I admit I'm a work maniac. Working whenever I'm free: after sch, or weekends.
But I took leave yesterday.
铁人也有生病的时候。
The last time I fell sick was like ..last year?
Lucky that I gave my keyboard lesson a miss, or else I'll be singing off pitch. That would be so embarrassing.
Hopefully, I'll get back my voice before the presentation later on.
Mentioning about presentation, the group I was assigned to was really awesome. That's why I'm so stress to the extent of waking up at 2am yesterday to print the peer evaluation form, because I thought it was presentation day. I'm mad.
Back to my main focus of this post.
Previously, I have been casually asking around for people's 1st impression of me when they first met me.
Common answers: COLD . COOL . LOOKS DIFFICULT TO APPROACH.
However, that's not who I am.
If you get to know me well, I can laugh and talk openly to you.
I tend to get awkward easily. I don't take initiative because I have no guts.
Low confidence is my greatest weakness. However, I'm proud to say my strength that I'm independent.
One reason for my awkwardness is that my friends are mostly all girls.
I grew up snatching things and quarreling with my sister, while most of my friends have younger/ older brother. I want an older brother too.( That is still my wish now, I'm silly.) .
Like what my cousin says, " why you always go out with 查某? ". Haha. What do you want me to do?
I grew up snatching things and quarreling with my sister, while most of my friends have younger/ older brother. I want an older brother too.( That is still my wish now, I'm silly.) .
Like what my cousin says, " why you always go out with 查某? ". Haha. What do you want me to do?
Recently, I have been asked by different people (including my dad) so many times "No bf?"
The moment I step out of the lift, my neighbour was like "Dinner with BF?"
With my character & personalities, ... relationship seems to be out of question.
But I'm not those with high maintenance, haha.
Friends around me are getting into relationship, though sometimes I may admire them.
However, I 'm not in a rush. I will takes what it comes.Why rush.
What is most important to me is what I want in life.
Friends and colleagues will sometimes question me " Why are you working so hard? ".
That was what I was taught from young : Whatever you want to achieve, you have to figure it out yourself.
As long I do the right things, my parents will give me their support. Ever since Secondary sch, I have been on my own. My parents do not care about my grades anymore. They have the mindset that if you fail, that's your problem. If you want allowance, go find a job.
That's where I learn to be independent and discipline. And this type of education actually works on a lazy bum like me. After all, I'm still a human. I'll still get tired of SCH, WORK, LIFE. :D
Some parents at my workplace were like why are you so discipline, well-behaved.
= I grew up with my parents whipping me with canes whenever I didn't get a full mark for my spelling.
= I stayed up late at night to redo my Chinese writing (Or whatever you call that). I'm trained.
= I stayed up late at night to redo my Chinese writing (Or whatever you call that). I'm trained.
Strict MUM.
But, nowadays, most parents I met are too protective of their child. No matter what, it's other people's fault , their child is always correct. I'm glad my parents brought me up like this. I learn things the hard way but I'm certain of what I should do or not do.
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| Sis's Graduation. But I'm smiling the widest as if I was the one graduating. Haha. |
Shall turn in early today. The fever & sore throat is killing me. Anw, TGIF, & presentation day.
L♥.
I'm getting sick of COM 240, largely due to the format. Test, Presentation, Test, Presentation.
That makes my life terrible.
Went to see the AA today, it turns out well. Anyway, the earliest I could graduate will be in Sem 7.
So I was pondering over what I asked the AA. Should I take on an internship before the last sem? Since I'll still graduate early. But what I'm worry is about my remaining free electives. Am I able to get what I want.
Oh ya! By the way, I'm somehow happy with my Fall 2014 schedule. Initially, I dropped my COM 337 before the add & drop date. Aftermath, I spent the next few days regretting my decision. However, I managed to get a better timing as compared to my original class which is at 3.30pm. Who wants to go school at that timing >.<
So here's my timetable!
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| Initial~ |
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| After~ |
Quite clean eh. But, ... 4 days morning class. Still, it is better than the 3.30pm class which will totally mess up my work schedules. Though I'm in different class with most of my friends, I'm still looking forward to making new friends. And I also added Social Psy to the initially given 3 mods, it sounds interesting.
*** I need to get more "A"s for the following few semesters in order to get my distinctions.
NTS : I have 4 months left to decide on whether to take on a 3 mths internship.
L♥.
Last Saturday, I went for the Service Excellence Training at William Angliss Institute. Partially, I regretted why I applied for the event usher job alone instead of persuading my friends to go along. However, on the other hand, I felt that I have made a right decision because I stepped out of my comfort zone to conquer my fear. Through the training , I met people who came from different walks of life. The knowledge on providing quality customer service imparted was somehow much similar to what I have learnt in my diploma.3 years of studying Retail Management did helped me in someway. I would considered this training beneficial because sports hub paid for our training and we could get a certified WSQ certificate.However, there's still written & oral assessment before we can made through it.
Recently, I started doing some serious reflection. What I want to do in life. How the part time jobs I'm taking up will benefit me in anyway. When my music instructor questioned me on which career path I'm gonna take on after I get my degree, I could not give her a precise answer because I'm also uncertain of my goal in life....
I realized that I have been working hard. I'm really proud of myself. Ever since I'm 16 , I started working part time. I stopped relying on my parents for my monthly allowance when I'm 17. I learn to be independent since then and I work to pay for what I wanted. I don't buy branded stuffs, etc. Maybe that's why my parents allowed me to pursue what I have interest in, from learning language to music. Besides that, I have no curfew , I could go overseas with my friends during holiday. I'm really fortunate. Because of my situation, I have grown to be mature in my thoughts and actions. The parents at my working place are always saying that I'm sensible and hardworking, and how can I juggle between work and study. Believe me, you can handle them well if you have parents in their 50's still working hard to lessen your tuition fees burden. And yes, I have no social life. I work from morning to evening every weekends, and sometimes after school. But I still believe that few more years down the road, my life will be better than now. Not only that, one of my friend's situation is worrying. Besides Univ fees & Poly repayments, she had an additional house mortgage to pay. And she's of the same age as me. However, we are optimistic that our life will be better after we get through all these hardship. The hurdles in our life.
Another thought in mind was regarding to my FB status few days ago.
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L♥.
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