Every family have their own story to tell. It may seems that my family looks happy and blissful. Well, not from my perspective.
I have always wondered why I am born in this family. I know I am considered to be lucky and blessed to have both parents around to bring me up in my 21 years. What makes me feel so strong in leaving this home is financial issues. Financial issues are always the main cause of unpeace in my home. Parents quarrel and have always mentioned that they wanna to get a divorce. Ever since primary school, same scenario, same lines happen over and over again. Therefore, I'm already immune and have gotten sick and tired of these situations I have to face. The topic on money is real sensitive in my family, and it is one of the reasons why I have always wanted to leave this home. This thought of mine may be selfish, but what will you do if you were in my shoes. Though my family is not poor , I would still consider as average. In order to lighten my parents' financial burden, I started taking up part time jobs to earn my own allowance, working after school and weekends since polytechnic. Who wants to spend all their weekends working the whole day when you have the choice not to work. I know I am old enough to pay for my own university tuition fees, besides that many of my friends are also working to pay for their own university fees. Deep in my heart, I really envy those friends that get their monthly allowance from their parents. The grass is always greener on the other side.haha. But still, I know what I should do. My mum does not want me to take on a bank loan with the continual accumulation of interest because she doesn't want be to be in debt for 20 years . Just because of my decision to get a degree, she is still working hard to pay part of my university fees with her hard-earned money. I'm truly grateful to my mum♥.
However, what makes me feel stronger in leaving is to have a parent constantly reminding you that what he has paid for you, you must in return take care of them when they are old. True enough, taking care of parents is the responsibility of the children. Just because your elderly relative are being abandon by their children, you think that my sis and I would do the same. I know my responsibility. You don't have to keep reminding me how much you have paid for my education or other miscellaneous. You will only make me detest you more. Always complaining that you have no money when you are always buying unnecessary things. Always making a fuss when you have no money. Always provoking quarrels with other family members. I know how tired my mum is everyday she comes back from work,so I'm studying hard to make her hard work worth it. You don't have to keep mentioning. You will only make me having the thought of giving up on getting a degree.
I'm really getting sick of this.
L♥.
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