u♥
I also realized that we get to know a person when we become close.
It is true that everyone have different characters,& tackle problems in a different way.
However,our shortcomings tend to make us drift apart.
It's either I start hating whatever you do or vice versa.
Once we start seeing all the flaws of that particular person,we will naturally see fault in whatever the person do or say.We just can't see the strength in he/she:(

If we can overcome all these obstacle,our friendship will last long.
Like my BFFL♥♥♥!! @wendy,@grace,@Zixian!!
Thanks for being my listening ear and you all understand me well♥.
Meet up soon!!(:

L♥.

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2010-11-17T22:51:00.002+08:00

♥♥SAPPHIRE BLUE-SJ♥♥

Today's Wednesday(:
Just done with comm skills research.This is tiring.
Hope I will do well for the writing on Monday.
I love the feeling of satisfaction after I have done what I am required to do..
QUOTE OF THE DAY:
"Let others lead small lives, but not you. Let others argue over small things, but not you. Let others cry over small hurts, but not you. Let others leave their future in someone else's hands, but not you."

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2010-11-09T23:02:00.004+08:00

SHINee--Lucifer.I like the dance.Cool.♥

It's Tuesday.I'm back to keep my blog alive(:
Third week of sem 2. Time's going fast.
The headlines grabbed my attention when my mum was reading the newspaper.
It states that 6 people became the victims of the slashing incident by the
group of assailants named "369",after the murder of the Poly student at Downtown East.
What's happening in Singapore?
By imagining,those people carrying parangs going around to harm the people.
It's scary.You never know where & when they will appear.
Home♥ is still the best place(:

I just came across this touching story while doing my project research.
This is regarding a story between a mini boy & a disfigured girl.
As below:
The love story between the mini boy Dong Zhiyuan and the disfigured girl Yuan Wanyu in China has proved that love can make all dreams come true. Just more than one year since they knew each other, their love has become so popular on the Internet. Dong Zhiyuan, 23 years old, comes from Tai’an in the northeast China’s Liaoning Province, China. The young man is only 80 centimetres tall due to the congenital rickets. Yuan Wanyu, 21 years old, lives in Guangdong, China. The girl loses fingers on her left hand and suffers a seriously burnt nose due to an accident at the age of 1. In spite of the physically-disability, the couple have shown their empathy and sympathy to each other.

However, overcoming the odds, Dong became an IT expert and he is now the founder of four websites and operation supervisor of seven websites. He has also set up a vegetable plantation.

Yuan was accidentally burnt and became disfigured since she was one. She lost the fingers on her left hand and her nose was burnt off. She had also been unable to close her eyes for 20 years.When Yuan met Dong on a head-hunting website, the latter became her confidante as she was rejected many times.The two fell in love and Dong has used all this savings to pay for Yuan's cosmetic surgery.He said: 'To me, she is the holiest and most gorgeous girl in the world. I will marry her after she completes all the surgeries so that she can finally put on a beautiful wedding dress.'

Due to the disease, the "shorty" has still become an enthusiast in website foundation and Internet technology. At present, Dong Zhiyuan is both the founder of 4websites and the operation supervisor of 7 websites.Besides, the talented young man is the boss of a vegetable plantation supplying green vegetables for local people.

Due to the physical disfigurement, Yuan missed lots of potential job opportunities with the high-school graduate degree.In early April 2010, they proposed their love to each other. Soon, the disfigured girl moved to the shorty boy's home in Liaoning.The holy love soon comes to a happy ending. They will tie a knot right after Yuan Wanyu has completed all the surgeries.

In Conclusion,EVERYONE DESERVES TO BE LOVE.And most importantly,what matters is not appearance but the beauty within a person♥♥

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2010-10-29T22:44:00.003+08:00

♥Wonder Boy♥0:30♥Super Junior

Today's Friday.Hectic week.
I can feel the stress again.
Just came back from Tampines Primary Sch!
COS Today's the first lesson for korean stage 2.Fun.
However, I seems to be progressing too slowly.
Need to pull my socks,in order to be able to take KLPT.(:

Overall for this sem subjects I take,it is definitely harder than last sem.
So I need to put in more effort.No more GPA OF 2.+.(:

Recently,I am brooding a specific matter.
I still did not learn how to reject others' request when I don't wish to do it.
I M A PUSH-OVER.
This reflects on me that I have low confidence.

But how am I going to reject people and yet not going too far that I start hurting them.
How to differentiate when it appear to me that I will hurt them when i decline their request?
Frustrating.
How to let them know how I should be treated and at the same time respect my privacy and my choices.
Don't force me to do things I detest.(:

SS3 ticket available on 23 Nov.Shld I book online or purchase they at the SISTIC authorised agents.
23 nov is a Tuesday.I am having tutorials at 9am.How?
Shld I pester my mum to help me queue up?Haha..
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2010-10-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

♫CN BLUE-LOVELIGHT & LOVE♫
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Sch starting tomorrow.
Worst, I don't know whether is there comm skills tutorial tomorrow.Failure.
However, I going school at 11am to check.
I don't want to receive a warning letter on the first day.It will be a bad start(:
Will be having Bus Stats lecture at 4pm to 6pm.
I'm quite satisfied with my timetable compared to the rest & I got my choice of CDS.
I am really excited in what is gonna happen in this semester(:
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Recently, I realised something when I am using facebook or some other social network websites.
...I get into trouble whenever I am using any of those,perhaps I should lessen the time I spend on them...Trouble is in terms of extremely troublesome one.
It just happen to me,I simply have no idea why..
Normally,I can spend 1 or 2 hrs on Facebook though I am always multi-tasking.haha.
As I was reflecting back on the cons of spending too much of my time on facebook, I did a search on the disadvantages.
Curiosity just strikes.haha.
Below is what I found:
DISADVANTAGE OF FACEBOOK:

♫Time Consuming
Most people find after becoming a Facebook member that interaction tends to become time consuming. If you are hard-pressed for time, it's important to set time limits for yourself or you'll likely find it's highly possible to lose valuable time that could have been more productive elsewhere.

♫Facebook Addiction
Some people find once they've become immersed in the Facebook culture they become addicted. Depending on your perspective, spending too much time on a single website with nothing else to show at the end of the day may be a huge disadvantage.
Many find once they log into Facebook and begin poking around profiles, walls, groups, applications and the plethora of other activities Facebook offers, hours have gone by. This can become a problem in one's personal or professional life if the time spent on Facebook begins to take hold of one's life.
For those who are prone to log-in constantly all day long to check out what's happening in their circle of Facebook friends, this may become problematic, especially if feeds are sent to e-mail and cell phones with new updates that make constant log-ins compulsory.
A Facebook addiction can be construed as a disadvantage because of inordinate amounts of time spent on the website and self-imposed time limits aren't set. It's important to recognize the addiction signs so a Facebook membership doesn't become a problem.

♫Privacy Considerations
Any time you open any sort of online account, you give up a degree of privacy. While most sites the private information you enter remains between you and the website, in the case of Facebook.com, there is potential to expose a lot of personal information on the web for all to see.

On the plus side, Facebook does offer tools to help you mitigate this and control your user experience. By using these tools you can customize how much or how little you want the Facebook, or even the Internet, communities to see.However no matter how rigid you set your privacy settings, it is important to realize that nothing is foolproof and by joining Facebook you will lose a level of privacy. Always keep in mind you cannot control what interaction happens on your Facebook friends' pages and that you may end up in photos or comments you cannot control. Always be careful what you comment on.

In conclusion,the bottom line is Internet as it is a public forum and any sort of interaction on Facebook has potential to go outside the scope of your control. However as long as you educate yourself on the disadvantages of Facebook, you can better protect yourself from the drawbacks and have a positive experience as a member.

source:
http://www.helium.com/items/1518188-disadvantages-of-being-a-facebook-member-social-networking

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2010-10-21T19:44:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥SJ FIGHTING!♥♥♥
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It's Thur alr.Next week going back to school.
Starting of sch life till 18 dec.
Sem 2.
My timetable are still reasonable as mostly lessons are up to 4pm or 6pm.
Good News: I got FRENCH for my CDS.
Bad News: Macroecon/Comm Skill/BUS stats.

However, I want my school life.
After a long break,I have enough of playing,slacking,superJunior-ing.
I have to really study hard this sem.
Though, SuperJunior-ing will still continue.haha(:
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Why NOT all humans have consistency in what they desire to do,required to do?
This includes ME.
When we say we will do a particular thing,in the end nothing was done.
What's the reason?
Hey Humans,CONSISTENCY!(:

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2010-10-11T23:45:00.006+08:00

♥到了明天♥
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My 17th Birthday Today!!
First,THANKS to those who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Morning my mum cooked 鸡蛋面线 for me before I leave for work♥
Working on my birthday,FML.
However,celebrated my birthday with Zi Xian & Jie Ying at E!Hub.
Those 2 waited to eat with me,sorry I made u 2 starved..haha:)
Ate at Superdog,and Enjoy ourselves at the Arcade.
Thanks for the joy!!
LILLIAN WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER!!♥♥♥

Initially, I wanted to go home after work,but Jie Ying said cannot waste this special day.
So she promised to celebrate after I end work at 7pm.:)Awesome♥ & Thanks for the present!! Cute!!:))

An Awesome Birthday♥♥♥!!

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2010-10-10T20:16:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥DON DON--Super Junior♥♥♥Thumbs up at Henry's violin part at 2:19!!
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Keep your words positive, because your words become your actions.
Keep your actions positive, because your actions become your habits.
Keep your habits positive, because your habits become your lifestyle.
Keep your lifestyle positive, because your lifestyle becomes your destiny.

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2010-10-05T21:15:00.004+08:00

Super Junior Members playing Piano♥♥♥
I'm waiting for sistic to sell SS3 Ticket.
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Yesterday on my way home after work around 7.10pm,at the entrance of Shaw House.
A familiar person(celebrity from mediacorp who owns a modelling agency?) came up to me and asked me whether I am interested in modelling.
He used cute,adorable and gorgeous(i don't think I am)to describe me.
I wanted to question him why is it cute?
Becos I am short 1.48m and plump?haha.whatever(:
Also whether I'm attached.WTH.
That's my aunty's MUST ASK QUESTION whenever she sees me.
Making me and my sis frustrated.NO,NO,NO.(:
Ya, I know it's random.

Today's random topic.
What is Love? (:
It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind.
Centuries have passed by relationships have bloomed and so has love.
However,there's no one who is able to give the proper definition of love.
To some love is friendship set on fire for others.
Maybe love is like luck.
You have to go all the way to find it.

Below is one short essay:

" Child's Definition of LOVE."

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4

Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen," Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate," Nikka - age 6

"There are two kinds of love. Our love. God's love. But God makes both kinds of them." Jenny - age 8

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday." Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore," Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine -age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget," Jessica - age 8

Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."

source link: http://www.rogerknapp.com/inspire/childsdeflove.htm

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Recently, I am obsessed with Ryeo Wook♥(Super Junior)!!
He is so gifted.
♥Best vocalist in Super Junior.
♥Pianist.
♥Composer.
I admire guys who are talented esp in music♥♥♥♥

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2010-10-01T21:26:00.005+08:00

Beige ft ♥Ryeowook♥ ---When falling in love with a friend♥
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"True love never dies for it is lust that fades away. Love bonds for a lifetime but lust just pushes away."

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2010-09-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

♥MARRY U♥ Super Junior♥
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(Eun Hyuk)
Love, oh baby my girl
Geudan naui jeonbu neunbu shige areumdaun
Naui shinbu shini jushin seonmul
Haengbokhangayo geudaeui kkaman neuneseo nunmuri heureujyo
Kkaman meori pappuri dwol ddaekkajido
Naui sarang naui geudae saranghal deoseul na maengsehalgeyo

(♥Sung Min♥)
Geudaereul saranghandaneun malpyeongsaeng maeil haejigo shipeo

(♥Ryeo Wook♥)
Would you marry me? Neol saranghago akkimyeo saragaro shipeo

(Kangin)
Geudaga jami deul ddaemada nae pare haewojugo shipeo

(Hee chul)
Would you marry me? Ireon naui maeum heorakhaejurae?

(Kyu)
Pyeongsaeng gyeote isseulge, I do
Neol saranghaneun geol, I do

(Ye Sung)
Neungwa biga wado akkyeojuyeonseo, I do
Neoreul jikyeojulge, my love

RAP
(Dong Hae)
Hayan deureseureul ipeun geudae teokshidoreul ipeun naui moseup
Balgeoreumeul matchumteo geodneun uri jeo dalnimgwa byeore, I swear
Geojitmal shilheo uishimshilheo
Saranghaneun daui gongju, stay with me

(Si Won)
Uriga naireul meogeodo useumyeo saragago shipeo

(♥Lee Teuk♥)
Would you marry me♥? Naui modeun nareul hamkke haejurae?

(Ryeo Wook)
Himdeulgo eoryeowodo, I do♥
Neul daega isseulga, I do

(YeSung)
Uri hamkkehaneun malheun nal dongan, I do
maeil gamsahalge, my love♥

(Kyu)
Orae jeonbuteo neoreul wihae junbuhan
Nae sone bitnaneun banjireul badajwo

(Ye Sung)
Oneulgwa gateun mameuro jigeumui yaksok gieohalge
Would you marry me?

(Sung Min♥)
Pyeongsaeng gyeote isseulge, I do
Neol saranghaneun geol, I do
Neungwa biga wado akkyeojuyeonseo, I do
Neoreul jikyeojulge, I do...

RAP
(EunHyuk)
Naega geudaeeoge deuril geoseun sarangbakke eopjyo
Geujeo geuppuningeol bujalgeoseopjyo
Seotureoboigo malhi bujokhaedo naui sarang
Naui geudae jikyeojulgeyo
Hangajiman yaksokhaejurae? Museunil isseodo
Uri seoro saranghagido... geuppuniya
I do
Neul daega isseulga, I do
Uri hamkkehaneun malheun nal dongan, I do
Maeil gamsahalge, my love

(Ryeo wook)
Nawa gyeolhanhaejurae? I do♥

English Translation

Love, oh baby my girl
You are my everything
My dazzlingly beautiful bride
You are a gift from god
We'll be very happy, your black eyes well up with tears
Even if your black memerizing hair turns white
My love, you my love, I swear I love you

Saying I love you is what I want to do the most everyday in my life

Would you marry me? I want to love you, treasure you, and live with you

I want you to lean on my shoulders each time you sleep

Would you marry me?
With this heart of mine, will you accept me?

To accompany you for the whole lifetime, I do
To love you, I do
Regardless of snow and rain, i will be there to protect you, I do
Let me be the one to protect you, my love

you wearing the white bridal gown
Me wearing the suit
Both of us walking in sync towards the stars and moon, I swear
No lies, no suspicion
My dearest princess, stay with me

Even if we are becoming older, we will smile and live on
Would you marry me? Are you willing to live the rest of your life with me?

no matter how weary and tired we are, I do
I will always be by your side, I do
The days when we will spend together, I do
Everyday will my heart be thankful, my love

I have prepared this (ring) for you since a long time ago,
Please take this shiny ring in my hand

Just like the mood today, remember the promise that we're making now
Would you marry me?

To accompany you for the whole lifetime,I do
To love you, I do
Regardless of snow and rain, I will be there to protect you, I do
Let me be the one to protect you, my love

The only thing that I can give you is love
Although it's insignificant
Even though there are areas which I lack
I will protect the love between us, me and you
Let's make a promise, no matter what happens we will still be in love
And even so...

I do
I will always be by your side, I do
The days when we will spend together, I do
Everyday will my heart be thankful, my love

Will you marry me? I do♥♥♥.

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2010-09-29T00:25:00.004+08:00

It's touching!♥♥♥Try watching this video♥♥♥E.L.F ,the best!♥♥♥
I am starting to love SUJU more.

After watching , my tears kept pouring.It reminds me a lot of the past memories.Maybe because of the atmosphere in this video(:

& GRACE LEOW ZI HUI ,HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!
♥My friend for 4 years & more.
♥My BBFL.
HOPE YOU HAVE A BIRTHDAY AS AWESOME AS YOU ARE!!AWESOME♥!!!♥

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2010-09-25T23:04:00.003+08:00

♥Super Junior-T♥♥Rokkugo♥
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Good news & Bad news.
Good news is that I passed the exams,esp for my accounting improved by 1 grade.
Bad news is that my GPA was a disappointment.
However,everything is over.
Awaiting for a fresh start.(:

Don't have to turn up for work till 3o Sept,the top management of the company seems to have internal dispute.
My pay!!!!):

Never mind as I could spend my time at home slacking.
Tomorrow will be going out to celebrate my sis birthday which is actually on the 27 Sept.
My mum suggest to treat my sis to Swensen tomorrow,& I have to pay half of it.:(
I have yet gotten my pay .I am VERY poor now!!!):
However, she will treat me back on my birthday which is 2 weeks away!!haha....

To YILIN & LING ZI(if u happen to read my blog):
--Work extremely hard for the supp!!U can do it!!(:

Few days before was chatting with Wendy during work regarding a topic.(:
In the afternoon, I just read a online romance story.

Wendy,You want a boyfriend that is smart and handsome right?
That's a high standard.haha..
Becos it only happen in stories.haha:P

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2010-09-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

♥Super Junior-HAPPY♥--COOKING COOKING♥♥
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Today went to work at 11am.Quite boring today,made so many calls,ended up with only 3who are willing to come down and give it a try.But better than yesterday.

I realised that I am damm damn damn stupid.I am a stupid idiot!!
Dun ask me why!I won't say.My life's really...

Why must I accomodate to others when they just take me for granted?Why must I?
WHY?WHY?WHY?
UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED.
MAYBE THAT'S THE MEANING OF : LIFE'S UNFAIR.

I have the habit to always promise and helping others,becos I just dun want to reject people.
I seldom reject people,no wonder I am always the one losing out.
It seems that habit cannot be changed.
I want to learn to reject people,but I simply just can't.:(
Fine.

Others want to take advantage of me,go ahead,I no longer want to care.
I AM SO PISSED OFF NOW.:(

PS: Do not ask me anything related to this post.No reply will be given from me.
LEAVE ME ALONE.

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2010-09-21T21:29:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥LEE TEUK♥RYEO WOOK♥EUNHYUK♥SUNGMIN♥♥♥
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Today went to quite a few place.
Morning accompany wendy to work.
After that shopped at Orchard,but the prices are expensive.
So took the MRT to Bugis, bought the required glass bottle and also my sis's birthday present.

Not forgetting Jessa's farewell gift too.
That's why I made a trip down to Changi Airport.Quite troublesome.
Mali today working morning shift.
It has been long time since the last time I saw her at Tampines minibits.
Chatted with her abt lots of things and she treated me to ice cream.*happy*
& she is always the one treating me..
I should count my blessings to be able to meet a friend like her.haha:)

Mali:你还没有交男朋友？
I: 没有
Mali：去找一个啦
I: 找不到
Mali: 你的要求太高.

My expectation too high????:|

Maybe not the right time yet.haha:)

Just came back from Korean lesson,I learnt new vocabulary today.
The order of noun,adverb,adj,verb in a korean sentence is totally different from what we learn in English.
That's tough.However, it is possible for me to learn it well.
HWAITING!haha:)

Something just came to mind,results out this friday..
very worry.:(
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Tomorrow the second day of work.Hope everything goes on smoothly.
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2010-09-20T21:56:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥Super Junior---BONAMANA♥♥♥
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19-09-2010.
Bought a new phone.White♥
My sis was shocked becos mine was much cheaper than hers.haha(:
Electronic items are not always the lowest price at Sim Lim Square.♥
I pestered my mum to bring me to Chinatown,though she was unwell.
Sorry Mum!! I can't live without a phone.Mi-an-ham-ni-da.(:
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20-09-2010.Today's first day at work.
At:Orchard Hotel Shopping Arcade.
Time: 10am-7pm

Woke up at 7:30am.
Met Wendy at Pasir Ris MRT.Cos she say she will accompany me.haha
Tomorrow off day cos got korean lesson at night,but will accompany wendy 2moro to work.
What can I do?
Should I just switch off my phone,so she cannot contact me..haha:P
Also,I need to buy glass bottles and Jessa's farewell gift.
Me alone.Who want to come with me??):

Today's long day for me.Learn everything from scratch.It's tough.
Every beginning is hard.
Hope Wed will be better.:)

The colleagues there are much older than me..but quite friendly and patient..
The one who taught me the most is Alicia.It's so coincidential.
Cos my previous manager was also named Alicia.:))

Work ended at 7:30pm..I was starving...
Why I don't feel like working when I start working??:(
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Mum and Dad just quarrelled.What can I do? I can't help it.
They are always mentioning divorce...divorce..divorce...but do they really mean it?
My feelings are numb,I don't feel the pain amymore.
Why??
Maybe that happens so frequently..I no longer cry over that matter.
It's up to them to decide.I don't want to know anything.:(((
There's no foreverlasting love.Is there?
The love before and after marriage is totally different:(
It's a unfortunate to fall in love?
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-09-15T20:49:00.003+08:00

♥♥♥슈퍼주니어,♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!
The members choreographed the dance for their songs.♥No other.♥Bonamana.
I want to buy Super Junior Show & FT Island Album.
Who shall I pester to buy those for my birthday??...next month!!
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It had been 23 days since the previous blog post.Haha.Almost a month.
Because I am busily mugging for exams and also busily slacking throughout the 4 weeks of holiday.
Finally,the worst are over.
I am most confident in my POM and probably Retail Accounting
(Coz this is the first(Y) time I can balance(Y)).
Exams have alr ended.No more issues of that.

Now.Job Hunting.
It's so difficult to get a job without more than 1 year of experience in that particular field of expertise.:(
But no job,no income.
I can choose to go back to my previous retail position but I want to change a new environment.And most of my colleagues and bosses have left the company.
Now are all newcomers.:)
I miss KC!!:))

Yesterday went out with Wendy to Recruit Express at Ngee Ann City and UOB Plaza 1.
OMG!Whenever I mention UOB plaza..I will start saying:"I want to go there again."
Seriously, by looking down from the building I could have a full vision of the whole district area...
The feeling is similar to standing at the top of the world.COOL!
@Wendy: I will sure go up there again!haha:)

Back to topic,The agent helped to find one admin job for me and book an interview with the company personnel which is today.
Unfortunately,it failed.
I knew the problem.My weakness.
However, my mum consoled me by saying:"Treat it as an experience."
True enough.

Shall have a good rest tonight.
The past few days, I have been consistently going out..*_*
As for 2moro's Kbox with the gals, I still could not make up my mind.Go or not?:)
Friday will be out with mummy to Orchard to collect the mooncakes,don't know which hotel is that.
The exciting part is that I am going to check out what phone to buy.
Probably,Sat then will I buy.Reason? My mum will compare the prices.arghhhh.
I can't wait!haha:)

Shall stop here for the time being.:)
Lillian is weary.:(

BTW,I am going to start another blog for another purpose.:)

♥♥♥.

♥♥Ryeo Wook♥,♥♥Lee Teuk♥,♥♥EunHyuk♥,♥♥Sungmin♥♥♥

2010-08-23T20:20:00.004+08:00

♥Lee Hong Ki♥Choi Jong Hun♥Lee Jae Jin♥Choi Min Hwan♥Song Seung Hyun♥
♥Lee Teuk♥Kim Ryeo Wook
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We are in a totally different world.Maybe it meant to be♥.
Seems so near yet so far.

Now I have 2 more idols:.....LEE TEUK AND KIM RYEO WOOK.
Both from Super Junior.The leader and the eternal magnae.(:

But LEE HONG KI.THE BEST.

Follow me on Twitter. http://twitter.com/lillianwookie

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-20T15:45:00.002+08:00

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The One
(Hong)
As long as I'm with you
I can't go wrong
Oh baby what you do to me?
You're the one

(Hoon)
I've been trying to see you
For such a long long time
Maybe I'm just sad to face that I (??)
but I won't lie
When it comes to loving you
All the things that I would do

(Bin)
CHORUS:
Been waiting for this day for far too long
I never could imagine it so strong (??)
As long as I'm with you, I can't go wrong
Oh baby what you do to me?
You're the one

(Hwan)
How I try to reach you
Oh In everyway I can
But it's hard to find a way to show
that I'm your man

(Bin)
When it comes to loving you
All the things that I would do

(Jaejin)
CHORUS:
Been waiting for this day for far too long
I never could imagine it so strong (??)
As long as I'm with you, I can't go wrong
Oh baby what you do to me?
You're the one

(Hong)
When it comes to loving you
All the things that I would do
Oh yeah

(Hong)
Oh baby what you do to me
You're the One

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Yesterday.STEAMBOAT with poly friends.
Today.STUDY with bunny.But does it consider studying?haha(:
I must finish POM by 2MORO.

Sometimes,it's good when we do not know anything.
Ignorance is bliss.
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

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Today's out with my sec friends!!
Venue:Marina Barrage!:)
I have alr uploaded the photos and also zi xian's unglam up on fb.
I am exhausted now.
Tomorrow's will be having steamboat with poly friends.
After 2moro,focus.:))
now...My bed is calling me...haha:)
Shall have a good rest today...my toes are sore....:(

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-15T22:48:00.003+08:00

♥Lee Hong Ki♥Choi Jong Hun♥Lee Jae Jin♥Choi Min Hwan♥Song Seung Hyun♥
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"Nothing astonishes men so much as common sense and plain dealing."

Today went to Bugis street in the afternoon with my sis.
Bought 1 skirt and 1 long sleeve shirt.Also a white frame specs.
My sis bought a sunglasses,which she wore it the entire day.And her action today was hilarious.haha(:
Not only that,my initial intention was just to browse through the books sold at kinokuniya,but in the end I still cannot resist the temptation so I bought a magazine.
On F.T. island ,& Fahrenhait.(Y).haha.
My sis was there: "U are ultimately crazy!"
Whatever.haha.(:

1 week ~~gone~
Tomorrow.The start of the 2nd week.
Need to focus and start my revision.

* I am using my Dad's MacBook Pro. Nice to use but I still prefer using my lappy.*
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

Words said cannot be taken back

2010-08-14T22:00:00.004+08:00

♥Lee Hong Ki♥Choi Jong Hun♥Lee Jae Jin♥Choi Min Hwan♥Song Seung Hyun♥
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My sis and I

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People often regret after speaking.But what is done cannot be undone.
And a wrong speech,a mistake can lead to unhappiness and dispute among the rest,not even to mention those people with blood relation.
What does having blood relation means?
Recently,certain matter proved that blood relation is not important especially when there is an asset which initially supposed to be allocated between 2 brothers.
And the 2 brothers are my dad and my uncle.
From my point of view,My dad is silly.
Since my uncle doesn't care about brothers sentiment,why bother?
Does this situation ever happen to the only child of a family?
Though I know that not everyone are money-minded,but a large proportion are.
We cannot deny.
Money is everything.:)
In real life this is the first time I witnessed with my own eyes and heard with my ears,how money change a person.
The power of money is powerful.
However, Greed in mankind is in control.
As all of us are aware, most of the problems in this beautiful world are caused by the "greed" of mankind!
Most of the sickness especially mental sicknesses are also caused by "greed" of mankind!
Greed.Greed.Greed.Greed is the mastermind.
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♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

♥Lee Hong Ki♥Choi Jong Hun♥Lee Jae Jin♥Choi Min Hwan♥Song Seung Hyun♥
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"It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone".Beautiful.True.

*****It's nature way.**********

Tommorrow going to Mount Elizabeth with my mum.(:
Have to wake up early.*_<

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-11T12:15:00.005+08:00

Just happen to came across photos of my niece in my com.
She's simply cute and funny!!
I missed the times where I helped in babysitting her.
It is nice to be a child.

Recently,I am just too lazy.
Everyday, Slacking took up most of time.haha
This break just stimulate the laze in me,but I know I can't.

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Yesterday, I have fun scaring my sis...
because it is now the Hungry Ghost Festival.*_<
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♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-08T22:51:00.004+08:00

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"Real elation is when you feel you could touch a star without standing on tiptoe."(:

I want to return to my old self.But can I?
I hate the present me.This is not the real me.
I no longer sense the happiness as before.
In the past,I voiced out what I FEEL.Unlike now.I kept everything to myself.
Things do not change,however I changed.
All of us have “faked a smile” at some point.
It seems happening more frequently to me nowadays.
Under the fake smile are sadness,though sometimes it is inevitable .
Melancholy is the word in this particular moment of my life.

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-07T21:47:00.003+08:00

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Today quite a boring day.
Afternoon,studied econs.However cannot stand the urge of having a nap,so I slept for 2 hrs.(:
Felt refreshed.
This is the first time I took an afternoon nap ever since the starting of poly life.
I felt the shiokness.haha:P

Evening went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to visit my grandma.Hope she recover soon.^^
Then after that, dinner at Compass Point.:)
Now right home,my addiction for dramas seem to be coming back.haha.
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Yesterday I have a very scary dream.
It is regarding the POM project.I dreamt that 1 day before the submission date I have not even completed half of the project.On the day of submission,Still the project is not done.
10mins before the submission time,I was so afraid that I will screw up the module.haha
Freaking scary.
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-06T16:38:00.003+08:00

♥LEE HONG KI♥CHOI JUNG HUN♥LEE JAEJIN♥CHOI MINHWAN♥SONG SEUNG HYUN♥
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Today's last day of sch.Woots!!
Morning went to sch at 11 am ,met Clara at the bus stop.
Today's accounting lesson was just getting back results and can go off after that.
I got a C grade.
And Mr Seah said I have the right attitude and should continue to maintain it.*happy*
It motivates me.>_*

Quote of the day:
"Your mind is a pot of thoughts and your attitude is the aroma of your thoughts. The great winners in life have one thing common: great attitudes."

Lunch with Wendy at Whitesand MAC.
Then shop around before she go sch for aerobics.haha.
...before i left sch,i completely forgotten to get back my econs book and RA notes from clara and jun xian.>_>
So took MRT back to Tampines to get them back.
As I was waiting,I went to Tampines Mall to look for tools for miniatures.
But to no avail,the shops don't sell those.):
However, I realised something quite interesting.Esp when I was inside Toys"R"Us.
It is nice to be a child . Pure heart with no troubles.>__<
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♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-05T21:06:00.004+08:00

>>TREASURE BY FT. ISLAND<<<

Gotten back my CSA Result : C.
Now left Retail accounting result.
Tomorrow's the last lesson for retail accounting.11am.(:
Things seemed to have went back to right track.*happy*
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Oh ya,Almost forgotten.Revision on econs with bunny,the witch.haha.
I think I probably have time on Nxt Mon,Tue(morning),Wed,Thurs.
I text u later,see which day both of us are available.

Friday accompany my mum to Mount Elizabeth for a detailed check-up.
Her previous medical report showed her having uterine fibroid.
Hope it is nothing serious.(:
She takes up an important role in my life.Cannot afford to lose her.(:
So wish everything is well.

Below a story:

An 80 year old man was sitting on the sofa in his house along with his 45 years old highly educated son. Suddenly a crow perched on their window.
The Father asked his Son, "What is this?"
The Son replied "It is a crow".
After a few minutes, the Father asked his Son the 2nd time, "What is this?"
The Son said "Father, I have just now told you "It's a crow".
After a little while, the old Father again asked his Son the 3rd time,
What is this?"
At this time some ex-pression of irritation was felt in the Son's tone when he said to his Father with a rebuff. "It's a crow, a crow".
A little after, the Father again asked his Son t he 4th time, "What is this?"
This time the Son shouted at his Father, "Why do you keep asking me the same question again and again, although I have told you so many times 'IT IS A CROW'. Are you not able to understand this?"
A little later the Father went to his room and came back with an old tattered diary, which he had maintained since his Son was born. On opening a page, he asked his Son to read that page. When the son read it, the following words were written in the diary :-

"Today my little son aged three was sitting with me on the sofa, when a crow was sitting on the window. My Son asked me 23 times what it was, and I replied to him all 23 times that it was a Crow. I hugged him lovingly each time h e asked me the same question again and again for 23 times. I did not at all feel irritated I rather felt affection for my innocent child".
While the little child asked him 23 times "What is this", the Father had felt no irritation in replying to the same question all 23 times and when today the Father asked his Son the same question just 4 times, the Son felt irritated and annoyed.

Familiar?haha.(: Different treatment. We are behaving just like that.
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Should I go jogging with my mum tomorrow?
Everytime I promise her, the nxt morning I will say:" I want to sleep,tomorrow then run."haha.:P
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-04T23:14:00.002+08:00

Today is a long day.
Got back my grade for econs.disappointed.D+.
The worst of all subjects.):
Now my worry is the remaining 60%.60%.60%.
Tomorrow will CSA grade.Hope it will be better.
Higher expectations lead to higher disappointment.SAD.
My trip to taiwan will probably be postponed to next year.My mum said the weather nowadays quite bad.So risky.I want to go TAIWAN.):
Why everything so undesirable?.Down...

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I dunno if u will read my this blog post.I am HAPPY that u tell me your feelings.
I hereby tell u:
U just have to be yourself.U don't have to care whether if u embarrass your friends most importantly is how u think of yourself.Everyone have their unique style.U want to sing just sing,u like k-pop just like.*smile*
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Thought of the day:
"The best feelings are those that have no words to describe them."(:

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-03T20:37:00.002+08:00

♥♥ LEE HONG KI.♥♥CHOI JONG HUN.♥♥LEE JAE JIN.♥♥CHOI MIN HWAN.♥♥SONG SEUNG HYUN.

Today's an embarrassing day for me.haha
U know what? I tripped over the stairs twice.
One time at the school bus stop.The second time at business sch the stairs lobby.
Luckily, only 2 classmates saw.*Faint*
I feel so PAISEH.:|...CLUMSY.
What happened to me today?haha.
Today wore my spec,no contacts.I wore it for too long the day before.^^
BTW,I have already missed a few session of eye check-up.
My eyes nowadays uncomfortable.Maybe will go during this holiday.(:

Marketing tutorial today.
Got back marketing overall grade: C.
I want an A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A!!!!
Sometimes we are mad because ur classmates/friends did not attend lec or tutorial.
And yet,they got better results than u.Why is it like that?
I studied hard but why still lousy results?
WHY? WHY? WHY?Someone tell me why?

Tomorrow's Wednesday.
Morning Marketing Revision Lecture.
Followed by,Microecons tutorial.
4pm.Retail accounting.(:

I have 3 hrs of break in between,so I shall revise my econs.ECONS.ECONS.

Thought of the day:
"Our vision of what is real and what is not real, of what is true and what is not true, both in ourselves and in others, makes us what we are."

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-02T20:48:00.003+08:00

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OMG!This is freaking scary!
"People who sleep more or fewer than seven hours a day, including naps, are increasing their risk for cardiovascular disease, the leading cause of death in the United States, a study published Sunday shows.Sleeping fewer than five hours a day, including naps, more than doubles the risk of being diagnosed with angina, coronary heart disease, heart attack or stroke,And sleeping more than seven hours also increases the risk of cardiovascular disease, it says.Study participants who said they slept nine hours or longer a day were one-and-a-half times more likely than seven-hour sleepers to develop cardiovascular disease, the study found.The most at-risk group was adults under 60 years of age who slept five hours or fewer a night. They increased their risk of developing cardiovascular disease more than threefold compared to people who sleep seven hours.Women who skimped on sleep, getting five hours or fewer a day, including naps, were more than two-and-a-half times as likely to develop cardiovascular disease.Short sleep duration was associated with angina, while both sleeping too little and sleeping too much were associated with heart attack and stroke, the study says."

Haha.I sleep for 5hr+ everyday.(:
My findings today.haha
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...This week is the last week.
It means a break,on the other hand it means starting of revisions.
I finally understand the basic of econs.It took me 1/2 hr.
It was alr the fastest I can digest the informations.haha.(:

Today as a quite a boring day.Morning POM tutorial.Afternoon POM lecture.
Got back my marks for POM overall.
Group project: 80/100(A)
My overall grade(include my mid-sem test): B+.
At least it is better than what I expected.:)))
Nxt should be marketing which is 2moro.2pm-4pm. Hope it will not be too bad.:)
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My mood nowadays is like a rollar coaster.UP & DOWN.
How to attain a balance?haha.
Quite a few problems that kept me bothered.sigh....
IGNORANCE IS BLISS.
But how to ignore?I have no solution to it.Simply none.:)

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-08-01T20:44:00.004+08:00

Today's 1 AUGUST. 3 months and more in TP.No clear goals.
It is better to have a clearer view of what we want to attain for the future.
However,sometimes things don't go smoothly as we wished.
I was thinking to myself today.
What job can I get employed in the Retail Industry?
Does it interests me?
Should I pursue another course if I 'm going to UNI?
I completely have no idea which path should I take,that will benefits me.
I asked my mum,she told me : "Maybe u can pursue marketing course."
But,marketing somehow...):

In the end, I am now still in the situation of "what should I do?" state.haha(:

GPA:
NUS 3.8
NTU 3.7
SMU 3.5

I want to get into NUS.
I need to put in lots of effort just like what I did for my O level,in order to acheive 3.8 GPA.
My hardwork for the O was the result I got in the end.
Though I failed my pure biology.Failure.

"Life has no smooth road for any of us; and in the bracing atmosphere of a high aim the very roughness stimulates the climber to steadier steps, till the legend, over steep ways to the stars, fulfills itself." ~W. C. Doane~

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-07-31T22:48:00.002+08:00

I Hope
하루가 지나고 한달이 지나도
너에게 연락이 오지를 않았어
눈물이 흘러 가슴이 아파
아니야 잠시뿐야
아닐거야 아닐거야
아닐거야 나를 달래지만
니가 떠난 빈 자리만 커져가

너를 다시 봐도 넌 넌 내 사랑
수백 번 봐도 난 난 네 사랑
하늘이 맺어준 넌 내 사랑
니가 잠시 길을 잃은 것 뿐이야
다시 태어나도 너만 바래
다시 사랑해도 너만 바래
돌아올거야 돌아올거야
니가 없는 나는 없으니까

날 사랑한다 해놓고
도대체 어디로 떠난거야 나를 버리고
잡은 내 두 손까지도 우리 약속까지도
놔버리고 깨버리고 어떻게 떠나

꿈일거야 꿈일거야
꿈일거야 나를 속이지만
나만 혼자 남겨진게 서러워

너를 다시 봐도 넌 넌 내 사랑
수백번 봐도 난 난 네 사랑
하늘이 맺어준 넌 내 사랑
니가 잠시 길을 잃은 것 뿐이야
다시 태어나도 너만 바래
다시 사랑해도 너만 바래
돌아올거야 돌아올거야
니가 없는 나는 없으니까

이 모든게 악몽일거라 난 생각했어
아~제발 이 꿈에서 깨기만 바래

오늘이 지나고 내일 또 눈 뜨면
이 모든게 현실이 아닌 꿈이길 바래 Oh
모든게 현실보다 더
리얼했던 꿈이였길 나는 바래 널 바래
아직도 너를 원해

다시 돌아봐도 넌 넌 내 사랑
수천번 봐도 난 난 네 사랑
하늘이 허락한 넌 내 사랑
우린 잠시 멀어졌던 것 뿐이야
다른 여잘 봐도 너만 바래
다른 사랑해도 너만 바래
돌아올거야 돌아올거야
내가 없는 너는 없으니까

난 매일 밤 기도해
내 행복 아닌 불행을 위해
넌 내가 아닌 다른 사랑 못하게
난 너 아니면 안돼
내 심장이 널 말해
나는 변함없어
다시 태어나도 너만 바래

다시 태어나도 너만 바래
다시 사랑해도 너만 바래
돌아 올 꺼야 돌아 올 꺼야
네가 없는 나는 없으니까

As days and months passed by You didn't call me
Tears fall and my heart hurts
No, it's only temporary
It's probably not, it's probably not
It's probably not, maybe you appease me but
The empty space that you left grows

Even if I see you again, you are my love
Even if I see you hundreds of times, I am your love
You are my love that the heavens have granted
You've only lost your way for a little while
If I am born again, all I want is you
If I love again, all I want is you
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because I don't exist without you

You told me you loved me
Just where did you go, leaving me behind?
My two hands that you held, even our promise
How could you leave me and break that promise?

It's got to be a dream, it's got to be a dream
It's got to be a dream, maybe I've been fooled but
It is sorrowful that I am left alone

Even if I see you again, you are my love
Even if I see you hundreds of times, I am your love
You are my love that the heavens have granted
You've only lost your way for a little while
If I am born again, all I want is you
If I love again, all I want is you
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because I don't exist without you

I thought that this was all only a nightmare
I just want to wake up from this dream

When today passes and I open my eyes again tomorrow
I'll hope for this to be a dream and not a reality
I'll hope for all this to have been a dream even more realistic than reality
I want you, I still want you

Even if I look back, you are my love
Even if I look thousands of times, I am your love
You are my love that the sky has permitted
We were just momentarily separated
I only want you even if I see other women
I only want you even if I love another
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because I don't exist without you

Every night I pray
So i can be happy not miserable
You can't love another man except me
I has to be you
My heart saying it's you
I'm not changing
If I am born again all I want is you

If I am born again, all I want is you
If I love again, all I want is you
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because you don't exist without me

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-07-31T00:16:00.003+08:00

Friday.1 weeks passed.Time flies.Really fast.
Nxt week, the last week.However still got lessons during the break.
I feel so bad.Becos of something,I avoided the person.
Just becos I don't want to let others have the same misunderstanding.SORRY.
I just cannot help it.
I did not respond much to what u was saying to me today.
U should have realised..SORRY.
I really have no idea what to do and how to do.):

Today lesson ended at 12.30.
Went to Tampines Mall.Saw Yi lin and Laura.
She showed me what she bought:PIG-RABBIT.(Mascot of the korean drama.)
Came home after that.
Actual plan was going out with my mum.In the end,she say she don't feel like going out.Then it is alright.
I took my evening nap from 5-7pm.It was so comfortable to sleep in this weather.(:
I gave a lot of thoughts today on alots of matters.
Those that happened recently and also those in the past.
Thinking back,I felt that everything was just complicated.Life's just complicated.

Quite emo today.And now I am hearing FT ISLAND'S song.It makes me feel sad even more.haha.Cheer up.

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Recently, my family have some problems.Hard to explain.It is so complicated.
I don't want to even care or know about it.
Family's problem.
Grandma's problem.
Another outsider who poked her nose into other people home affair problem.Annoyed.
She create havoc.She made my mum flared up.
Seriously because of her,my family was also affected.Irritated.
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U know what?
I found my previous hp keychain yesterday.I lost the current one today.
Why is this happening to?
I am totally moody today.):
Your appearance somehow make my day bright.(:
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-07-29T23:51:00.003+08:00

Today's last presentation.CSA.Finally.No more projects.
Now main focus: EXAMS!
But regarding today's presentation is totally hopeless.
All the functions, or mostly the function we did used but somehow didn't save.
Anyway, it is over.):

Hey!I just remember something.
Somebody say that I am a weird person.Behind my back.
I simply have nothing related to them and I dun mind them saying that because I went through the worst.This is just a trivial matter.I don't care.

Tomoorrow RA1 at 11a.m.I still don't understand RA1.I need to get the basics right first,not forgetting econs too.Graphs.

To : Luanne.
GAL.Dun need to ):,we can always do things together.*SMILE*
& What they say or bitch doesn't matter anymore.
U still US there for u.(:

Tomorrow after lesson going out with my mum to either somerset or bugis.
I urgently need to buy the wire to charge my iPod.
I admit I am very rough.
Both ends of the wire are going to break sooner or later.
Actually not that bad,but yesterday as i walk into my room my wire gt itself stuck on the doorknob.haha:P.That explains.
iPod is part of my life.I cannot live without music.Seriously.
Everytime u see me,i will have my earphone plugged into my ears.haha

When is F.T Island coming to Singapore.Why BEAST and CN Blue coming,FT island not coming.And Yilin's 2PM also.~sadd...

Off to bed.Finally I can sleep soundly.No more projects,no more of burning midnight oil.haha.I will stop here.

To : Wendy.
Still stuck in the situation?Study together during the holiday.And I will ask Grace out too.I seriously need her help in accounting.And lastly, very random,I found my keychain.My dad found it in his car.Damn lucky.(: I found back LEE HONG KI.<33
And I told u i will update my blog everyday.haha.

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-07-28T20:07:00.004+08:00

The second video Lee Hong ki sick during one of the competition.He lose his voice and miss some part of the lyrics.Heart pain.haha.I am not siao.Quite touching.(: Love LEE HONG KI TTM.<33.Excellent vocalist.

I wondered to myself just now.Am I thinking too much?
However something make me more sure that i am just THINKING TOO MUCH.
Conclusion: COMPLETELY FORGET EVERYTHING,LILLIAN!:)
But that's impossible because the more u want to forget,the more u will remember it.
So let it be.

Just came across this particular quote which is quite true:
If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you it’s yours. If it doesn't, it never was.
(This is specially for Wendy the Bunny!)(:

Don't have to harp over "this" type of matter,u may think u made a wrong decision that time.Perhaps this is what God want u to experience.
The next one u meet may be the right one.U never know.U just have to be patient.(:
U don't have to make a firm stand that true love don't exist.(:
U said that that time u should ask for my advice..What advice u expect from me?
I AM JUST AN OUTSIDER.I SEE DIFFERENT VIEW FROM U.That's why.
I have not been in love before.So i can't help u much.haha
But i don't mind u sharing with me..LILLIAN IS ALWAYS CURIOUS.
Haha:P

This make me think back to my 2 crush during my pri and sec.
Wendy should know who right? Now I think back,it is quite...haha(:
Some should know my feeling.haha
Some people will question me:
Why u never confess?
Why u don't want to tell him?

haha.I simply dunno the reason.Maybe I don't have the courage.
I don't take initiative.
Maybe I just want everything to remain the same.

Today,I told Clara recent one.(To Clara: U are the 2nd one to know abt it)Shhhhhh..(:
But i'm uncertain of the feeling.However wish u good luck for urs.*wink*

But that's not important for the time being.There are still other business more important.(:*happy*

Tomorrow's CSA presentation.Soon over.Last project.YEAH!!(Y)
Not again.Formal wear.It really makes me uncomfortable.
A particular incident also made me feel extremely annoyed.
To the XXX:
U should look where u are stepping.U are stepping on the line.That's my limit.BEWARE.
I will prick u with my thorns.haha(:L-A-M-E...?
Hope u can understand.I really can't tolerate that behaviour of yours.
It's simply irritating!No 2nd time!!):

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-07-26T17:27:00.002+08:00

Today's Mon.Today's no Mon's blues.
Today"s is the submission deadline for CSA DREAMWEAVER.
FINALLY! it is over....Leaving with the presentation.(: *happy*
Went sch at 8am to finish the linking part with Jun Xian.
It was lucky we managed to link all the pages...
And there will be no next time doing last min work..made me so stressed up+ pissed of by some ppl.

Tomorrow have no marketing tutorial,therefore not going sch.
A day for me to rest.I really ,desperately need a break now right now.
The holidays are near,starting of revision..
I have to pass my econs this time or I am dead.
Graphs make me go bonkers,they are not my forte.But too bad,I need them to pass.
Only way out...study hard.Strive for excellent result ,my next aim.
Who want to help me revise?haha..
Recently,I feel my burden lightened as going sch now is much fun for me.Really.
Politics everywhere.haha.Y care?
I just have to know the world is unfair,something just don't happen the way u want.
We have to flexible in everything.

I have some questions in my mind:
Do true friends really exist in poly?
The friendship built ,will it last?
Do I have friend who I can share my secret with?
Can I trust them?
I am really confused.It bothers me.
But those who told me their secrets,they are safe with me,LILLIAN'S MOUTH IS TIGHT!(:
haha(:

I want to go to a place where i can feel the breeze.
It clears my mind.
It helps me make better and the rightful decisions.
I learnt alot this few months down,all those I gone through, matured my thinking.
Though it was painful ,but if not because of them,how i know where I stand?
I thank GOD for making all these happen.(: Probably his way of teaching me.
Think postively.Forgiveness of others,bring us freedom.(:

It's okay if u say u are not okay.
It's not okay if u say okay when u are actually not.
This is not embarassing.(:
Bottling up your feeling ,u will be in pain.
U can tell me all your troubles.LILLIAN THE DURIAN IS ALWAYS THERE FOR U.
I don't know how to console,those who know me well should know.
But i can lend u a hearing ear.(:

....There's something...i'm deciding what to do..
perhaps stop thinking is the best solution.ya.

Don't judge a book by its cover.U must flip open it before making any conclusion.
Who knows u may have made a wrong judgement?haha(:

Just remember :"Some people are just not worth your tears."

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Does True love exist?
In my opinion,it does,though some may say it only happen in drama.
But I have not met one yet.haha.(:
What is true love?Everyone have different views.
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^Just now,I went to register for the korean language course..
I have waited for so long...lessons will start on 10 August.6.45pm.(: *excited*
^I lost my hp keychain...Leehongki...i feel sad.Sad.Sad.Really very sad.):

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-07-24T21:19:00.005+08:00

ME.GRACE ASHLEY.ME. BUNNY. ME. ZI XIAN. ME. Macrina. ME. Melvin.

Just came back from Dinner at Changi Village...
I left before the movie ended just now...leaving wendy there...but still got the rest...
Today's quite Fun & Tiring.
Morning met Bunny at the bus stop before taking bus 3 to Punggol...
She was so "early"!! So we reached PSS by 11am,the rest were waiting(:
This year Punggol Carnival was much more grand than last few years....
With the coupons,I couldn't fing anything to buy...the food dun look tempting(:
I ate a lot yesterday....I feel guilty....haha
Celebrated Zi Xian's Birthday...a belated one!! But better than nothin...
Took lots of photos with Bunny(i forced her),rest of the class...(:
alr up on FB...i truly enjoyed myself today....

.... Recently, I am in a good mood....it's so obvious...becos of some of my troubles are gone...
& also because of "something"...Was that coincidence? Perhaps.

Below is a story of fate i came across recently...quite true....(:

There was a scholar who was about to marry his fiancee. On the day of marriage, his fiancee changed her mind and married someone else. The scholar was devastated and fell ill. His family sought all kinds of medical treatment for him, but he didn't show any sign of recovery. They were about to give up hope on him when a wandering monk approached them. After learning about the scholar's condition, the monk went near the scholar's bed and took out a mirror from his bag and showed it to the scholar.

In the mirror, the scholar saw a vast ocean and the naked body of a woman, (murdered) lay on the beach. A man passed by, looked at the body, shook his head and left. Another man who passed by, saw the body, took off his robes to cover the body and left. Finally came a man passing by who saw the body, dug a hole and laid the body carefully to rest before burying it.

The scene in the mirror suddenly changed. The scholar saw his fiancee in a nuptial chamber and another man was lifting her wedding veil... The scholar blinked at the monk, confused. Slowly the monk explained, "The woman whose body you saw on the beach was your fiancee in her previous life. In your previous life, you were the second man who gave her his robes to cover her body. To repay your kindness in this lifetime, she loved you for a period of time and became your fiancee. However, ultimately the man whose favor she has to return for the rest of her life is the third man who buried her. And that man is now her husband.
Enlightened, the scholar sat up and recovered from his depression.

All of us are in this big grand masquerade, among the throng of people, we seek expectantly in that electrifying moment when our fingers touch, the masks are removed to reveal our true selves. Before this moment, we were drifting aimlessly, not knowing what we really wanted.

Fate is not something meant to be forced upon. What is yours will eventually come to your arms; what is not yours will never come to be. In any case, we should not lose heart and give up on our hopes for love that is true, good and beautiful. The value of life, in a certain sense, is determined by the maturity of how we love. Of how we give and accept love. (:

Believe it or not.

♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-07-21T23:08:00.004+08:00

Clara,Luanne and ME:) ...FORMAL WEAR!!

Bad hair day for me^^

Wednesday's long day ....(:
Morning Marketing lec,then econs presentation,RA1 lec.
Finally,the presentation is over.I stammered throughout the presentation...haha...
This one is more nervous than the POM presentation on Mon

2/3 of my burden lightened...
Left only CSA...woots...after that break and revision(: ..*HAPPY*

Today completed my part for the dreamweaver..Quite Fun...But kill lots of my brain cells..^^

Today I spent most of time in Library L4...I am always there so .yea my favourite place;)

F. T Island new song --TREASURE...

I don't like Hongki's hairstyle in the MV... anyway still BLONDE.

SO I still LOVE him!!*smile* ....charismatic! Love him TTM!!

I shall end with a Quote...^^
"It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel."

This remind me of my 2 crush during my pri and sec sch.....failed:)
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!

2010-07-18T10:45:00.004+08:00

This is the lyrics of FT ISLAND--bingbingbing !(:

Translation(ENG) Bing Bing Bing

I tightly hold onto my heart but I tremble when I see her.
My heart shakes like it's going to fall off.
I can see just her among countless people.
This must be love at first sight.

Even when our eyes meet, my breath stops
If she looks and smiles at me, I become dizzy dizzy.
There's no girl prettier than her in the world
I must have fallen for her.

Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
If I have only one love, I'll give it to her.
I must be nice.
The Heavens sent her for me.

Please hold my hand tightly. I feel drunk.
I'm dizzy dizzy at your sweet voice
Now that we've exchanged greetings, we have come half away.
I'm going to love

All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I hang around.
I loiter hoping I see her by chance.
I will see her tonight and confess my love.

Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
If I have only one love, I'll give it to her.
I guess I'm nice.
The Heavens sent her for me.

Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I'm dizzy.
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I hang around.
I loiter hoping I see her by chance.
I will see her tonight and confess my love.

Kanji --Bing Bing Bing

홍기:

마음을 꼭 잡아도 그녈보면 떨려요.
심장은 떨어질듯 두근두근 거려요.
수많은 사람중에 그녀만 난 보여요.
난 반했나봐요.

재진:

눈이라도 마주치면 숨이 멎어버려요.
날보고 웃어주면 아찔아찔하네요.
세상에 그녀보다 예쁜여잔 없어요.
푹 빠졌나봐요.

홍기:

온통 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 그녀가 맴돌아요.
내가 가는 사랑 하나라면 그녀 줄래요.
난 착한가봐요.
하늘이 날위해 그녀를 선물해 준거야.

재진:

손을 꼭 잡아줘요.취한것만 같아요.
달콤한 목소리에 어질어질하네요.
인사는 나눴으니 이제 반은 온거죠.
난 사랑할꺼야.

홍기:

종일 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 같은 자릴 돌아요.
혹시 우연처럼 그녈볼까 서성거려요.
나 오늘 밤에는 꼭 그녀를 만나 내 맘을 고백할꺼야.
온통 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 그녀가 맴돌아요.
내가 가는 사랑 하나라면 그녀 줄래요.
난 착한가봐요.
하늘이 날위해 그녀를 준거야.
온통 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 그녀가 맴돌아요.
종일 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 어지러워요.
종일 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 같은 자릴 돌아요.
혹시 우연처럼 그녈볼까 서성거려요.
나 오늘 밤에는 꼭 그녀를 만나 내 맘을 고백할꺼야 .

Romaji --Bing Bing Bing

Hongki:

maeumeul kkot jabado keunyeolbomyun ddeollryeoyo
shimjaneun ddeoreojildeut dugundugun keoryeoyo
sumanheun saramjongae keunyeoman nan boyeoyo
nan banhaetnabwayo

Jaejin:

nunirado majuchimyun sumi meotjeobeoryeoyo
nalbogo utseojumyun ajjilajjilhaneoyo
sesaengae keunyeoboda yeibbunyeojan eobseoyo
bok bbajyeotnabwayo

Hongki:

ontong bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang keunyeoga mamdolayo
naega ganun sarang hanaramyun keunyeo julraeyo
nan chakhangabwayo
haneuri nalwihae keunyeoreul seonmulhae jungeoya

Jaejin:

soneul kkot jabajweoyo chihangeotman gatayo
dalkomhan moksoriae eojileojilhaneyo
insanun nawutseuni ijae baneul ongeojyp
nan saranghalggeoya

Hongki:

jongil bingbingbing bangbangbangbang gateun jaril dorayo
hokshi uyeoncheorum keunyeolbolkka seoseonggeoryeoyo
na oneul bamaenun kkot keunyeoreul manna nae maneul gobaekhalggeoya
ontong bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang keynyeoga maemdorayo
naega ganun sarang hanaramyun keunyeo julraeyo
nan chakhangabwayo
haneuli nalweihae keunyeoreul jungeoya
ontong bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang keunyeoga mamdorayo
jongil bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang eojireoweoyo
jongil bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang gateun jaril dorayo
hokshi uyeoncheorum keunyeolbolkka seoseonggeoryeoyo
na oneul bamaenun kkot keunyeorul manna nae mameul gobaekhalggeoya.

2010-07-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

Went back TP to complete project Principle of Management.Mon's the presentation*nervous*
After few days,I have already sort out my thoughts...*happy*
I am not even bothered abt the bad incident already...I no longer feel hurt....
But I just sympathize a particular guy from the gang...however it is his decision ....
We should just keep mum...becos it is not making any difference if he was told the truth...:)
It is just NONE OF MY BUSINESS!!:)haha...

After project,took bus 72 to dad's company...saw something that makes me feeling uncomfortable...haha...a guy and a girl...:0
Still can't find the formal wear....2moro going to bugis:)
Not yet prepare for the presentation:o

Recently read a love story,touching(:

"
Infantile love follows the principle: "I love because I am loved."
Mature love follows the principle: "I am loved because I love."
Immature love says: "I love you because I need you."
Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."
"
U don't have to be desperate for Luv...just be patient...that's fate!!:)Believe it or not..
haha...:)

Just watch video of FT.ISLAND...alright it is addictive...Lee Hong Ki has excellent vocal!!:)

2010-07-15T21:38:00.003+08:00

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

very random yea..:)

After being humiliated by a bitch, I learnt a new lesson again...

Since the starting of poly life, I really learnt a lot.Thanks to "THEM".

I won't hate them..this is from the bottom of my heart:)

Although some people may say they are too much,but now to me it is nothing:)

They can say all they want,I JUST WANT TO DO THINGS THE WAY I DESIRE..

By saying oh..should be posting those hurting remarks on FB,only show how childish they are.

If i say i am not hurt by those remarks,i am lying...

but i should really get use to it as there are more to come in my life...

CHEER UP LILLIAN!!*smile*

But thanks to clara and friends, i have get on with my life...*happy*

I am not thinking of taking any revenge because god is fair:)

Some people can be your true friends ,some are not worth to be your friend...make the right decision in making friends!!:)Right friends brighten up your day!!***

Today is Zi Xian's birthday!MY BFFL !!Happy 17th birthday!!

Me going to be 17 also this 11 oct!!.:)yea..*excited*

Oh ya...this 24 july going back to Punggol Sec...it seems to be a long time since the last time i went back...

This time will be back for the Punggol carnival!!

Looking forward!!:)

I am feel sick and tired of all the projects...presentation nxt Mon and Wed...*NERVOUS*

I will just stop here...a lot of things not completed...I am going insane soon!!:)

2010-07-10T21:19:00.003+08:00

It 's just 1 day after my previous post and I am here again!!:(
The only reason is that I kept thinking of the sentence:
"I HATE FREE LOADERS LIKE YOU, IMBECILE. SICKENING FAT BITCH."

Becos of this sentence,it made me down the whole day.
Becos of this sentence ,it made me rude to my surrounding people today.I'm truly sorry!!
Becos of this sentence,it made me do a thorough reflection on myself.
Becos of this sentence i annoyed my sister by asked her repeatedly:
"AM I A FREELOADER?"
"AM I FAT?"
"AM I A BITCH?" (This is the 1st time in my entire life that this eyesore word used on me)

Is it my fault?Am i the only one in wrong?Is it?
Was she referring to someone else ?Or was she really referring to me?
Before that i kept telling myseif she was saying someone else...
After Clara told me what the "SHE" said : "....she better talk..."
It make me feel that my instinct was correct that i am the one she was referring to...
I am a freeloader?Perhaps? Probably true... :(

I would like to ask her ,but it will not work.
My sis told me just to shoot back.../but this will make the situation more complex...
I should not join in to the shooting game!!PEACE!
I wanted to remove her away from my FB but after giving a second thought,why should i do that?
Deleting her away from my list doesn't mean i can forget what she have done...;)

Others always say :
the wound will be healed after a long time,however it leaves scar
the trouble will be gone after a sleep,however the trouble still exists
the conflict will be resolved after sitting down to voice out their disatisfaction,however the relation will not be the same as before
After forgiving someone who have hurt you before,what he/she done to u will forever be in your memories.

Is there a DELETE button in life to delete all those unhappiness,Leaving me with only happy memories...??
I have to face reality!!Reality are harsh!!Everyone have to face it still:)

This incident is my second time in this year I have cried over...Perhaps u may think that it is nothing,i should get over it and ignore it too..
Speaking is much easier than action!
Though i try to ignore ,but in the end my heart will tell me that i am bothered..
It is impossible for me to lie to myself...
If i want to endure,how long can I withstand??
If i want to say out grievance,will it help me or should i bottle up my feelings?

Truthfully, ever since I studied in TP i didn't enjoy my studies there as much as in Punggol Sec...
Smiles are getting lesser and lesser,but thanks to some kind souls (CLARA'S CLIQUE & YI LIN'S CLIQUE)
who brighten up my day with their concern..

In TP ,I am forced to know all kinds of people.There are good ones,not so-bad ones,bad ones.
It tells me : GROW UP!! FACE REALITY!!
Should I have chosen JC rather than Poly?I am now wonder if I have made a wrong choice?Will it be much more different?
I know some people will have a impression of me being a 怪胎 because i am mostly alone,doing things alone...
U don't have to sympathize me ..I am initially not like this..I HATE THE CURRENT ME TOO!!
If I have the chance to choose i will definitely don't want myself to be in this type of situation.
I really have no idea to be friends with who..
It is because i feel like the odd one because we don't have the topic to talk about..
I really envy those who made close and trustworthy friends in poly where they share all their secrets with one another...it is rare !
CHERISH IT WELL!! It is difficult to come by this type of frienship!!
Really hope it can happen on me!!
However i will focus on studying getting to a university!!
My mum say friends in poly are not as true as sec friends,but still i believe there are still true friends i can make in poly!!
My sis fall out with her sec friends because of them backstabbing...it makes her upset as their 4 years of freindship is over...
However,she depends on herself. One point I should really learn from her.
Though sometimes i really hated her,but we are sisters ,so overnight and we are back on good terms again.
Although she is sometimes stingy,a fishmonger but THE FACT is that i still LOVE her!!
I shared all my secret with her, I am not afraid of her letting the cat of of the sack...THANKS SIS!!
I am also grateful I still have true friends in my life ! Grace,Wendy,Zi Xian.
We went through thick and thin together!
We quarelled before,dislike one another before, but because of those times it makes our friendship more firm!!:)
All of u are always there to lend me a hearing ear to hear me pour out my troubles..really thanks!!(X10000000000):)
All of u brought me smile and happy memories which will accompany throughout my life!!
Do U believe as i'm typing this post my eyes are watery? :)
Did u notice there are no "hahas" in this post? Becos I am really serious and i am pouring all those bothering things all at one time!!
Though writing out my feeling in this post doesn't make me feel any better,but this is a way i can express myself.
I don't want my parents to know,I don't want them to worry about me!!:)
That time i cried becos of some matter regarding my boss,my mum was worried as i locked myself in my room and cried under my blanket..
I did not tell anyone that becos i believe i can get over it myself! And yes !I really got over it!!;)
So I believe this time i can too!!

Forgive is a smile in exchange for others' happiness.Hatred is a person's insist that makes other suffer.

Believe it! Anymore "shooting" will only bring more hurt!! Should let it go!!But i think it will not happen since u insist!
U can continue but soon u will be tired of it and u will be the one regretting it!!:)PEACE IS EVERYTHING!!
U want to have 2 face let it be..it is not my problem anyway!!But u will not go any further in your life with this!:)
LILLIAN LOVE PEACE!
U said if others have the (ballz) to bitch about you they should say right in your face but u are doing the same isn't it?
U want to say bad about me just say it in my face..
U don't have to post it everywhere BECOS it only seems to me that u have no guts!!:))))
After this post, U WILL FOREVER NOT BE MENTIONED IN MY BLOG!! CROSS MY HEART!! :)

This post is long!!Now then i realised!!
Tomorrow accompanying my parents to medical check-up have to wake up early and after that settle at dad company until his work end!!

ALL Homework be DONE 2moro!!Yeah!!JYJY!:))

2010-07-09T11:51:00.005+08:00

Today is Friday AGAIN!!
Went school just for APEL lesson and RA1 Project Discussion..
A Particular incident kept on revolving in my mind,spoil my mood..
Plastic? Really a good name for XXX! Dun u think so?Haha
Since she is unsatisfied with me,can't she say right in my face?
Y post it on FB & Blog? No guts?
I think XXX peer evaluation on me will be bad ba...damn unlucky to be in her group!!Hope it will not be too bad!!
Worried~~:(
Aiya i feel very annoyed now!!Just couldn't believe XXX have 2 face!! I am digusted !!
RANDOMLY,I HATE SMOKERS!!REALLY DISLIKE!!

I shall just end this topic cos if i continue writing abt this I promise u ,more vulgarities coming !!

This week have lots of project discussion...but i like the feeling when we completed the project because it lessens our burden!!

However, i like projects because it forces the information into me..

I seriously need to revise my work because i seems to be laggin behind!! Esp POM and econs!

I NEED HELP IN ACCOUNTING TOO!:)

Ok i will stop here:)

Almost forgot Love LEE HONG KI!!!:)

2010-07-02T21:59:00.005+08:00

Oh is like omg! Today is FINALLY Fri!
This week is packed with Projects~POM,Marketing fundamental,Microecons,Retail accounting~
A bustling week indeed!!Hope can complete the project in time!! The deadline is reaching in a few weeks time!!
I am looking forward to going to TAIWAN in OCT...I want to go there on my birthday!!11.10!!
Who wants to go TAIWAN also? I welcome you!!:)

Recently after watching "You are beautiful.",i am now obesessed with Lee Hong ki (Jeremy in the drama) & his dog.."Angelina Jolie"..haha~~.Main Vocalist in F.T. Island~I love his voice.. His singing is damn nice ~~When will them come to Singapore? They came this year in Jan ..Damn I miss it!!sadzzzz~~

But still got chance!!Now mostly people are crazy about Shinee,2PM,U-Kiss,Beast.Oh not interested!!:)..F.T Island is the B.E.S.T.!!Any supporters?(Y)

For now I need concentrate on my study...Becos i failed microecons..I FAILED BADLY!! but i believe i can do well for my main exams...*-* I CAN DO IT!!

Result for other modules: -POM= 31/40
-Marketing Fundamental= 28.5/50
-Microeconomics= 35/100...sadzzzzzz
-Retail Accounting= 28.5/50
-CSA=26/50
....all at borderline.....Believe I can do it..Sure can do it!!
...okay....Gtg...I want to watch Lee Hong ki Video...go see f.t. island on youtube...

..U will be amazed by Lee Hong ki 's vocal!!:)

2010-06-25T23:52:00.001+08:00

나는 사랑한다 이홍기!!

LEE HONG KI

그것은 지독한 귀엽다!!

2010-06-20T12:57:00.003+08:00

^^2 weeks of break is so fast...Today is the last day of break..sigh...

I just simply slacked the whole holiday...but have a lot of fun...watching korean .D, Going out with friends,shop for New clothes.

16 June-1st FRIENDSHIP ANNIVERSARY!!

Left home at 10am..met bunny at the MRT..actual meeting time was 10:15 but I reached at abt 10.30am..hahas:).Then together we took MRT to somerset to meet GRACE & ZIXIAN...

-we went to settle our lunch at KFC,

-cineleisure to watch movie!FURRY VENGENCE

-Took Neoprints(1st session)...y? 1st session?becos...we took neoprints again aft the movie...thus 2nd session!!hahas~

-Shop at 313 and bought friendship necklace..ate yoghurt...took photos...alr up on fb!

-Went to buy Nail polish at the faceshop...

I REALLY SPENT A LOT THAT DAY!! BUT WORTHY!!becos I really enjoyed myself with my besties...I will miss the times we are together...looking forward to the nxt anniversary..16 June 2011...

18 June-Shopping

First went back to sch to select CDS cos my sis say use the sch computer will be faster...

then...took bus to Tampines Interchange,Mrt to Bugis...I spent about $50 on clothes and accesories...i bought 2 dress,1 short and 1 white coat...a white belt, a long necklace with a key i simply love the design...After shopping,we took bus 12...1 hr+ trip back home...I slept ...so tired...

20 June-TODAY! Fathers' Day!

I wish all the fathers in the world a HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!!

Though i always argue with my father,but i really thankful for his care and concern for me in my 17 years living in this world!!:))...So treating him later to KFC...or else will be unfair becos i treated my mum on Mothers' day...^^

Alr submitted CSA project online...2moro submitting hardcopy...Tried my best...Hope can get good result at least a B!!

Finally I can go Taiwan during the OCT break...FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY!!!!yea!

Hope I can do well for the exam before the oct break so no supp exams!! PLS!!:))

Hope Oct comes qiuickly....OCT --my birthday...Taiwan Trip....arhhhhhhhh....Excited!!

Who wants to go with me?cos I am not sure my mum going anot....hahas~~ I can go TAIWAN!!

Will end here...my last day to enjoy...i going to continue watching my korean Drama!!Shh...don't disturb!!

Ok...I have updated!!:)))))

2010-05-18T16:14:00.004+08:00

Hey! I am blogging using my lappy in the sch library!

Just ended Marketing fundamental tutorial...

Now I am so bothered by the CSA project...excel really sucks!!

what...vlookup,IF,etc....*annoyed*

Recently I have a very weird feeling towards ****...

it seems so real but maybe not what I think....

Continue...on sch life...freaking tired but also fun & interesting...

I AM LIKE BURIED IN PILE OF PROJECTS AND ENDLESS HOMEWORK!!

I wanna to just to stop the time...and rest for a while...

Someone pls stop the time...though it is IMPOSSIBLE....hahas~

.....

Eileen the "so sad" gal!!

U will meet someone else better than the "HIM"....

If he doesn't care abt u,why still care abt him...

Like what the rest said...dump him...

I know u still love him but his feeling towards u have faded..

it is difficult to win back the love of your bf...:(

Maybe the one recommended by ling zi will end out a better choice...:DD

It is not worth emo-ing because of him....

Regarding what I told you in MSN...

ME still waiting for the right guy to appear!! :))))

.....

Tomorrow is WEDNESDAY again!!

the longest and tiring day of the week....

Morning :Marketing lec & Microecons tutorial

Afternoon: Retail accounting...the ROCKER...

totally clueless of what he teaching...:(

...

Will end here...

Need to complete my project asap..

2010-05-15T01:02:00.004+08:00

ME Back Again!!

~~Gonna post on my life in Temasek Poly.~~

Honestly speaking, Poly life is not what u imagine..though freedom but...

Firstly, the friends i made in tp :

---Yi Lin(SAME AS ME!! AARON LOVER),

Eileen(HAGF)..what's that? Housing agent GF...

Know them through FB!!

--Then also Jennifer and ling zhi(The one that fall asleep during lectures) ..

ALL OF THEM FROM 1R04!!

SO SAD!!

eileen"s favourite quote!hahas:p

MY CLASS: Clara the class rep..she made me feel comfortable and i appreciate her care and concern!!Thanks gal~~awww~~

Samantha, she is straight forward!Me like her character!

Jia Hui, Fashionable!

Qi Wen whom we have the longest chat on pets...!

Still gt a lot more whom i seldom or never even talk to them!!

I swear to change myself...

*think for myself 1st*

*have more confidence*

*put in more hardwork to achieve the best result*

*not to look down by people*

I PROVE I CAN DO BETTER THAN U GUYS!! WAIT N SEE!!:))

The modules i take make me insane...

1st: Principle of Management

2nd: Computer System & Application

3rd: Marketing Fundamental

4th : Microecons

5th : Retail Accounting

.....

All these make me feel frustrated..esp accounting & marketing...

arhhhhhhhhhhh....destress-ing!!

PROJECTS! HW!TUTORIAL!*screaming*

Fine! Get it done and it is over!

Hope this sem is over!! I miss the sch holidays!!!

....

Regarding CCA,

I joined TPCO & photography...

but today i just made a decision...

I WANT TO QUIT TPCO!!!so sianx...

....

2moro going to the photography workshop with Eileen and my sis!!!

Looking forward to it!!

....I were inspired to join a Singapore Organisation...

**confidential for the moment**

ask me y ?

Becos...i wanna to help those that really need help...

It will definitely makes my day right!!

Another reason it can help me to build my character also search for a goal in life!!

Making life meaningful!!!*happy*

....

gonna to start my revision soon...end of the mth is the mid-sem test...

My AIM is to get EXCELLENT RESULT!!

Have a good start!!

****

Last but not least, I really appreciated the concern gave by my sec friends namely:

WENDY THE BUNNY!

GRACE THE GRAPE!

AZHAR THE FROG!

JOCELYN. .ALKALINE!

...

16 June is one mth away from now...

I want to meet up with my FRIENDS!!

REALLY MISS THOSE TIMES!!!

~~~~~~

Now i am going to sleep!...A week of tiredness ...nxt week will be worst....

2010-05-07T13:49:00.002+08:00

Today is CCN day...but i totally not in the mood la...

actually is setting up game stall but was changed to selling soft toys...

Hope the day past quickly...

I intended not to go Guzheng practice so I sms the guzheng in-charge...in the end surprisingly,guzheng practice was cancelled!! I was like *happy*!!!

Finally, it is Friday!! 1 week ends so fast...Gtg to complete my shift 2pm to 3pm...like sianx....:(

2010-04-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

Hey!!Today is the first day of Poly sch!!

Neither good or bad...so so...lecture is fun but also kind of bored....

My cough still not yet recovered..torturing me!!!

Today I did not wear my contact lens..cause my hrs of wearing cannot be more than 4 hrs..

2moro can wear..excited!!!

Tomorrow have no tutorial or Lecture but gt bonding session!!

I HATE BONDING!!!

Saw the timetable and the exams schedules...sianx...exams on MS office excel....

everything on computer....

arh...going to die....haha:D

2010-04-17T22:28:00.004+08:00

16 April 2010

Last day of orientation..I was like..Finally!

Really have no enthu..but biz sch was really hyper..Seniors were superduper loud!!

The cheers are still in my mind..mm..

At the end, biz sch still was the overall champion!!

Cool...the sixth time!!consecutive 6 years..

...

17 April 2010

Today went to get my contact lens..Super excited!!

However, I took me more than two hours to learn..

i admit i am a real slow learner!! haha..only for this...

Sorry gals..

cannot go out with you guys!!

Cos i spent too much time on learning...:(...

I know i broke my promise to Wendy..so okay..fine what you want me to do ??

Anything that is reasonable kay??haha...pinky promise!!

11.10 PM i gt stung by a evil bee after talking on phone with Zi Xian..

painful..cried!! *embarassed**:)