Hey!! I'm back from Hong Kong!!
I tried cow's tongue..omg! it tastes weird!!
went to Noah Ark ,Disneyland,exchange programme..perform guzheng.. It had been 6 mths ever since the SYF..
We went shopping at Supermarket erm..i think that is the 2ND last day at HK.. Though it was extremely fun..climbing mountain is too tiring..
no more mountain climbing for me!!Hahas...
That's Mr Tan Wei Lun
I have take 4 days of leave enough for me rest well..Working alone is boring!!!
Hi! I'm back again.. After O,i felt bored..there's nothin to do suddenly..everyone at home is out..
Yesterdae went to prom nite,though I was being threatened by Wendy to go..hahas..
managed to enjoy myself..n it was tiring...
Yesterday,saw the girls dolled up..they were so gorgeous..hahas...
After yesterday, I had made up my mind..i should just let it go..n since this is not the 1st time..
I tink that those... will soon be erased away by time..
既然没勇气，何必再坚持
在坚持也不会有结果
属于我的最后还会是我的
不属于我的最后也一定不会是我的...
趁早放弃，才不会越陷越深...
就让它成为我记忆中最美丽的回忆...
不再有任何的留恋与不舍
或许我早就该死心了...
那应该是我的宿命吧...只有看，羡慕的份...
也许有些人了解我的心情...
但是老实说我还有所期待...可是我知道这个期待是永远不会发生...
有谁能来指点我？？
Last Sunday was my 16th birthdae!!
Firstly, I want to thank those who gave me present...
*Ashley
*YuFei
...
As for Grace remember my SS501 when you go Korea..hahas
Wendy haven give me...anyway I still owe her...after O then buy...
Okkay le nid to do the Eng comprehension le..
Aimin for excellent results...hahas..
I got A1 for chinese..my desire mark..
but how did i get distinction for oral??
I dun remember talking very well for conversation..that's weird..
anyway..i don't have to retake...
Those friends that did not get their desire mark..what i can say is :WORK HARDER!!
Esp for Ashley: U never lose to anyone..dun compete with the rest...work harder ...
Ur oral gt distinction that means if u do well for the written paper,there
is still chance to get A..so ur shifu give u moral support....JIAYOU!!
Back to topic..though i did well,cannot be complacent..
must work extremely hard for other paper esp A.maths,Biology,and eng.
Btw the bio test today somehow easy but also difficult..
I dun expect gd marks as i only spend 1 day to study the whole book..
but did not manage to study finish because i fall asleep halfway...
..everytime also fall asleep.. hehe..
So I am going to study Bio everyday..
till i know the book inside out upside down(said by Mdm Yap)hahax..
A.maths ..i tink my target now should be B3..
bIOLOGY--A2
sCI--A2
Haiz....I still thinking abt the problem ..should i give up??
Finally Eng oral is over!!
The passage have words i don't know..picture quite fluent..conversation...
But overall..tink okay ba!!
Wed getting back chinese o level result..hope that i don't have to retake..
Now..i nid to put in more effort in other written paper..
the physics paper today..haiz..can pass??
Hey !! I'm back but just for a moment!!Haha..LOL
发现一个有趣的秘密..but i promise to keep mum abt that..
..so i will just erase that off my mind...*-*
The following months will be exhausting and torturing but i have to persevere..
Today gt back my E.maths paper..guess wat i pass back 6 marks only..
However, i managed to pass both my A.Maths which i didn't hold high hope to pass for the paper...
So it means that if i put in lots of efforts,i will get something in return!!
I am not so worry about my english oral..will i be able to clear the paper??That is a question!!
...And I am the last one..that is most terrible thing...
Neve mind ..see what i can improve...
haiz..
Should I really really give him up??Maybe it's time to let it go...But it is heartbreaking..=(
everytime i tell myself to give up , i don't want to !!It has been couple of years..
Perhaps this time , i have no choice but to forget him...
..what decision should i make which will not make me feel hurt??
~人生就像一张没有污点的白纸~
纯洁得让人感到乏味无趣
生命中我们所遇到的起起伏伏，酸甜苦辣
却为乏味的人生增添色彩
世界纷繁复杂，人的烦恼会更多，压力会更大
朋友的滔滔不绝：抱怨身边的不平，生活的不公，以及人生的不幸
但追根究底，这是人的固执所造成的
世界上没有任何一样东西是公平的
所谓人格有质
没必要做一个完美主义者
有句老话这样讲：站得高摔得重。到头来受伤害的总是自己
进力而为已是最标准的完美
学会欣赏这世界的美
懂得知足常乐
知道在什么时候放手
不要被任何事情束缚
这时候的你发觉到自己是快乐的~
~我们就会发现这世界的真谛~
LILLIAN©2009 [随笔散文 1]
Wordsihaveneversaid has been my official personal blogging site since 2008. Basically, I blog about everything that had changed & made an impact in my life! My inner thoughts . ♫~♫♫~~ 
