I Hope
하루가 지나고 한달이 지나도
너에게 연락이 오지를 않았어
눈물이 흘러 가슴이 아파
아니야 잠시뿐야
아닐거야 아닐거야
아닐거야 나를 달래지만
니가 떠난 빈 자리만 커져가
너를 다시 봐도 넌 넌 내 사랑
수백 번 봐도 난 난 네 사랑
하늘이 맺어준 넌 내 사랑
니가 잠시 길을 잃은 것 뿐이야
다시 태어나도 너만 바래
다시 사랑해도 너만 바래
돌아올거야 돌아올거야
니가 없는 나는 없으니까
날 사랑한다 해놓고
도대체 어디로 떠난거야 나를 버리고
잡은 내 두 손까지도 우리 약속까지도
놔버리고 깨버리고 어떻게 떠나
꿈일거야 꿈일거야
꿈일거야 나를 속이지만
나만 혼자 남겨진게 서러워
너를 다시 봐도 넌 넌 내 사랑
수백번 봐도 난 난 네 사랑
하늘이 맺어준 넌 내 사랑
니가 잠시 길을 잃은 것 뿐이야
다시 태어나도 너만 바래
다시 사랑해도 너만 바래
돌아올거야 돌아올거야
니가 없는 나는 없으니까
이 모든게 악몽일거라 난 생각했어
아~제발 이 꿈에서 깨기만 바래
오늘이 지나고 내일 또 눈 뜨면
이 모든게 현실이 아닌 꿈이길 바래 Oh
모든게 현실보다 더
리얼했던 꿈이였길 나는 바래 널 바래
아직도 너를 원해
다시 돌아봐도 넌 넌 내 사랑
수천번 봐도 난 난 네 사랑
하늘이 허락한 넌 내 사랑
우린 잠시 멀어졌던 것 뿐이야
다른 여잘 봐도 너만 바래
다른 사랑해도 너만 바래
돌아올거야 돌아올거야
내가 없는 너는 없으니까
난 매일 밤 기도해
내 행복 아닌 불행을 위해
넌 내가 아닌 다른 사랑 못하게
난 너 아니면 안돼
내 심장이 널 말해
나는 변함없어
다시 태어나도 너만 바래
다시 태어나도 너만 바래
다시 사랑해도 너만 바래
돌아 올 꺼야 돌아 올 꺼야
네가 없는 나는 없으니까
As days and months passed by You didn't call me
Tears fall and my heart hurts
No, it's only temporary
It's probably not, it's probably not
It's probably not, maybe you appease me but
The empty space that you left grows
Even if I see you again, you are my love
Even if I see you hundreds of times, I am your love
You are my love that the heavens have granted
You've only lost your way for a little while
If I am born again, all I want is you
If I love again, all I want is you
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because I don't exist without you
You told me you loved me
Just where did you go, leaving me behind?
My two hands that you held, even our promise
How could you leave me and break that promise?
It's got to be a dream, it's got to be a dream
It's got to be a dream, maybe I've been fooled but
It is sorrowful that I am left alone
Even if I see you again, you are my love
Even if I see you hundreds of times, I am your love
You are my love that the heavens have granted
You've only lost your way for a little while
If I am born again, all I want is you
If I love again, all I want is you
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because I don't exist without you
I thought that this was all only a nightmare
I just want to wake up from this dream
When today passes and I open my eyes again tomorrow
I'll hope for this to be a dream and not a reality
I'll hope for all this to have been a dream even more realistic than reality
I want you, I still want you
Even if I look back, you are my love
Even if I look thousands of times, I am your love
You are my love that the sky has permitted
We were just momentarily separated
I only want you even if I see other women
I only want you even if I love another
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because I don't exist without you
Every night I pray
So i can be happy not miserable
You can't love another man except me
I has to be you
My heart saying it's you
I'm not changing
If I am born again all I want is you
If I am born again, all I want is you
If I love again, all I want is you
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because you don't exist without me
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!
Friday.1 weeks passed.Time flies.Really fast.
Nxt week, the last week.However still got lessons during the break.
I feel so bad.Becos of something,I avoided the person.
Just becos I don't want to let others have the same misunderstanding.SORRY.
I just cannot help it.
I did not respond much to what u was saying to me today.
U should have realised..SORRY.
I really have no idea what to do and how to do.):
Today lesson ended at 12.30.
Went to Tampines Mall.Saw Yi lin and Laura.
She showed me what she bought:PIG-RABBIT.(Mascot of the korean drama.)
Came home after that.
Actual plan was going out with my mum.In the end,she say she don't feel like going out.Then it is alright.
I took my evening nap from 5-7pm.It was so comfortable to sleep in this weather.(:
I gave a lot of thoughts today on alots of matters.
Those that happened recently and also those in the past.
Thinking back,I felt that everything was just complicated.Life's just complicated.
Quite emo today.And now I am hearing FT ISLAND'S song.It makes me feel sad even more.haha.Cheer up.
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Recently, my family have some problems.Hard to explain.It is so complicated.
I don't want to even care or know about it.
Family's problem.
Grandma's problem.
Another outsider who poked her nose into other people home affair problem.Annoyed.
She create havoc.She made my mum flared up.
Seriously because of her,my family was also affected.Irritated.
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U know what?
I found my previous hp keychain yesterday.I lost the current one today.
Why is this happening to?
I am totally moody today.):
Your appearance somehow make my day bright.(:
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!
Today's last presentation.CSA.Finally.No more projects.
Now main focus: EXAMS!
But regarding today's presentation is totally hopeless.
All the functions, or mostly the function we did used but somehow didn't save.
Anyway, it is over.):
Hey!I just remember something.
Somebody say that I am a weird person.Behind my back.
I simply have nothing related to them and I dun mind them saying that because I went through the worst.This is just a trivial matter.I don't care.
Tomoorrow RA1 at 11a.m.I still don't understand RA1.I need to get the basics right first,not forgetting econs too.Graphs.
To : Luanne.
GAL.Dun need to ):,we can always do things together.*SMILE*
& What they say or bitch doesn't matter anymore.
U still US there for u.(:
Tomorrow after lesson going out with my mum to either somerset or bugis.
I urgently need to buy the wire to charge my iPod.
I admit I am very rough.
Both ends of the wire are going to break sooner or later.
Actually not that bad,but yesterday as i walk into my room my wire gt itself stuck on the doorknob.haha:P.That explains.
iPod is part of my life.I cannot live without music.Seriously.
Everytime u see me,i will have my earphone plugged into my ears.haha
When is F.T Island coming to Singapore.Why BEAST and CN Blue coming,FT island not coming.And Yilin's 2PM also.~sadd...
Off to bed.Finally I can sleep soundly.No more projects,no more of burning midnight oil.haha.I will stop here.
To : Wendy.
Still stuck in the situation?Study together during the holiday.And I will ask Grace out too.I seriously need her help in accounting.And lastly, very random,I found my keychain.My dad found it in his car.Damn lucky.(: I found back LEE HONG KI.<33
And I told u i will update my blog everyday.haha.
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!
The second video Lee Hong ki sick during one of the competition.He lose his voice and miss some part of the lyrics.Heart pain.haha.I am not siao.Quite touching.(: Love LEE HONG KI TTM.<33.Excellent vocalist.
I wondered to myself just now.Am I thinking too much?
However something make me more sure that i am just THINKING TOO MUCH.
Conclusion: COMPLETELY FORGET EVERYTHING,LILLIAN!:)
But that's impossible because the more u want to forget,the more u will remember it.
So let it be.
Just came across this particular quote which is quite true:
If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you it’s yours. If it doesn't, it never was.
(This is specially for Wendy the Bunny!)(:
Don't have to harp over "this" type of matter,u may think u made a wrong decision that time.Perhaps this is what God want u to experience.
The next one u meet may be the right one.U never know.U just have to be patient.(:
U don't have to make a firm stand that true love don't exist.(:
U said that that time u should ask for my advice..What advice u expect from me?
I AM JUST AN OUTSIDER.I SEE DIFFERENT VIEW FROM U.That's why.
I have not been in love before.So i can't help u much.haha
But i don't mind u sharing with me..LILLIAN IS ALWAYS CURIOUS.
Haha:P
This make me think back to my 2 crush during my pri and sec.
Wendy should know who right? Now I think back,it is quite...haha(:
Some should know my feeling.haha
Some people will question me:
Why u never confess?
Why u don't want to tell him?
haha.I simply dunno the reason.Maybe I don't have the courage.
I don't take initiative.
Maybe I just want everything to remain the same.
Today,I told Clara recent one.(To Clara: U are the 2nd one to know abt it)Shhhhhh..(:
But i'm uncertain of the feeling.However wish u good luck for urs.*wink*
But that's not important for the time being.There are still other business more important.(:*happy*
Tomorrow's CSA presentation.Soon over.Last project.YEAH!!(Y)
Not again.Formal wear.It really makes me uncomfortable.
A particular incident also made me feel extremely annoyed.
To the XXX:
U should look where u are stepping.U are stepping on the line.That's my limit.BEWARE.
I will prick u with my thorns.haha(:L-A-M-E...?
Hope u can understand.I really can't tolerate that behaviour of yours.
It's simply irritating!No 2nd time!!):
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!
Today's Mon.Today's no Mon's blues.
Today"s is the submission deadline for CSA DREAMWEAVER.
FINALLY! it is over....Leaving with the presentation.(: *happy*
Went sch at 8am to finish the linking part with Jun Xian.
It was lucky we managed to link all the pages...
And there will be no next time doing last min work..made me so stressed up+ pissed of by some ppl.
Tomorrow have no marketing tutorial,therefore not going sch.
A day for me to rest.I really ,desperately need a break now right now.
The holidays are near,starting of revision..
I have to pass my econs this time or I am dead.
Graphs make me go bonkers,they are not my forte.But too bad,I need them to pass.
Only way out...study hard.Strive for excellent result ,my next aim.
Who want to help me revise?haha..
Recently,I feel my burden lightened as going sch now is much fun for me.Really.
Politics everywhere.haha.Y care?
I just have to know the world is unfair,something just don't happen the way u want.
We have to flexible in everything.
I have some questions in my mind:
Do true friends really exist in poly?
The friendship built ,will it last?
Do I have friend who I can share my secret with?
Can I trust them?
I am really confused.It bothers me.
But those who told me their secrets,they are safe with me,LILLIAN'S MOUTH IS TIGHT!(:
haha(:
I want to go to a place where i can feel the breeze.
It clears my mind.
It helps me make better and the rightful decisions.
I learnt alot this few months down,all those I gone through, matured my thinking.
Though it was painful ,but if not because of them,how i know where I stand?
I thank GOD for making all these happen.(: Probably his way of teaching me.
Think postively.Forgiveness of others,bring us freedom.(:
It's okay if u say u are not okay.
It's not okay if u say okay when u are actually not.
This is not embarassing.(:
Bottling up your feeling ,u will be in pain.
U can tell me all your troubles.LILLIAN THE DURIAN IS ALWAYS THERE FOR U.
I don't know how to console,those who know me well should know.
But i can lend u a hearing ear.(:
....There's something...i'm deciding what to do..
perhaps stop thinking is the best solution.ya.
Don't judge a book by its cover.U must flip open it before making any conclusion.
Who knows u may have made a wrong judgement?haha(:
Just remember :"Some people are just not worth your tears."
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Does True love exist?
In my opinion,it does,though some may say it only happen in drama.
But I have not met one yet.haha.(:
What is true love?Everyone have different views.
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^Just now,I went to register for the korean language course..
I have waited for so long...lessons will start on 10 August.6.45pm.(: *excited*
^I lost my hp keychain...Leehongki...i feel sad.Sad.Sad.Really very sad.):
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!
ME.GRACE
ASHLEY.ME.
BUNNY. ME.
ZI XIAN. ME.
Macrina. ME. Melvin.Just came back from Dinner at Changi Village...
I left before the movie ended just now...leaving wendy there...but still got the rest...
Today's quite Fun & Tiring.
Morning met Bunny at the bus stop before taking bus 3 to Punggol...
She was so "early"!! So we reached PSS by 11am,the rest were waiting(:
This year Punggol Carnival was much more grand than last few years....
With the coupons,I couldn't fing anything to buy...the food dun look tempting(:
I ate a lot yesterday....I feel guilty....haha
Celebrated Zi Xian's Birthday...a belated one!! But better than nothin...
Took lots of photos with Bunny(i forced her),rest of the class...(:
alr up on FB...i truly enjoyed myself today....
.... Recently, I am in a good mood....it's so obvious...becos of some of my troubles are gone...
& also because of "something"...Was that coincidence? Perhaps.
Below is a story of fate i came across recently...quite true....(:
There was a scholar who was about to marry his fiancee. On the day of marriage, his fiancee changed her mind and married someone else. The scholar was devastated and fell ill. His family sought all kinds of medical treatment for him, but he didn't show any sign of recovery. They were about to give up hope on him when a wandering monk approached them. After learning about the scholar's condition, the monk went near the scholar's bed and took out a mirror from his bag and showed it to the scholar.
In the mirror, the scholar saw a vast ocean and the naked body of a woman, (murdered) lay on the beach. A man passed by, looked at the body, shook his head and left. Another man who passed by, saw the body, took off his robes to cover the body and left. Finally came a man passing by who saw the body, dug a hole and laid the body carefully to rest before burying it.
In the mirror, the scholar saw a vast ocean and the naked body of a woman, (murdered) lay on the beach. A man passed by, looked at the body, shook his head and left. Another man who passed by, saw the body, took off his robes to cover the body and left. Finally came a man passing by who saw the body, dug a hole and laid the body carefully to rest before burying it.
The scene in the mirror suddenly changed. The scholar saw his fiancee in a nuptial chamber and another man was lifting her wedding veil... The scholar blinked at the monk, confused. Slowly the monk explained, "The woman whose body you saw on the beach was your fiancee in her previous life. In your previous life, you were the second man who gave her his robes to cover her body. To repay your kindness in this lifetime, she loved you for a period of time and became your fiancee. However, ultimately the man whose favor she has to return for the rest of her life is the third man who buried her. And that man is now her husband.
Enlightened, the scholar sat up and recovered from his depression.
All of us are in this big grand masquerade, among the throng of people, we seek expectantly in that electrifying moment when our fingers touch, the masks are removed to reveal our true selves. Before this moment, we were drifting aimlessly, not knowing what we really wanted.
Fate is not something meant to be forced upon. What is yours will eventually come to your arms; what is not yours will never come to be. In any case, we should not lose heart and give up on our hopes for love that is true, good and beautiful. The value of life, in a certain sense, is determined by the maturity of how we love. Of how we give and accept love. (:
Enlightened, the scholar sat up and recovered from his depression.
All of us are in this big grand masquerade, among the throng of people, we seek expectantly in that electrifying moment when our fingers touch, the masks are removed to reveal our true selves. Before this moment, we were drifting aimlessly, not knowing what we really wanted.
Fate is not something meant to be forced upon. What is yours will eventually come to your arms; what is not yours will never come to be. In any case, we should not lose heart and give up on our hopes for love that is true, good and beautiful. The value of life, in a certain sense, is determined by the maturity of how we love. Of how we give and accept love. (:
Believe it or not.
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!
Clara,Luanne and ME:) ...FORMAL WEAR!!
Bad hair day for me^^
Wednesday's long day ....(:
Morning Marketing lec,then econs presentation,RA1 lec.
Finally,the presentation is over.I stammered throughout the presentation...haha...
This one is more nervous than the POM presentation on Mon
Morning Marketing lec,then econs presentation,RA1 lec.
Finally,the presentation is over.I stammered throughout the presentation...haha...
This one is more nervous than the POM presentation on Mon
2/3 of my burden lightened...
Left only CSA...woots...after that break and revision(: ..*HAPPY*
Left only CSA...woots...after that break and revision(: ..*HAPPY*
Today completed my part for the dreamweaver..Quite Fun...But kill lots of my brain cells..^^
Today I spent most of time in Library L4...I am always there so .yea my favourite place;)
F. T Island new song --TREASURE...
I don't like Hongki's hairstyle in the MV... anyway still BLONDE.
SO I still LOVE him!!*smile* ....charismatic! Love him TTM!!
I shall end with a Quote...^^
"It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel."
This remind me of my 2 crush during my pri and sec sch.....failed:)
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!
♥♥♥ 이홍기,♥♥♥ F.T Island!
This is the lyrics of FT ISLAND--bingbingbing !(:
Translation(ENG) Bing Bing Bing
I tightly hold onto my heart but I tremble when I see her.
My heart shakes like it's going to fall off.
I can see just her among countless people.
This must be love at first sight.
Even when our eyes meet, my breath stops
If she looks and smiles at me, I become dizzy dizzy.
There's no girl prettier than her in the world
I must have fallen for her.
Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
If I have only one love, I'll give it to her.
I must be nice.
The Heavens sent her for me.
Please hold my hand tightly. I feel drunk.
I'm dizzy dizzy at your sweet voice
Now that we've exchanged greetings, we have come half away.
I'm going to love
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I hang around.
I loiter hoping I see her by chance.
I will see her tonight and confess my love.
Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
If I have only one love, I'll give it to her.
I guess I'm nice.
The Heavens sent her for me.
Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I'm dizzy.
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I hang around.
I loiter hoping I see her by chance.
I will see her tonight and confess my love.
Kanji --Bing Bing Bing
홍기:
Translation(ENG) Bing Bing Bing
I tightly hold onto my heart but I tremble when I see her.
My heart shakes like it's going to fall off.
I can see just her among countless people.
This must be love at first sight.
Even when our eyes meet, my breath stops
If she looks and smiles at me, I become dizzy dizzy.
There's no girl prettier than her in the world
I must have fallen for her.
Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
If I have only one love, I'll give it to her.
I must be nice.
The Heavens sent her for me.
Please hold my hand tightly. I feel drunk.
I'm dizzy dizzy at your sweet voice
Now that we've exchanged greetings, we have come half away.
I'm going to love
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I hang around.
I loiter hoping I see her by chance.
I will see her tonight and confess my love.
Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
If I have only one love, I'll give it to her.
I guess I'm nice.
The Heavens sent her for me.
Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I'm dizzy.
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I hang around.
I loiter hoping I see her by chance.
I will see her tonight and confess my love.
Kanji --Bing Bing Bing
홍기:
마음을 꼭 잡아도 그녈보면 떨려요.
심장은 떨어질듯 두근두근 거려요.
수많은 사람중에 그녀만 난 보여요.
난 반했나봐요.
재진:
심장은 떨어질듯 두근두근 거려요.
수많은 사람중에 그녀만 난 보여요.
난 반했나봐요.
재진:
눈이라도 마주치면 숨이 멎어버려요.
날보고 웃어주면 아찔아찔하네요.
세상에 그녀보다 예쁜여잔 없어요.
푹 빠졌나봐요.
홍기:
날보고 웃어주면 아찔아찔하네요.
세상에 그녀보다 예쁜여잔 없어요.
푹 빠졌나봐요.
홍기:
온통 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 그녀가 맴돌아요.
내가 가는 사랑 하나라면 그녀 줄래요.
난 착한가봐요.
하늘이 날위해 그녀를 선물해 준거야.
재진:
내가 가는 사랑 하나라면 그녀 줄래요.
난 착한가봐요.
하늘이 날위해 그녀를 선물해 준거야.
재진:
손을 꼭 잡아줘요.취한것만 같아요.
달콤한 목소리에 어질어질하네요.
인사는 나눴으니 이제 반은 온거죠.
난 사랑할꺼야.
홍기:
달콤한 목소리에 어질어질하네요.
인사는 나눴으니 이제 반은 온거죠.
난 사랑할꺼야.
홍기:
종일 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 같은 자릴 돌아요.
혹시 우연처럼 그녈볼까 서성거려요.
나 오늘 밤에는 꼭 그녀를 만나 내 맘을 고백할꺼야.
온통 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 그녀가 맴돌아요.
내가 가는 사랑 하나라면 그녀 줄래요.
난 착한가봐요.
하늘이 날위해 그녀를 준거야.
온통 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 그녀가 맴돌아요.
종일 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 어지러워요.
종일 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 같은 자릴 돌아요.
혹시 우연처럼 그녈볼까 서성거려요.
나 오늘 밤에는 꼭 그녀를 만나 내 맘을 고백할꺼야 .
Romaji --Bing Bing Bing
Hongki:
혹시 우연처럼 그녈볼까 서성거려요.
나 오늘 밤에는 꼭 그녀를 만나 내 맘을 고백할꺼야.
온통 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 그녀가 맴돌아요.
내가 가는 사랑 하나라면 그녀 줄래요.
난 착한가봐요.
하늘이 날위해 그녀를 준거야.
온통 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 그녀가 맴돌아요.
종일 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 어지러워요.
종일 빙빙빙빙 뱅뱅뱅뱅 같은 자릴 돌아요.
혹시 우연처럼 그녈볼까 서성거려요.
나 오늘 밤에는 꼭 그녀를 만나 내 맘을 고백할꺼야 .
Romaji --Bing Bing Bing
Hongki:
maeumeul kkot jabado keunyeolbomyun ddeollryeoyo
shimjaneun ddeoreojildeut dugundugun keoryeoyo
sumanheun saramjongae keunyeoman nan boyeoyo
nan banhaetnabwayo
Jaejin:
shimjaneun ddeoreojildeut dugundugun keoryeoyo
sumanheun saramjongae keunyeoman nan boyeoyo
nan banhaetnabwayo
Jaejin:
nunirado majuchimyun sumi meotjeobeoryeoyo
nalbogo utseojumyun ajjilajjilhaneoyo
sesaengae keunyeoboda yeibbunyeojan eobseoyo
bok bbajyeotnabwayo
Hongki:
nalbogo utseojumyun ajjilajjilhaneoyo
sesaengae keunyeoboda yeibbunyeojan eobseoyo
bok bbajyeotnabwayo
Hongki:
ontong bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang keunyeoga mamdolayo
naega ganun sarang hanaramyun keunyeo julraeyo
nan chakhangabwayo
haneuri nalwihae keunyeoreul seonmulhae jungeoya
Jaejin:
naega ganun sarang hanaramyun keunyeo julraeyo
nan chakhangabwayo
haneuri nalwihae keunyeoreul seonmulhae jungeoya
Jaejin:
soneul kkot jabajweoyo chihangeotman gatayo
dalkomhan moksoriae eojileojilhaneyo
insanun nawutseuni ijae baneul ongeojyp
nan saranghalggeoya
Hongki:
dalkomhan moksoriae eojileojilhaneyo
insanun nawutseuni ijae baneul ongeojyp
nan saranghalggeoya
Hongki:
jongil bingbingbing bangbangbangbang gateun jaril dorayo
hokshi uyeoncheorum keunyeolbolkka seoseonggeoryeoyo
na oneul bamaenun kkot keunyeoreul manna nae maneul gobaekhalggeoya
ontong bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang keynyeoga maemdorayo
naega ganun sarang hanaramyun keunyeo julraeyo
nan chakhangabwayo
haneuli nalweihae keunyeoreul jungeoya
ontong bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang keunyeoga mamdorayo
jongil bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang eojireoweoyo
jongil bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang gateun jaril dorayo
hokshi uyeoncheorum keunyeolbolkka seoseonggeoryeoyo
na oneul bamaenun kkot keunyeorul manna nae mameul gobaekhalggeoya.
hokshi uyeoncheorum keunyeolbolkka seoseonggeoryeoyo
na oneul bamaenun kkot keunyeoreul manna nae maneul gobaekhalggeoya
ontong bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang keynyeoga maemdorayo
naega ganun sarang hanaramyun keunyeo julraeyo
nan chakhangabwayo
haneuli nalweihae keunyeoreul jungeoya
ontong bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang keunyeoga mamdorayo
jongil bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang eojireoweoyo
jongil bingbingbingbing bangbangbangbang gateun jaril dorayo
hokshi uyeoncheorum keunyeolbolkka seoseonggeoryeoyo
na oneul bamaenun kkot keunyeorul manna nae mameul gobaekhalggeoya.
After few days,I have already sort out my thoughts...*happy*
I am not even bothered abt the bad incident already...I no longer feel hurt....
But I just sympathize a particular guy from the gang...however it is his decision ....
We should just keep mum...becos it is not making any difference if he was told the truth...:)
It is just NONE OF MY BUSINESS!!:)haha...
After project,took bus 72 to dad's company...saw something that makes me feeling uncomfortable...haha...a guy and a girl...:0
Still can't find the formal wear....2moro going to bugis:)
Not yet prepare for the presentation:o
Recently read a love story,touching(:
"
Infantile love follows the principle: "I love because I am loved."
Mature love follows the principle: "I am loved because I love."
Immature love says: "I love you because I need you."
Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."
"
U don't have to be desperate for Luv...just be patient...that's fate!!:)Believe it or not..
haha...:)
Just watch video of FT.ISLAND...alright it is addictive...Lee Hong Ki has excellent vocal!!:)
For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.
very random yea..:)
After being humiliated by a bitch, I learnt a new lesson again...
Since the starting of poly life, I really learnt a lot.Thanks to "THEM".
I won't hate them..this is from the bottom of my heart:)
Although some people may say they are too much,but now to me it is nothing:)
They can say all they want,I JUST WANT TO DO THINGS THE WAY I DESIRE..
By saying oh..should be posting those hurting remarks on FB,only show how childish they are.
If i say i am not hurt by those remarks,i am lying...
but i should really get use to it as there are more to come in my life...
CHEER UP LILLIAN!!*smile*
But thanks to clara and friends, i have get on with my life...*happy*
I am not thinking of taking any revenge because god is fair:)
Some people can be your true friends ,some are not worth to be your friend...make the right decision in making friends!!:)Right friends brighten up your day!!***
Today is Zi Xian's birthday!MY BFFL !!Happy 17th birthday!!
Me going to be 17 also this 11 oct!!.:)yea..*excited*
Oh ya...this 24 july going back to Punggol Sec...it seems to be a long time since the last time i went back...
This time will be back for the Punggol carnival!!
Looking forward!!:)
I am feel sick and tired of all the projects...presentation nxt Mon and Wed...*NERVOUS*
I will just stop here...a lot of things not completed...I am going insane soon!!:)
The only reason is that I kept thinking of the sentence:
"I HATE FREE LOADERS LIKE YOU, IMBECILE. SICKENING FAT BITCH."
Becos of this sentence,it made me down the whole day.
Becos of this sentence ,it made me rude to my surrounding people today.I'm truly sorry!!
Becos of this sentence,it made me do a thorough reflection on myself.
Becos of this sentence i annoyed my sister by asked her repeatedly:
"AM I A FREELOADER?"
"AM I FAT?"
"AM I A BITCH?" (This is the 1st time in my entire life that this eyesore word used on me)
Is it my fault?Am i the only one in wrong?Is it?
Was she referring to someone else ?Or was she really referring to me?
Before that i kept telling myseif she was saying someone else...
After Clara told me what the "SHE" said : "....she better talk..."
It make me feel that my instinct was correct that i am the one she was referring to...
I am a freeloader?Perhaps? Probably true... :(
I would like to ask her ,but it will not work.
My sis told me just to shoot back.../but this will make the situation more complex...
I should not join in to the shooting game!!PEACE!
I wanted to remove her away from my FB but after giving a second thought,why should i do that?
Deleting her away from my list doesn't mean i can forget what she have done...;)
Others always say :
the wound will be healed after a long time,however it leaves scar
the trouble will be gone after a sleep,however the trouble still exists
the conflict will be resolved after sitting down to voice out their disatisfaction,however the relation will not be the same as before
After forgiving someone who have hurt you before,what he/she done to u will forever be in your memories.
Is there a DELETE button in life to delete all those unhappiness,Leaving me with only happy memories...??
I have to face reality!!Reality are harsh!!Everyone have to face it still:)
This incident is my second time in this year I have cried over...Perhaps u may think that it is nothing,i should get over it and ignore it too..
Speaking is much easier than action!
Though i try to ignore ,but in the end my heart will tell me that i am bothered..
It is impossible for me to lie to myself...
If i want to endure,how long can I withstand??
If i want to say out grievance,will it help me or should i bottle up my feelings?
Truthfully, ever since I studied in TP i didn't enjoy my studies there as much as in Punggol Sec...
Smiles are getting lesser and lesser,but thanks to some kind souls (CLARA'S CLIQUE & YI LIN'S CLIQUE)
who brighten up my day with their concern..
In TP ,I am forced to know all kinds of people.There are good ones,not so-bad ones,bad ones.
It tells me : GROW UP!! FACE REALITY!!
Should I have chosen JC rather than Poly?I am now wonder if I have made a wrong choice?Will it be much more different?
I know some people will have a impression of me being a 怪胎 because i am mostly alone,doing things alone...
U don't have to sympathize me ..I am initially not like this..I HATE THE CURRENT ME TOO!!
If I have the chance to choose i will definitely don't want myself to be in this type of situation.
I really have no idea to be friends with who..
It is because i feel like the odd one because we don't have the topic to talk about..
I really envy those who made close and trustworthy friends in poly where they share all their secrets with one another...it is rare !
CHERISH IT WELL!! It is difficult to come by this type of frienship!!
Really hope it can happen on me!!
However i will focus on studying getting to a university!!
My mum say friends in poly are not as true as sec friends,but still i believe there are still true friends i can make in poly!!
My sis fall out with her sec friends because of them backstabbing...it makes her upset as their 4 years of freindship is over...
However,she depends on herself. One point I should really learn from her.
Though sometimes i really hated her,but we are sisters ,so overnight and we are back on good terms again.
Although she is sometimes stingy,a fishmonger but THE FACT is that i still LOVE her!!
I shared all my secret with her, I am not afraid of her letting the cat of of the sack...THANKS SIS!!
I am also grateful I still have true friends in my life ! Grace,Wendy,Zi Xian.
We went through thick and thin together!
We quarelled before,dislike one another before, but because of those times it makes our friendship more firm!!:)
All of u are always there to lend me a hearing ear to hear me pour out my troubles..really thanks!!(X10000000000):)
All of u brought me smile and happy memories which will accompany throughout my life!!
Do U believe as i'm typing this post my eyes are watery? :)
Did u notice there are no "hahas" in this post? Becos I am really serious and i am pouring all those bothering things all at one time!!
Though writing out my feeling in this post doesn't make me feel any better,but this is a way i can express myself.
I don't want my parents to know,I don't want them to worry about me!!:)
That time i cried becos of some matter regarding my boss,my mum was worried as i locked myself in my room and cried under my blanket..
I did not tell anyone that becos i believe i can get over it myself! And yes !I really got over it!!;)
So I believe this time i can too!!
Forgive is a smile in exchange for others' happiness.Hatred is a person's insist that makes other suffer.
Believe it! Anymore "shooting" will only bring more hurt!! Should let it go!!But i think it will not happen since u insist!
U can continue but soon u will be tired of it and u will be the one regretting it!!:)PEACE IS EVERYTHING!!
U want to have 2 face let it be..it is not my problem anyway!!But u will not go any further in your life with this!:)
LILLIAN LOVE PEACE!
U said if others have the (ballz) to bitch about you they should say right in your face but u are doing the same isn't it?
U want to say bad about me just say it in my face..
U don't have to post it everywhere BECOS it only seems to me that u have no guts!!:))))
After this post, U WILL FOREVER NOT BE MENTIONED IN MY BLOG!! CROSS MY HEART!! :)
This post is long!!Now then i realised!!
Tomorrow accompanying my parents to medical check-up have to wake up early and after that settle at dad company until his work end!!
ALL Homework be DONE 2moro!!Yeah!!JYJY!:))
Went school just for APEL lesson and RA1 Project Discussion..
A Particular incident kept on revolving in my mind,spoil my mood..
Plastic? Really a good name for XXX! Dun u think so?Haha
Since she is unsatisfied with me,can't she say right in my face?
Y post it on FB & Blog? No guts?
I think XXX peer evaluation on me will be bad ba...damn unlucky to be in her group!!Hope it will not be too bad!!
Worried~~:(
Aiya i feel very annoyed now!!Just couldn't believe XXX have 2 face!! I am digusted !!
RANDOMLY,I HATE SMOKERS!!REALLY DISLIKE!!
I shall just end this topic cos if i continue writing abt this I promise u ,more vulgarities coming !!
:P
This week have lots of project discussion...but i like the feeling when we completed the project because it lessens our burden!!
However, i like projects because it forces the information into me..
I seriously need to revise my work because i seems to be laggin behind!! Esp POM and econs!
I NEED HELP IN ACCOUNTING TOO!:)
Ok i will stop here:)
Almost forgot Love LEE HONG KI!!!:)
Oh is like omg! Today is FINALLY Fri!
This week is packed with Projects~POM,Marketing fundamental,Microecons,Retail accounting~
A bustling week indeed!!Hope can complete the project in time!! The deadline is reaching in a few weeks time!!
I am looking forward to going to TAIWAN in OCT...I want to go there on my birthday!!11.10!!
Who wants to go TAIWAN also? I welcome you!!:)
Recently after watching "You are beautiful.",i am now obesessed with Lee Hong ki (Jeremy in the drama) & his dog.."Angelina Jolie"..haha~~.Main Vocalist in F.T. Island~I love his voice.. His singing is damn nice ~~When will them come to Singapore? They came this year in Jan ..Damn I miss it!!sadzzzz~~
But still got chance!!Now mostly people are crazy about Shinee,2PM,U-Kiss,Beast.Oh not interested!!:)..F.T Island is the B.E.S.T.!!Any supporters?(Y)
For now I need concentrate on my study...Becos i failed microecons..I FAILED BADLY!! but i believe i can do well for my main exams...*-* I CAN DO IT!!
Result for other modules: -POM= 31/40
-Marketing Fundamental= 28.5/50
-Microeconomics= 35/100...sadzzzzzz
-Retail Accounting= 28.5/50
-CSA=26/50
....all at borderline.....Believe I can do it..Sure can do it!!
...okay....Gtg...I want to watch Lee Hong ki Video...go see f.t. island on youtube...
This week is packed with Projects~POM,Marketing fundamental,Microecons,Retail accounting~
A bustling week indeed!!Hope can complete the project in time!! The deadline is reaching in a few weeks time!!
I am looking forward to going to TAIWAN in OCT...I want to go there on my birthday!!11.10!!
Who wants to go TAIWAN also? I welcome you!!:)
Recently after watching "You are beautiful.",i am now obesessed with Lee Hong ki (Jeremy in the drama) & his dog.."Angelina Jolie"..haha~~.Main Vocalist in F.T. Island~I love his voice.. His singing is damn nice ~~When will them come to Singapore? They came this year in Jan ..Damn I miss it!!sadzzzz~~
But still got chance!!Now mostly people are crazy about Shinee,2PM,U-Kiss,Beast.Oh not interested!!:)..F.T Island is the B.E.S.T.!!Any supporters?(Y)
For now I need concentrate on my study...Becos i failed microecons..I FAILED BADLY!! but i believe i can do well for my main exams...*-* I CAN DO IT!!
Result for other modules: -POM= 31/40
-Marketing Fundamental= 28.5/50
-Microeconomics= 35/100...sadzzzzzz
-Retail Accounting= 28.5/50
-CSA=26/50
....all at borderline.....Believe I can do it..Sure can do it!!
...okay....Gtg...I want to watch Lee Hong ki Video...go see f.t. island on youtube...
..U will be amazed by Lee Hong ki 's vocal!!:)
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