I'm really starting to dislike my job, my responsibilities.
I enjoyed my work for the past 2 years but till recent, I have stopped looking forward to work.
What was once others' responsibilities, became mine today. Unfairness.
Responsibilities stacking up. Parents' complaints. I knew I have to face all these when I first started off, but now I seems to be the one right at the front facing all these. Other staffs may say words of comfort like " Ignore them", etc. I appreciate the thoughts, however I can't help it but to take all these unfairness seriously.
I promised to stop complaint over work but I failed. I tried. What I was told was that "You are too soft". Sorry but that's me. The real me. I can't change that? In just a few months, I have experienced all kinds of situations & people. - Happiness, Sadness, Anger, Disappointment.
Though it's inevitable for a service line job to be always enjoyable ...
I can't possibly convince myself to ignore everything. Other staffs actually think that someone will do it eventually, yup me. I have tried to ignore too but in the end everything came back to me.
What I can do now, is to think positively. Try not to be affected so easily (which is hard).
To learn in life you have to hit rock bottom.
Shall forget all these negative feelings after a sleep, gonna embrace my new sch term with a positive mindset. Another thing I shall try to refrain from getting my negative thoughts and complaints all over my social media platforms.
Nightz~
* Spring semester's starting.
L♥.
First of all , I would like to thank all those who remembered my birthday. Thanks for the presents and wishes, and also your accompaniment!
Though to me 21st Birthday is like other normal birthday, that's why I did not have the intention of planning a birthday party or what. Simple meal together is already enough for me.
The 1st to celebrate my birthday in advance : My BFFLs ♥
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| With Grace!♥ |
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| With Zi Xian!♥ |
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| With Bunny ♥ |
My favourite clique in Uni :
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| The DBSK/JYJ Fan Duo |
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| The humorous one |
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| & Wei Yi! |
Lastly , not to forget people I met from Just Education. They are definitely more than just colleagues!♥
Joyce, my best work partner! ♥ ♥ ♥
Thanks for the high tea treat & the watch!
And also other two great company, Elyse & Ms Boh!
(Have a debate on which guy is more suitable as my bf over dinner, Hilarious much)
My birthday was well-spent with them till midnight ((:
The last one from Gabriel :
Thanks though it maybe belated, you are one of those early one who wishes me.
(Just that I didn't managed to see on the exact day)
Though I don't express my feeling so openly, but really ♥ you all!
나는 너무 너무 행북해!
정말, 정말 감사 해요
그리고 사랑해요! ♥
그리고 사랑해요! ♥
L♥.
Starting off from COM 337, OMG the lecturer's teaching style was totally what I dreaded.
First, she started the class by saying " Go around and get to know 5 new people." One thing I hated the most. Second, I DON'T understand what she was teaching ,she totally follow the entire chapter from the textbook till answering the questions at the last page of every chapter. She expects us to know everything without her teaching, it makes me feel so frustrated to attend her lessons. My purpose of attending her lesson is to learn, and not self -teach. Furthermore, NO NOTES UPLOADED. Why waste my time to go school then.
Wanna change class but Amanda's class is already FULL. *Cries* Can I get my A this time.
No choice I have to work harder this time. Though it's Aug, I already can't wait for Dec. And one more thing is that she has included 22 presentations in this module. I was like WHAT, am I suppose to present so many times. Totally ridiculous arrangement. WHAT CAN I DO.
As for other modules, they are quite interesting. Though I have the tendency to doze off during the social psy class. How to handle 4 days of morning lessons? Looking back, I'm only able to wake up late only on every Monday but I still have COM 125 in the late afternn. In short, my timetable is so screwed. In order to match my working schedules, I have to bear with the torturous 5 hours break on every Thur.
I CAN GET THROUGH THIS SEM.
On a happy note, it's NATALIE's 21st birthday today. Gave her an advance birthday surprise yesterday after NTR 108! She's really a friend I would cherish alot, though we are in different classes ever since the second sem. Awesome friend that I could spout nonsense with, & when I'm with her I don't have to care of the impression I have always try to maintain in the eyes of other, I can be who I am.
Time to sleep, gonna wake up early for work later (:
L♥.
I still can't get over the 5 hrs break every Thur, and morning classes from Tues to Fri.
3 months & it's over. Another matter that kept bugging me is INTERNSHIP.
I can't make up my mind to apply for which sector .. PR? Advertising? Or Event Management?
DILEMMA.DILEMMA.DILEMMA.
And the procedures to apply for the internship is quite a hassle. Still, I'm firm in applying((:
这几天我一直反复的想：一切或许就是天注定，不允许我再迷恋。就好好专心决定好我要走的路。虽然有点不舍，我也不能为了一个人而改变一切。只能说-有缘再见吧!
想想一下，我这个迷恋的坏毛病也该改了。从小学到中学从来没改变过，因为它让我有动力？一直在那一厢情愿也不是办法，要怪就怪我没胆（或许别人内心的想法跟我不同）。还是好好冲刺我的学业比较实际吧。让我自我安慰也好。
说到这里，天下没有不散的宴席。我的同事，朋友也要走了。两年的合作，培养出的默契和感情真的不是假的。当她告诉我的时候，我竟然落泪。心中虽然有许多的不舍， 但是我为她感到欣慰 。离开守了三年的工作岗位，改变一个新的工作环境是一个好的决定。但是也太快了吧！说走就走。从我进公司到现在都是她耐心的教导我，从来没看过她发脾气。难得结交的知心的朋友。希望你在新的公司一切都好。
续。。。
L♥.
Wordsihaveneversaid has been my official personal blogging site since 2008. Basically, I blog about everything that had changed & made an impact in my life! My inner thoughts . ♫~♫♫~~ 
