This post is for a particular person.You should know who you are.
I do treasure our friendship ever since the first day we came together as friends,as a clique.
But because I always felt that I owed you because you really helped me through the difficult times I faced in my poly yr 1.
I really appreciate it.
I always fear that what I say, what I do will make angry.
This is the first time I had a fear feeling in a friendship.
I have never ever feel this way in my other friendships.
Joking can sometimes becomes a serious problem between us.
Apologising occurs too often.
I cannot deny the fact that You changed me, changed the way I think, the way I do things and alot.
Though you are a rara person,I am almost like opposite of you. It's rare that we can be friends.
So I cherished this friendship alot like how I treasure my friendship with my BFFLs.
Though BFFLs we quarrel, have different opinion,but we are still able to be close friends for so many years & counting.
So I truthly believe that even ppl with different personality & characteristics that are still able to be good friends.
You are always asking if I'm okay.
After asking for upmteen time, you will be sick & tired of asking.
Me myself know that I dunno how to express myself well , so that why you always feel that I'm not feeling alright.
However, this is my flaw. I couldn't do anything abt it.
One thing I can promise, I will tell you if I'm not really feeling alright.
So you don't have to always ensure that I'm okay.
Personally, I can foresee that I will have fewer true friends in poly after graduating compared to secondary school.
But I hope you can be one of those friends,which we can still gather together even though we would be going on a different path in future.
I know that what you said in the morning during lunch confirm to have something to do with me.
After seeing all those tweets by you (though you didn't mention me), I understand how you feel.
I broke down while typing this post. I won't feel this way if you are not important to me.
I REALLY REALLY HOPE THAT THIS FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST
& WON'T BE SO FRAGILE.
I shall stop here. My mind is in a mess.
L♥.