终于能释怀
什么样的结能永远纠缠
感情里没有背叛不背叛
只不过缘分用完 就该 离开
还可以承担
虽然浪漫之后又是遗憾
心里面好像残废了一块
至少我找到人生 部分 答案
每个失望的难关
都是善意的安排
看我的希望有多少能耐
有谁不曾受过伤
伤痛后会更明白
究竟有什么值得我去爱
不怕失败 相信自己不败
没有痛过 怎么会有痛快
就算失败 相信真爱不败
爱过才懂 我为什么存在
有人正在等 等待最好的爱
有人正在等 等我最好的爱
爱是个麻烦
却像巧克力让人戒不断
甜蜜中透着苦涩的情感
怎么能付出真心 不被 伤害
绝不放弃爱
往往到了最后只剩习惯
失去了感觉相处很为难
从分不开到分开 都要 看开
L♥.
那你呢？也只是一个过客吗？
现在的我们好像两条平行线，没有任何交集。
两年？三年？
我好渴望我们再有交集的一天。 会吗？
我从来不主动出击，才会有这样的结果。但我天生就是如此，或许这已经变成一种习惯 。
一个改不了的习惯。所以我常常安慰自己：~~~ 放弃吧！
不管是小学或是中学，到现在我还是始终如一。
可是放弃就有可能变成我的遗憾 ~ 永远无法弥补的遗憾。
你是否有着跟我一样的感受呢？
常常嫉妒...应该是极度的羡慕身旁的人， 他们的勇气，坚持与对一份感情的执著。
我连一次的机会都没有。虽然并没有很失望，但是真羡慕啊 。
神啊，什么时候才轮到我呢？我正期待着呢^^
L♥.
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My Chinese standard is still there , ever since I left Punggol Sec Chinese literacy club for almost 2 years :D
I used to submit my essays/ poems to be published in the school magazine.
I'm so proud of myself, because I'm at least academically strong in one of the subjects. ^ ^
HahaxD~
Today I went back to campus to hand in my completed submission SIP form.
Though I'm somehow not so satisfied with the pay, it's alright. :D
And today's the Yr 1 orientation, thinking back now, I must be insane at that time to agree to go.
I'm dead tired after running all over Changi City Point. I'm still not that old, right? ^^
The orientation ended at around 5:30PM. Reached home at 6: 15PM.
Lying there, not wanting to do anything.
Using that as an excuse, so my parents will help me do everything. :p
Oh yahhhh! Yilin sprained her toe~ This accident prone girl~ always getting hurt.. Take care~~ (:
Fortunately, there's no lessons tomorrow. I'm so gonna stay at home (:
Shall continue writing next time. Goodnight! Annyeong! ^^ ♥♥♥
Heavier burden, more responsibility.
Just hope that I can get through this semester well ^^
However, the first lecture today ... truthfully saying, the theory doesn't interest me.
Reading whole chunk of paragraphs of words..Boredom kills.
Such a bad start off. No sense of excitement, expectation.
Hopefully, the reason is that I'm still not in a study mood?
Is it a must to buy the textbook? Previous semesters textbooks are now just lying there on my shelves.
I wanna sell it away, besides those that I think that it will come in handy one day. Perhaps.
Since this week, there's only lectures. I have the extra time to settle my internship matter.
Seriously, the company have made me waited for more than 1 week when they initially said 3 days.
I lost my patience after waiting for 1 week. Giving me hope yet made me >o<
Anyway, as I were trying to apply my internship at other few other companies & have already arranged an interview with them, the company called & said they are keen to accept me.
I felt so bad because I have to cancel all the scheduled interviews this week. Really apologetic.
However, I'm just in time as the deadline for submission is 11 May ^^
Hence, I'm gonna go down to town to meet the in-charge & get the forms completed after tomorrow's morning lecture (:
At last , it's still worth the effort.
Though my previous interview with the manager was kinda screwed up.
Till now, I can still remember how embarrassing & awkward the interview was.
I wanna forget all about it D:
By the way, I have gotten myself an account on weibo :
It's getting way too much? :D
I'm still in the process of finding a part time/ weekend job.. All rejected rejected rejected.
Why is it so difficult.
During dinner just now, dad randomly asked me what I want for my birthday (Though it's still months away).
Dad, can you pay for my TOPIK registration Fee? That's one of my important goal this year~~~ (:
HahahaxD ..He won't see this anyway^^ He has limited knowledge for technology device :D
He owns a facebook acc, yet don't even know how it works xDDD
Goodnight. Morning lecture tomorrow. ｡◕ ‿ ◕｡
~~~You light up my world like nobody else ♥ ~
L♥.
Recent hit song on my itunes : One thing (One direction) ^^
I wanna look for a permanent weekend job but it seems that all the companies I have applied rejected me with
" I don't think you are suitable for the job as you are still schooling"
or
" We want those who can work full time for the whole week" ~~~~~~ :C
My sis prolly say : Apply for waitress!
No way. :X
School Term starting on 23 April.. :E That's fast~~ My 3rd year in TP^^
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I don't know why I would suddenly reminisce what my parents told me a few years ago..
Initially, I will have a twin if my mum did not have a miscarriage.
I should count my blessings as I am the one who managed to live.
That's why I should gather my courage & go the extra mile to achieve my dreams and goals.
Instead of, always taking into consideration on how others will think of me and what others' expectation of me.
I should do what I desire.I must constantly endeavor to succeed :D
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1 More week.
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L♥.
The unforgettable feeling. Will it fade along with time? ... Will it? ...
如果我不主动找你，不是因为你不重要，而是我不知道在你心里我是否重要
主动，是因为在乎。
不联系，是因为觉得自己多余。
有这么一个人，我无数次说着要放弃，但终究还是舍不得。
(Credit: 【星座宝典】)
L♥.
Wordsihaveneversaid has been my official personal blogging site since 2008. Basically, I blog about everything that had changed & made an impact in my life! My inner thoughts . ♫~♫♫~~ 
