This post is for a particular person.You should know who you are.
I do treasure our friendship ever since the first day we came together as friends,as a clique.
But because I always felt that I owed you because you really helped me through the difficult times I faced in my poly yr 1.
I really appreciate it.
I always fear that what I say, what I do will make angry.
This is the first time I had a fear feeling in a friendship.
I have never ever feel this way in my other friendships.
Joking can sometimes becomes a serious problem between us.
Apologising occurs too often.
I cannot deny the fact that You changed me, changed the way I think, the way I do things and alot.
Though you are a rara person,I am almost like opposite of you. It's rare that we can be friends.
So I cherished this friendship alot like how I treasure my friendship with my BFFLs.
Though BFFLs we quarrel, have different opinion,but we are still able to be close friends for so many years & counting.
So I truthly believe that even ppl with different personality & characteristics that are still able to be good friends.
You are always asking if I'm okay.
After asking for upmteen time, you will be sick & tired of asking.
Me myself know that I dunno how to express myself well , so that why you always feel that I'm not feeling alright.
However, this is my flaw. I couldn't do anything abt it.
One thing I can promise, I will tell you if I'm not really feeling alright.
So you don't have to always ensure that I'm okay.
Personally, I can foresee that I will have fewer true friends in poly after graduating compared to secondary school.
But I hope you can be one of those friends,which we can still gather together even though we would be going on a different path in future.
I know that what you said in the morning during lunch confirm to have something to do with me.
After seeing all those tweets by you (though you didn't mention me), I understand how you feel.
I broke down while typing this post. I won't feel this way if you are not important to me.
I REALLY REALLY HOPE THAT THIS FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST
& WON'T BE SO FRAGILE.
I shall stop here. My mind is in a mess.
L♥.
David Archuleta - Something 'Bout Love♥
I'M FINALLY BACK HOME! :DD FINALLY FINALLY!!! :DDDDD
Actually wanted to blog on the last night of the stay,but TP-Secure just dun work on my lappy.
Almost Every night,I have no internet connection D:
My 1 week stay at Temasek Green made me miss home ALOT though it was REALLY FUN!! (:
1 week there, Not enough sleep. DD:
Conclusion : HOME is still the best & most comfortable place♥.
Mid sem Exams in 1 week time.
Though there are only 4 papers, I still need to work hard to achieve a good grade to compensate for my year 1 GPA.
I have already given up hope to be able to enroll into NUS/NTU or even SMU.
Hence, my goal is SIM global~
--Bachelor in COMMUNICATION :DD (Esp Media Marketing)
This reminds me of something.What wendy the bunny told me regarding her future career.
I can only advise you :
Pursue what you DESIRE. Instead of a job that have Stable income but not your DREAM job. What is the most important is do something You WANT rather than REGRET in the future (:
This is what I really really think. YA. (Y) ^^...However, the decision still lies with you.
Today went out with mummy to BUGIS & ORCHARD.
After the stay at Temasek Green for 1 week, my relationship with my mummy seems to have become closer.That's a good thing. (:
Subsequently, DINNER at Chinatown.
I wanna change my Hp & my mummy say if i get a new phone,give her my current phone :P
But after reconsidering,I decided to save up the money for other purpose.
Getting a new Hp when my current hp is working perfectly well.What a waste of money!
I'm a spendthrift. HAHA!
After dinner,waited for sis 's guitar lesson to end at 9PM.
Dad GAVE me $50 to get all my material for my cds colour & composition. So NICE.HAHA!
I need to redo my assignment esp for the colour scheme. I must get a A for this cds!
Just happen ,dad mentioned that my grandma is suffering from depressive disorder.
Maybe she still unable to accept the fact that she couldn't walk on her own, hearing impairment.
Hope her situation won't worsen.
Had a long,nice chat with mummy at the macdonalds :DD
It had been a long time ever since I have the opportunity to sit down & speak my mind with mum.
Shall complete my tutorial by tonight.No dragging :D
Tutorial. SPSS. Revision . Project.
I wanna a hiatus.
I have that feeling that this sem's project grade will not be like the last sem.
I have no idea how the project should be done.Completely lost.
Meh meh~ I'm a Lost sheep D:
There's something I have kept to myself.
Nothing to do with relationship nor sch matters. Not even any of my close friend know.
I don't think if I say it, It will not change anything though.
So I shall continue to keep it to myself :DDD
A long post.HAHA! Cos I'm not gonna blog till end of mid sem test :DD
"Don't just speak.Don't just promise. & nothing done. Live up to what you promise."
L♥.
Ice Cream- Joo ft SJ Lee Teuk♥
Today's a public Holiday.
Went out with my cousin & her daughter.
Photos are uploaded to FB,the rest is not with me :< A short getaway for a day.
Away from tutorial,projects,enjoying myself.
Quite exhausted though.
Gonna get back to work,projects,revisions.
Lessons at 12 tomorrow,and I will end everything only at 9PM.
A long day.
However,I feel that this is worthy.
Since I chose to take up 2 CDS,I pay for the price.
(Staying back while others go home) :< Everything will soon be over.
CCN Day this Friday. I m not anticipating it.
Cos Friday it's 2R04's First trading at 1ST AVENUE.
It had been a year since the last CCN I participate(:
Time flies.
My sis gonna attend her graduation ceromony next Friday.So envy of her.
I wanna attend but I gt lessons on Friday.SAD.
I still have a long way in TP.
And next week I gonna move into Temasek Green for TNS 1 week stay.
Room mates with Clara♥♥
Can't wait.
Today seems to be a sat for me. &&&..... Super junior "Bijin" will be out today!!!(:
Shall stop here,gonna turn in soon or else I will not be able to wake up early tomorrow. 안녕히 주무십시요! 돼지꿈 꾸세요!♥♥ zzzzzzZZZZZZZ~
L♥.
"No longer anticipate." Just let it be.
K.R.Y (SJ)- Fly...RW is ♥(:
I'M BACK HERE.
1st- I lose weight! ^^ HAHA!
I somehow prefer my yr 2 class compared to yr 1.That's a good thing(:
Taking 2 CDS (TNS & CO & CO) at the same isn't easy.
But I believe I can cope.
Just completed my week 3 Assignment for CO & CO- Colour Scheme.
I took 4-5 hrs to paint.Testing my patience.
But overall quite satisfied.haha(:
I need to get myself prepare for all the presentions.
I need courage to make a difference.
Recently too busy with tutorials, Reflective journal etc, I neglected my korean notes,books :<
How am I gonna take KLPT?..At this rate.
The verfified certificate is so important as it can change my life.
Learnt Korean language for about 10 mths,not much improvement.
Esp for Grammar & Vocabulary. Arghh.
Lack of time management & self discipline.That's me.
Shall STOP here.Will update again when I m free.
The word of the day:
The 10 letter.An important word---Initiative.
Taking initiative,not waiting for others to come to us.
The lyrics of the day:
♥어느샌가 너의 모든 게좋아졌어 너의 모든 게살며시 더 살며시 내가 다가갈거야
Before I know it, everything of you.I’ve grown fond of everything of you.Silently, more silently, I will come closer to you ♥.
(Credit : When falling in love with a friend- Beign ft SJ RYEO WOOK)
L♥
"We're face to face,but we don't see eye to eye.We're Venus and Mars. We're like different stars♥. " ^^
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