Last Sunday was my 16th birthdae!!
Firstly, I want to thank those who gave me present...
*Ashley
*YuFei
...
As for Grace remember my SS501 when you go Korea..hahas
Wendy haven give me...anyway I still owe her...after O then buy...
Okkay le nid to do the Eng comprehension le..
Aimin for excellent results...hahas..
I got A1 for chinese..my desire mark..
but how did i get distinction for oral??
I dun remember talking very well for conversation..that's weird..
anyway..i don't have to retake...
Those friends that did not get their desire mark..what i can say is :WORK HARDER!!
Esp for Ashley: U never lose to anyone..dun compete with the rest...work harder ...
Ur oral gt distinction that means if u do well for the written paper,there
is still chance to get A..so ur shifu give u moral support....JIAYOU!!
Back to topic..though i did well,cannot be complacent..
must work extremely hard for other paper esp A.maths,Biology,and eng.
Btw the bio test today somehow easy but also difficult..
I dun expect gd marks as i only spend 1 day to study the whole book..
but did not manage to study finish because i fall asleep halfway...
..everytime also fall asleep.. hehe..
So I am going to study Bio everyday..
till i know the book inside out upside down(said by Mdm Yap)hahax..
A.maths ..i tink my target now should be B3..
bIOLOGY--A2
sCI--A2
Haiz....I still thinking abt the problem ..should i give up??
Finally Eng oral is over!!
The passage have words i don't know..picture quite fluent..conversation...
But overall..tink okay ba!!
Wed getting back chinese o level result..hope that i don't have to retake..
Now..i nid to put in more effort in other written paper..
the physics paper today..haiz..can pass??
Hey !! I'm back but just for a moment!!Haha..LOL
发现一个有趣的秘密..but i promise to keep mum abt that..
..so i will just erase that off my mind...*-*
The following months will be exhausting and torturing but i have to persevere..
Today gt back my E.maths paper..guess wat i pass back 6 marks only..
However, i managed to pass both my A.Maths which i didn't hold high hope to pass for the paper...
So it means that if i put in lots of efforts,i will get something in return!!
I am not so worry about my english oral..will i be able to clear the paper??That is a question!!
...And I am the last one..that is most terrible thing...
Neve mind ..see what i can improve...
haiz..
Should I really really give him up??Maybe it's time to let it go...But it is heartbreaking..=(
everytime i tell myself to give up , i don't want to !!It has been couple of years..
Perhaps this time , i have no choice but to forget him...
..what decision should i make which will not make me feel hurt??


~人生就像一张没有污点的白纸~
纯洁得让人感到乏味无趣
生命中我们所遇到的起起伏伏,酸甜苦辣
却为乏味的人生增添色彩
世界纷繁复杂,人的烦恼会更多,压力会更大
朋友的滔滔不绝:抱怨身边的不平,生活的不公,以及人生的不幸
但追根究底,这是人的固执所造成的
世界上没有任何一样东西是公平的
所谓人格有质
没必要做一个完美主义者
有句老话这样讲:站得高摔得重。到头来受伤害的总是自己
进力而为已是最标准的完美
学会欣赏这世界的美
懂得知足常乐
知道在什么时候放手
不要被任何事情束缚
这时候的你发觉到自己是快乐的~
~我们就会发现这世界的真谛~

LILLIAN©2009 [随笔散文 1]
Today's a long day...Physics+ Geo (slackin) + chem ( forgot to brin my pratical paper...)
Hope now is already Sat...
It is so tiring to go back school for 2 weeks..sianx...
Physics lesson is so boring, do practical test..
&
many of my ans is like almost far away from Mr cheong's..
Geography do geog of food...tirin..
Afternoon gt lunch buffet,
Ashley has a very good life..
she actually plan to throw away the prawns..
because she want someone to help her take away the shell...or else she wil nt eat...hahax..
During chem, i gt gastric pain..maybe because i have a habit of skipping meals..haiz..
However, i almost fall asleep when he was explaining the pratical paper...
Jus now after lessons,
Wendy, Zixian & I went back to see our juniors play guzheng...
Now recall back make me miss those time...
I found out that the juniors like just talk among themselves..so quiet...
Then Zi Xian told them a L.A.M.E joke...only she laugh..真丢脸!hahax...
We went back to do rough work..we help to clean the whiteboard..train muscles..
When home at about 4.45pm...went library to borrow books( love story of course!)
Gtg...Yeah..O level Chinese is over...
Today I have really put more than 100% in doin the paper...
Hope that I can get an A1 so i will do need to take it 2nd time.....
After this, I need to concentrate on other subject...more focused on my A.maths...
The June Holiday is for me to get myself ready for the prelim...
So everyone let's work hard together...
O level is not far away...




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