Recently, I have gotten quite a few feedback from my keyboard instructor and also colleagues on my confidence level. I'm at a stage where I doesn't want to meet new people, I just want be in my own world.
However, I can't be in this situation anymore. I need to make a change, I need to improve.
In the end, I applied for another job , besides my current job, which is event base. I have to force myself to get out of my comfort zone. Honestly, I'm aware of my own weakness. I don't take initiative unless other party initiates. For instance, we can be in the same course/class but I will never get to know you if you doesn't initiate. That's me, since poly days. I tried. Really.
Let see how it goes. Training on the 28th. ^-^
Into the 2nd week of the summer semester, I'm almost drained out. For this semester, it seems that I have lost my motivation to study. Unexplainable. Most probably, I'm affected by the rest of my friends having their semester break.
PS: I wanna get to know you better but I doesn't have the courage.
Dinner with Hwee Yuan Ytd! ♥
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